Cold wind blows through me
Freezing the tears unshed in my eyes
Inner tremor breaks me
Making me look deep inside of heart
And try to catch every attempt to see
What moment has broken me apart
Please, please, my loneliness, let me breathe
I cannot life in this suffocation until the end
Please, please, me dear friend, let me rest
Silently sleep upon your chest
I cannot lose myself again
Not this time, as once before
I lived crucified by my own pain
With ever bleeding heart all torn
Wishing just to fade away
To be forever gone…
Please, please, my dear love
Let me live, let me feel, let me go
Please, please, my lonely soul
Let me feel alive before my heart goes cold
Please, please, please…
These years made me rise and fall
Breaking my wings
I thought I’m loved but not anymore
Fallen from the clouds of naive dreams
I’m almost withered, faded to the core
Please…
Please, please, my heart, let me feel
Let me live for one more beat
Please, please, my love
Take me once back home
Sweet And Kind
You are so good
So kind and sweet
But there is nothing I can give you
You are not the one I need
You are good and sweet
So caring and great
Though still not what I need
But you can be a friend
I hear it all
Now and then
I feel this cold
Like it’s the end
I have nowhere to go
It hurts still
With every revealed feeling
I wanna scream
That I still feel for him
The one who became the beginning
That very beginning of me
You are so good
So kind and sweet
But there is nothing I can give you
You are not the one I need
You are good and sweet
So caring and great
Though still not what I need
But you can be a friend
Sweet and kind
But not the one
Dream of mine
Ever hidden love
I love you so
But I have to go
Wherever I feel home
Don’t Let Me Go
In this veil-like darkness
I lose myself at last
While they tell me to carry on
I feel like I’m forever gone
Tell me you won’t disappear
Tell me you are still here
I need you to be near
My loneliness guides me to the edge
Locking me in the same old cage
I used to live in before
Lost in my dreams to the core
Tell me I’m not insane
Tell me your name
So I know it’s not just a game
Hold me still, I’m tired of my darkness
Dry my tears and caress my scarred soul
Hold me tight, as I rest in your arms
Be my lover or a friend, but don’t let me go
My Last Goodbye
I wish I could be your guiding star
I wish I could become the wish so far
That makes a dreamer feel
Magic of love so deep within
I wish I could be your friend
I wish I could be your soulmate
Though now this is the end
I’ve done everything, but it’s too late
You were never mine
I paint this last goodbye
Upon my veil and let it fly
Perhaps I may still cry
But this is my last goodbye
You were the one I’ve loved so deep
Within those years yet still
I have to let it go before I lose control
I have to let you go to move on
Though you were never mine
I was yours to the core
You knew it was never a lie
Now please, let me go
You were never mine
I paint this last goodbye
Upon my veil and let it fly
Perhaps I may still cry
But this is my last goodbye
I cry through the night
My last goodbye
It hurts so bad, but I still smile
You were never mine
I paint this last goodbye
Upon my veil and let it fly
Perhaps I may still cry
But this is my last goodbye
Drowning Alone
So you feel touch of cold upon your temple
So soft and tender, like kitten’s paws
Though dangerous making you tremble
All these empty nights and lonely dawns
Every touch of real makes you feel
Like being buried alive
And you lie awake in your thrill
While silence dwells between the lines
No memories can save you from yourself
Thoughts whirl deep inside
And you drown deeper with every step
Losing the right path
Sinking in your own mind
Silently breaks another dawn
But the still of your fear is brighter
Washing away the colours of the world
As I recognize myself in this storyteller
Slowly drowning alone
Right on the shore
I still hope for pure love
To save my broken soul
September Dream
September dream like final cut
Upon midnight hour of love
We were so close, yet so far
Falling from the skies apart
Velvet skin, slow moves
Tender kiss to part before the dawn
I knew it all with you
Before we’ve met at the edge of the world
We lost beneath
Dreaming of the real
Storyteller’s sigh burns deep
Though I don’t say anything
Do you need it, darling?
Every bloodred tear of me
Before we’ve met at the edge of the world
We lost beneath
Dreaming of real
Never told feel, oh
Tell me if you want me
If you need me
Before I’m gone in gloom and awe
Tell me, tell me, tell me
Ah, I need you to see
That I’m lost within
Drown into you
Oh, dear, it’s true
Velvet skin, slow moves
Tender kiss to part before the dawn
I knew it all with you
Before we’ve met at the edge of the world
We lost beneath
Dreaming of the real
We lost beneath
Turning it all real
Innocent and Free
We seek and lose
Every bit of chance to dream
As we break our youth
To catch seductive gleam of sin
We were born innocent and free
To become more than just a line on the stone
To live our dreams making them real
We should paint every dawn with hope
Is it right or wrong
To hope and believe?
What shall I live for
If not for pure love
That still lives in me
Untouched yet, unseen
Take me with you into your dream
Show me what lives in you
Let me feel what you feel
Before we lose forever our youth
Is it right or wrong
To hope and believe?
What shall I live for
If not for pure love
That still lives in me
Untouched yet, unseen
We live to feel loved and needed
To be who we are meant to be
We are still free deep within
My Fever
You make my fever rise
Burning this fire in me
You show me paradise
With every shared kiss
Long road through the past
Just to see today sundown
Like a promise of untold us
A story without any line
You make me feel alive
Craving for another night
I wanna feel you deep
And try everything we hide within
You are like madness, like sweetest sin
Driving me crazy bit by bit
You are both my poison and my cure
Sweet torture that I crave and barely endure
Long, long road through the past
To see what we left there in the dust
Ashes of long gone days fell apart
Leaving but deep scars across the hoping heart
Just Some Warmth
Some warmth
Just a little smile, tiny glow
A moment of love
Nothing more and I’ll go
Memories sharper than claws tear me apart
But there no pain left in me
Nothing but cold ice deep in my heart
Every hope dwells within
With echoes of a dream
I’m not a saint
Neither are you
Nothing I’ve gained
Telling my only truth
Just burning in pain
Like there was something more
But nothing left to prevail
Beyond this hopeless dawn
Memories sharper than claws tear me apart
But there no pain left in me
Nothing but cold ice deep in my heart
Every hope dwells within
With echoes of a dream
Just another day of hope
Neverending story of love
My perfect asylum to fall
Once and for all
Not Alone
I wish I could say it before
Everything just flow away
And there is no other way
To let you know, no
Please, let me say
I’m not okay
I’m so broken and cold
Without any place to go
I’m lost, I’ve been lost long time ago
Facing the only shiny dream alone
Like a guiding star shining bright till dawn
And then just an endless fall
Let me be your untouched sin
Your deep breath, your guide
Your sweetest love and feel
Without two-faced lies
Please, let me say
I’m not okay
I’m so broken and cold
Without any place to go
But you feel like home
Let me say
With you I’m okay
So warm, like coming back home
Let me feel so and know I’m not alone