Fears

I’m so scared and cold
It’s like the end of the world
I’m but a coward to end it all
A little farewell and go

Too scared to go this way
Too selfish to fade away
Even if it’s damn hard
There is a lesson of karma

Though still I have these thoughts
They don’t leave me alone
I’m afraid and tired of this all
Wishing deep inside just to be gone

Don’t judge me
I cannot handle it
I’m lost and trembling in fear
Wishing so bad just to disappear

Afraid and lost
Lost and alone
In this damn cruel world
God, forgive my soul…