Sleepless nights of neverending nightmares
Days were lasting like years
Never ending, never gone
There were times of a hoping heart
Dark nights hiding shiny eyes
When I didn’t cry behind the smile
No ghosts of past to scare me in my dark room
No fears making me cry
Begging me leave it all behind
Setting my last wish through the sky
I whisper shouting: “I need you ’cause I love you”
But you won’t hear my scream
Walking slowly beside me in a dream
There were times
When I hoped I would never see you
Never feel again your soul
There were times
When I wished I had never met you
But then I realized I need none else, but you
There were times when I saw you in a mirror
A fleeting moment on dawn
When I dwelt in the dreambound ungone
Forever with you entering the flow of tomorrow
When you’re gone my world’s undone
And life lies dying incomplete
Disarmed and hopeless
Without you
Linlin's Poetry 