Nights when I am not okay
When hope is fading without any farewell
I’m lying in arms of silence
Crying on the shoulder of sadness
Shouting to the emptiness
And praying for endlessness
Talking to none in the empty room
Looking at pale face of fullmoon
It’ll be over again, it’ll end soon
I’m tired to smile
When I want to cry
I’m fed up about all lies
No more dream of calm sunrise
I’m tired to try
When there is no hope
Why should I
If you tied the rope?
Lost in thoughts every night
I’m out of light
Forgotten and forlorn in the dark
In the dream of pure madness
Game of my dark consciousness
Play written by evil genius in my mind
Or just a fool immaterial and blind
I’m tired to smile
When I want to cry
I’m fed up about all lies
No more dream of calm sunrise
I’m tired to try
When there is no hope
Why should I
If you tied the rope?
Tell me if I should bear this hope
Tell me if it’s all long gone
Don’t tear me down for the dreams undone
If nothing left just tie the rope
And let me fall without a call
Let me break for the mirage of it all
I’m tired to smile
When I want to cry
I’m fed up about all lies
No more dream of calm sunrise
I’m tired to try
When there is no hope
Why should I
If you tied the rope?
Linlin's Poetry 