I’m out of feel, I’m out of words
Nothing left to say
My soul longs for the better worlds
And I’m on my own way

To join this final ride
Before losing my mind
I’m losing my sanity leaving it all apart

I don’t want to be a pawn in this game
Longing for writing my own rules
Drawing away all the paths to escape
Smiling wide to the memories fading
While starfall falls slowly cascading
Through everything you hate the most
Your sweetest dreams have the highest cost

I’m a memory
A rotten fantasy
Calling through the distance and midnight lullabies
Haunting your scared cries

To follow the madness
Joining this silence
I’m turning loose the heavens
For everything I adore more than fallen innocence

I don’t want to be a pawn in your game
Where I cannot ever escape
Being forever the queen
Making them kneel
Falling before me
Haunting your songs of innocence blind
A poem for a child’s heart
Flowing still through the dreams you love the most
Paying this enormous cost for that you have lost

In the end we all will fall
For our ripped and rotten souls
Once pure, now darker than Lapland’s nights
We’re fallen and proud adored by the purest hearts

Follow me, play my melody of bloodred rules
Even darkest of angels sometimes loose
In my devilish game without hellish flames burning deeper

You’re losing control bit by bit
Longing for the endless pain
Agony blind and sweet
Writes your everlasting dreams within
Poisoned rotten spoiled heart
Of once pure innocent child
You’ve lost in me

We lose our mind in a dream

Awakening in the middle of the night
Followed by nightmares
Dark scenes of the past
Lost maze I cannot escape

Through this midnight agony
But a glow of fantasy
I feel this eerie silence within

Taken by fears I’d never dare
To enter this realm again

I see the lost purity of me
Cascading with dreams I’ve never seen
Beauty unveiled still resting within

Blood in my veins will hide the scars
Carved deep on the hands
I’ve done writing the tale of a land so far
Where ocean endures the pain

A poet’s rhyme, sweet kiss of dream
Poison that intoxicates my unveiled core
Piano weeps the last chord well
Caring still of a leaf in a child’s hand

Sun bathing on silver snow
Cover of ice whitening below
Breathless and still she is resting within
Poor girl of undiscovered memory

Child’s heart for her to live
Songwriter’s mind for her to breathe
Dreamer’s bound for another midwinter ride

A song for a child
A verse caressing a dream
Turning loose a whisper of heart

Dream that leaf caresses still
On the angelwing beneath butterfly’s heartbeat

Story flows fast with gold autumn rust
Sundown leaf falls into the awe
Forgetting a dream of wanderlust
I fall for a dream of dreamer’s core

Wind playing in the hair so dark
Calling to the deep feel in heart
Pale memories dwelling still sundown

Green leaves whispering the same old song
Like the long years ago
Calling me to follow the river of tears

In the end of horizon I still see
Breaking sundown seducing me
To take the ride, this eternal flight
Turning loose my dreambound night
To run with the wolves free

The owl will share its wisdom grey
The dove will kiss me with purity white
The crow brings the fearless desire of time
To caress all the scars I tried to hide

Mermaids, sirens and the last ride
Telling old stories buried in time
Forever so dear to my tainted heart
Within every dream no matter how far

Sitting in my silent room
Dreams turned into fears
Keeping glitter of dark gloom
Silence remains in all careless days

Nothing left that could warm my heart
Nothing that once could remind
Of all days we lived for another embrace of sleepless night

Nothing left that could remind me
Of pale dreams we used to share
But the pain of echoing memory
Quivering still deep inside

In my mind
In fate’s sight
For a darkest heart of night
I’m falling for to bear a hope

In the night
For the ride
I keep on writing pale lullabies
Knocking at closed door
Of my own world
Of dreams of wonder and awe

In the wheat field
With dawn-side wind
Bearing a heart of another dream
To enter the world hidden within

I wish to enter the world of beauty
You hide within caressing all but a memory sweet
A new beginning of darkness complete
Somewhere I fell once in love with your darkest side
With all pure innocent heart

Nothing left but the pain within
Silence in the corners of my room
Verses vanishing for a memory
Dreaming still within a pale heart of dew

