She looked through the bus window. Rain stopped, but clouds still covered the sky. Her thoughts flew to that faded memory… the sweetest one, the dearest one. Listening to the music on her mp3-player she wanted to cry. No special reason… just shs felt sad. Tiny ray of sun warmed her and she closed her eyes. Over the hills and far away… yes, she wished to be so far from here. Away from thoughts, away from pain, away from this suffering… Autumn. This season always made her sad and thoughtful. And at the same time she felt so good… Because she found her heart one autumn eve. She missed him in silence.