Not For The Last Will

Last lines on the pale face of paper
Hand doesn’t tremble, not anymore
Last will the only one forever
Years gone so long ago
Making me weep and swear
They left forever behind, long gone

I’m not afraid of pain and suffering
The only fear is loneliness
Deep emptiness
That are waiting for us in the end

Follow me through the cold darkness
I’m afraid
Take my hand, lead me to the end
Walk with me through this emptiness
I’m afraid
Guide me through these days so black
I don’t want to be alone

I’m tired of every dawn
I see your eyes in a dream
Every previous day seems like every next

Dark and cold in my soul
Echoes dwelling within
And I feel like I’m dying alive, not free yet

Follow me through the cold darkness
I’m afraid
Take my hand, lead me to the end
Walk with me through this emptiness
I’m afraid
Guide me through these days so black
I don’t want to die alone

In the last will of mine
On the deathbed I’ll write
The only name
I don’t want to prove
I don’t want to go through
The pain, the cold, the dark cruel world

I only want you

Follow me through the cold darkness
I’m afraid
Take my hand, lead me to the end…

For the last will
I will forgive
But not for the last will
I will live

For the silent sunset
For the slow night’s kiss
For the loneliness’ death
For this eternal bliss
I’ll flow through
The glance of blue

Follow me through the cold darkness
Lead me astray
Take my hand, make me survive in this madness
In the end of day
Write my sleep so calm, kill deep loneliness

Published by Linlin

Editor, poet, translator

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