Feelings aren’t always so that romantic like everyone used to think. And mainly I’m wrong now…
Feelings.. what are they about?
It’s not always about love or hatred. There is always some pain, suffering, hope, belief, trust… And we can loose it all at once. Or find.
You never know what could happen to you tomorrow, where you will go or what you will do. And sometimes it also happens so that you are out of your plans you’ve had a couple of hours ago.
“Every day could be the last.” And it’s true. And there are always some words you haven’t told to someone special, something that you haven’t done. Just because you are afraid to loose that you never had. Or think that it;d be wrong. Different reasons could change our mind. Maybe some experience from the past, maybe the inner voice, or a miracle.
Everytime when I try to be honest with someone this door slowly closes. This door between trust and cold world of indifference.
There is always someone who would be hurt, and the one who would be blessed with eternal bliss. And also the one who is forever in-between these feelings – a bitter suffering for one and sweet touch of delight for another.
That is like slowly burning Hell deep in soul…
I want also to add one thing if you have a possibility to tell those important words to someone special just tell. Do it. We have so little time – only one life. Don’t loose this possibility.