I Loved

I loved you once and thought it was forever
But you told me that to live real life would be better
I missed, I cried, but then surrendered

You swore once to love me forever
You told those words but never kept them
I lived those days and still remember

I don’t want to suffer more again
There was enough for me
The guilt and tears, all this pain
I’ve had enough and want to leave
‘Cause now I surrender

My heart still aches, but life goes on
I have my dreams, my goals
I want to live my life without guilt and pain
All your wishes I hope you’ll gain