A song of dream
A song of you
Little hideaways through the wishes unbound

Raindrops knocking at my window
Writing a feel within
For another midnight song
Flowing still under white angelwing

Campfire songs, child’s lullabies
Midnight flight above whispering stars

Years, long years
I was walking alone
Searching for you
In the shadow of the moon
In sweet scent of dew
In darkest paths of wood

Walking alone along that shore
River ghost flowing across with deep score
White shroud of snow on dead ground
Last chord of a song flying above this night
To write a new dawn that will cover the world

Meadows of dreams
Whispers of oaths
Promises sweet caress your heart within

A child’s hand trembling writes a tale
Through your dark-side life
For first moment of love, for a nightingale
Weeping piano left a score deeper than time

Years, long years
Through the fears
I was walking alone
Searching for you
In the silver veil of the moon
In the whisper of pale grass
In the shadows of the stars

I was searching for you
Every single moment of awakening
In the mirrors of morning dew
Reflection of my deepest dreaming
For wonders and awe
Your heart I long for forevermore

In a midnight veil unseen
Walking down this dream
A wish flowing higher than hope
Turquoise waterfall of dream and awe

A lonely road for a dreamer to go
Sparkling heights for a wanderer’s home

Among the mountains high
In the field of sweet morning dew
I still hear a voice echoing in my heart
Dear angel chords of you

Sweet burning wish upon a star
Dreambound dance, touch of mirage
I’m lost in a cage of reality’s maze
Longing still for a child’s heart

Once upon a night I saw a dream in midnight glow
Dreamy-eyed kids caressing every word
Hands too tender to feel sharp thorns of this world
But walking hand in hand in pale-dawn field

A poet’s verse, dark midnight art
Dreamer’s hand caressing dear a tale within
For a hoping heart, an ocean heart

Dear lullaby for a child in time
Sweet swansong dream, white miracle within
An owl wise, white northern guide
Little girl frozen in memories so dear
Dreaming still of a poet’s heart
Caressing with love every tale, bearing a dream of every child
For the song of nightingale luring me every night

A tale of morning awe
Pale grass withered on dawn
Song of ever wonder
On a palm still so tender

Loving heart for children so kind
Wonderfield bound within to care the flow
Beneath blue bayous of dreams I care with love

In a dream of midwinter night
Coiling still around me
Singing with lure a name of mine
Collecting stars I wished clear to see

A tale reading the heart
Poet’s awe, imaginarium unbound
Writing all good in me
Pure child within
Through the time river’s waters quivering still

Wind in the hair
Moonlit dance in frozen air
Little hideaways for a poet’s heart

Wind in the hair, honey dew scene
Last journey for a dream
Seascape through the eyes of a child
Lost moments of life
Little hideaways for a hoping heart
Sparkling still in memories deep

Echoing loneliness through the shroud of snow
Meadows untouched, lullaby unsung
Dreamer’s tales resting still in the void
For a heart, a verse and unwritten song in the toil

Wind in the hair
Moonlit dreams in the air
Flowing still to those hideaways for a lonely heart

A verse for a child, little star shining bright
Far beyond the horizon undone
Withered flower of love caressing every beat of your heart

Have you ever heard me crying in the night?
Have I ever dreamed of you more?
I doubt so, still hoping to see your eyes again

Verses of lost song, calling dream
Still echoing within
All I ever wished to be
I found in you, but have been too blind to see
A dawning agony in me
Falling down through the insanity

Wanderlust for another journey
Endless voyage to go
Faded memories dwelling me away
From this now into that forever

Dead to the world, alive for the heart
Still beating for another hope
A life of a child still breathing for me

Hands of a dream took my soul
Embraced me dear while my sleep
A walk along white shore my heart still longs for

Verses of a lullaby, howling dream
Song of an echo
Painted with white all I ever wished to be
Patch of virgin snow
A snowflake lost in time
Belonging still to a kind child

Flowers are withered, lost paths still hidden
A memory’s kiss upon the stargates
To show you a dream of a kite
Deep within all of yours unwritten tales

A dreamer hoping ashore
Dreamless bound I long for
Made me believe I love you forevermore