Forgive Me

All this time I thought
You are gone by my fault
Nightmares alive haunt me day and night

Long months I’ve tried to forget
Dear face painted with red
Fear in eyes, I thought you died

Darkness through memories
I’m awake yet asleep
No thoughts, no hopes for return, I’m going deep
Sinking in endless sea
Where is no pain, no cold
Inside left no world
Ever blaming me for that shot

I open my eyes to see in the dark
Silver moonlight flows through the bars
Sudden flash of light
And ever missed eyes
You… you are alive

Is this a dream?
Am I asleep?
Please, tell me it’s real
Forgive me, I beg
Forgive me, my friend

Fear and rage, pain and guilt
Like fire meets ice
Melting down I beg to forgive
This suffering tore me apart
For the whole world I’ve lost
Forgive me for I’ve done the worst
There is no return, still forgive me