Lie About I’m Ok

It’s been so long
This longing within
For the one I’ve never seen
It’s time to let it go

Not forget, but leave it silently behind
Just to let poor hoping heart feel one more time

I’m standing in front of several doors
Ones from the past
Still caressing old scars
Searching for the one among all the souls

It’s hard to believe
There is a way
So hard to forgive
Myself for every day
Of tearful longing
I’ve been through still
Lying about I’m okay

Now I close my eyes and fall
To let it all go
I let it flow
Through every inch of my soul
Just to release it all
Or at least be gone

I close my eyes and let it go
My heart doesn’t want it anymore
No more games in pain and hope
Bring me home once more