Reckless Youth

You told me that cruel truth
I told the story of fucked up youth
When days felt like years
And broken bones turned into tears

I remember that fall and bitter taste
Of every sweet mistake
When every day was like a daydream
Do you need such a sin like me?

Ghosts of the past still remind within
Like a bittersweet symphony of a sin
I still remember the taste of blood on my lips
Like a black one’s kiss

I remember those days unclear
Like a fall into the void
Losing control turned into the deepest fear
Blessed youth so spoiled

Lifeless memories kiss me in a sleep
I try to shatter them, but their claws go deep
Awakening brings no relief, as the claws remain
Like an endless misery of old pain

I remember the fall and that dark place
With a bitter rotten taste
When every day was but an endless spin
Do you need such a sin like me?

Broken glass and shattered pieces
All I remember are those fading voices
Withering in warm spring breeze
They brought me blessed release
Echoing still with a shadow of a dream
I want you to see it deep in me

One night stands, broken glass and bones
Every scar and all the torn hopes
I want to leave it in the past
Making them dwell at last

Will you see it in my eyes?
Dark and harsh ocean and peaceful shore
No more bullshit and lies
Let me bring you home