Just to stay awake from this dream
To be a greater fool to see it’s real
A beautiful mirage
Crystal clear memory
A golden cage
To feel so lonely, lost in my agony
I forgot a taste of pain
The day, the sleep, the name
I feel only deepest darkest lust
Turning my blood to the dust
How can I miss you when you hurt me so deep?
I don’t remember anything but your smile
When you ripped out my heart last time
Darkest side of your own
My only path to follow
I’m but a mirror of yours
Your guardian angel and your black curse
A reflection so perfect looking at you
Through the broken pieces of lies
A beautiful mirage
Crystal clear memory
A golden cage
To feel so lonely, lost in my agony
Your world so perfectly shaped
Of dreams never torn and virgins never raped
Through all the lies and all cold pains
Through deep dark sea of ignorance
I’m still calling your name, forevermore
’cause I’m lost in your darkest lovelorn
’cause you’re the world I’m longing for
Linlin's Poetry 