Cannot See It Within

I cannot see it within anymore
The dawn of truth took once the awe
Keeping me in prison of this world undone

Darkness tied a tight nooze around my soul
Unbreakable chains of connection unseen
Buried me, involved me into deep

Still drowning I can hear a whisper
Blood frozen in veins from the voice dwelling near

Black laces, white fleets, withered rainbow
Tears dried by caressing hand of the wind
Fears in my head turned into shadows
Forever around, darkness never gone
I cannot face it all
In this madness of last recall
Shame everlasting raped once pure dream

Now I can see the hand writing a verse
Mirror of darkness looking at me
Smiling at me with love and mercy
Before turning into a dream

Cadence of shivering heart
Always writes the purest thought of beloved