Evening of thoughts..

She was sitting alone in her room. Thoughts. That was the only thing that didn’t let her feel well.
So many thoughts she had in her mind, so many things she wanted to tell… But she couldn’t.
Her feelings wanted to get out, to flow free through the lines, through the words.

“I need to tell it to him. I need him to know… I want him to feel that I never told lies.
About everything… He became my world. And… I’d never feel so alive if .. if I lost this world. I would lost myself… forever if.. I lost him.
I’m afraid… every moment, every day.. I want to tell it to him, but I’m afraid that he wouldn’t believe me.
I wish but I can’t.. “
With tears in her eyes she looked at the moon. Night was silent and clear. She could see every star on the dark blue sky. And thoughts sounded so loud in her mind. Her thoughts didn’t let her do anything…. Now she had a bad headache and it made her sad. Not only headache made her sad, but also thoughts.. of him.

“Why I feel this..again? Why I need him so much? Why I still feel for him?…. Why?”