If only I can see
If only I can feel
What is a dream
And what is real…
I’m walking through illusions I drew once
Like a hoping loser I try and knock at locked doors
Trusting still that nothing is impossible
I wish I could catch the one true feel
If only they could see
The real me
I wouldn’t be here
Just a lonely believer
I’m running through the times of misery
I try to escape from myself and seek the remedy
Painting all inner darkness from my heart
To cry out every hopeless part
Forgive my lonely self
For everything
For a hope and belief
That this could be real
I’ve tried so hard
To become the one
That I’ve lost my true self
In all this perfect hell
If only I caught that one
Written with destiny’s hand
One only true love
If only there were no dead end
Linlin's Poetry 