Author Archives: Linlin

Oh, I feel so badI long for you without regretOh, please, it’s like damn disease I cannot forget, cannot find any easeMake me breatheJust let it end It hurts so badI thought you could be a friendBut it’s all fucked upThis beautiful love You see what I am and used to beThe darkness withinEverything IContinue reading “Let It End”

Silence can hurt more than the sharpest wordStabbing through the heart like a knife made of ice cold steelEven one word can heal deepest scars that still hurtSo I could rest for a while and dream Give me white wings to fly aboveAcross the distance so far just to seeThat this endless longing is loveSoContinue reading “White Wings”

One look, sweet smileLong term promises and honeydew dreamsDrunken nights of moonlit wineSinging rock songs along midnight streetsI love this precious dream of mine Am I asking too much?One single lookOne dreamless touchUpon the white night view I just want to be needed, to be lovedTo be that one reasonFor a sweet smile upon yourContinue reading “That Only Dream”

Close the doorLet yourself lie downThis is your secret resort No more liesNo more hidingLet you be just who you areYou are fine… They say I’m spoiledThey say I’m weirdSo let it beI am what I am I’m just humanA sinner, a lonely soul so fucking tired That tried so hard to be the partContinue reading “The Door”

I wanna break freeFrom my dark mind playToo tired for just beingToo tired to feel afraid Let me goI just wanna go home Days of fading, we are the new beginning Stay or fuck offJoin my delirious trip of daydreamingFeel hatred or loveI am but playing and pretending So just go Selfish and naiveI alwaysContinue reading “Break Free”

I’m so scared and coldIt’s like the end of the worldI’m but a coward to end it allA little farewell and go Too scared to go this wayToo selfish to fade awayEven if it’s damn hardThere is a lesson of karma Though still I have these thoughts They don’t leave me aloneI’m afraid and tiredContinue reading “Fears”

Like the deepest wound I bleed in soul And it seems there is no way out It hurts like endless hellWithout any hope to let me restHelp, please, I need help I know this feelI know it well, believeDon’t tell me you understand Don’t say that it’ll endI know, but I’m losing myself nowCircling roundContinue reading “Trapped”

Another night falls silentlyLike a heartbreaking melodyOf those words lying deep still Untold, never writtenLike purity of tears ever hidden Moonlight spills with silver beamsLike a mirror of dreamsSilent waters of frozen stream We talk, eat and liveSpinning our world around something dearFor love and purity within We walk, seek and believe One day changesContinue reading “Moonlit Lines”

Just tell me what I amA paranoid, problem or dead endI need salvation Be my redemption Heal my soul as I have no place to goNo place here to call home Blind eyes, silent throats They don’t tell me what I live forAnother day gives a hundred roadsAnd precious dream to live for We seekContinue reading “Paranoid”

I know what I feelI know, I know, I knowWhat lies deepIf not desire for love Pure and realI know, I know, I know Dreams turn into nightmaresWhen I try to escape from myselfHope turns to agonyWhen I face all my fears Feeling endlessly lonely And I knowThere is none to save me I shouldContinue reading “I know…”