It’s fair, I see
After all that shit I’ve done to you
I understand it clearly
I’ve made you sink in this vortex of agony
I’ve made you suffer like none did before
I’ve slain and raped every dear memory
I’ve killed you there with my own soul
You saw I wasn’t me anymore
You saw I was insane
I’m sorry, but it is all but empty words
That could never ease your pain
I was not myself
But not now
I’ve healed somehow
I’m here alone, having nowhere to go
All I have in this world
Is you, but you’re not yourself
Not anymore
I would ask one million times you to give me a chance
I would beg and cry to let me but explain everything looking in your eyes
Will you forgive me once?
That game was my biggest and foolishest mistake
For I’ve lost the battle so long before
That step was more I could take
And I wish I’d never made it, but it’s done
Forgive me for it all
I love you
Though you won’t believe a word
Still it’s true
Linlin's Poetry 