Deep inside every feeling is dead
Like an untold prayer
I saved a little hope to understand
Are you my hangman or saviour?
Can you see it in my heart
My soul is breaking apart?
Without faith
Without a way
I’m losing control, myself
Can’t you see I’ve been dead inside
Right from the start
I’m losing my mind
Trying to find the truth in all the words
They’ve told me one time
Leaving me bleeding with open wounds
Last symphony slowly dies
In blurry eyes
I’m trying to consume
Every memory of dead youth
Do you see I’m so high because of you
And all these questions running through my mind
I’m trying so hard to find the truth
In every word, every sight, every smile
Falling into the dark embrace of my misery
I’m losing myself one last time to see
That seductive smile of yours
So beautifully it hurts
Linlin's Poetry 