Stop Pretending

Stop hoping and waiting
There is nothing else
Don’t feel like it’s waving
At the end of this way

If there were no hope from the very beginning
There wouldn’t be another one too
As here I am standing
Like the end of all hope

Craving for more than one night stand
I still do believe that I am worth it all in the end

No more lies, no pretending
I’m done with it all
No more words of regretting
I won’t wait for your call

I’m done with all waiting
I’m done this time
No more cries, no more wailing
There left no tears behind blue eyes

I am worth more than empty words of blind text
Than drunken memories beyond one night sex
I am worth more than a promise forgotten in time
Than a lost tracklist in the end of line

You were my sunshine
But now I should go
You weren’t my lifetime
I wasn’t your home
The pain still remains within
I don’t know how to heal it
But with deep pure love