While falling down

Hiding from the darkness within
We deny everything we once did
Deceiving everything
We might have been
Dark side wrote deepest beauty
Within every call of secret memory

Ignorance, self-control
Before the very last fall
We are but so much alike

Follow the lust
Rotting your heart
Drowning deep to reach high midnight sky
Follow dark side
Floating, growing deep inside
Every dream to revive

Ignorance, self-control
Before the very last fall
We are better than they see
Dwelling call of deepest score
We are the fallen for a dream to imagine

Cheating, pretending
Luring, deceiving
We are the fallen, but never gone
Longing for calling being never alone

Ignorance is your self-control
Don’t deny it, just let it flow
Soon you will see what you really meant to be
You will feel dearest call of a dream written real

Cold winds will blow while pouring rains still fall
Petals drown in a pure sound
Flowing dignity lies rotten beneath a dreamless call

With a fallen star
Story finds the end
With end of innocence
Childish days are gone

Nothing left but dreams and pain
Living within every storyteller’s tale

Write a poem with dark blood of the fallen
She doesn’t need it any more
Forget the storytime we shared
As we reached the dead score

With a fallen star
Story finds the end
With end of innocence
Childish games are gone
Faded beneath a dust of the night
Resting calm under dark northern sky

Wish upon a star
High hopes longing for
Last breath, eternal farewell
Empty glass ran out of wine
Imaginarium flows through the midnight sky

Innocence
Dying silence
Heart of darkness
Fallen, rotten
Longing ends, lonely days
Dream under northern sky

Deep in broken mirror of shadow
I’m the darkness you fear
Eyeing you through the night
You think I’m an evil seed
A sinful beast that should be killed

I can see you before me — weak and small
Like a child trembling within a worst nightmare
The truth is that I’m smaller and weaker than you all

Cutting me, tearing me you will never prove
That you belong to dearest call of blue

You say that Earth is nothing but dirt
And nothing could harm, nothing would hurt
Because it’s dead, life hides unseen
But you cry if you cut and weep when you fall
So why do you think it has no feel?

I see you are afraid because of wild sight
Heavy paw won’t grab you into the dark
You have nothing to fear —
I won’t hurt you before you hurt me
As the wild has a feel

Trees and leaves have a feel, the same feel as you
They’re alive, we are all real
As the wild has a feel

I can see you before me — scared and alone
Don’t fear, I won’t hurt you while you cannot harm
So you can follow me and howl
For the wild still has a heart

We also dream and pray for a normal living
Desire to wish and hope wrote the words “We are real!”
As the wild has a feel

Like a tear on frozen glass…

Wild desire calls for deepest remorse
While fire is burning within
Blooming dreams shiver beyond the sparkling temptation
Like the darkest intention it calls
Whispering and hissing to break the mirrors

Black mirrors of yesterday
Like a fear of a kindest child
Ghosts of my lost way
Like a tear on frozen glass

Open door encloses all the paths
Through the world
Across withering dawn
Unlocking every window leading us
Back to that day
When it all began

Black mirrors of yesterday
Like a tear on frozen glass
Ghosts of my lost way
Disappear in the light of past years
Like the darkest bitter tears
Leading us back again
To that autumn day
Of deepest dream, dearest desire

Insanity painted sky with rainbow fallen
Dreams chased shadows away
Close the book with fairytales while eyes are still open
Tell the end of the story, but don’t break child’s heart in vain

Thirteenth call beyond the deep
Crimson and cold
A prey awaiting in this eternal sleep
Forlorn, forgotten and torn
In the end of this morn
At the bottom of the world

Darkness falls down
Last accords for a dying piano
Breaking the silence around

Ice deep inside
Won’t melt, won’t die
Without a breath of seaside

Imagine the journey without an end
Flowing rivers like dreams we bear in heart

Imagine the fairytale without a princess
Wishes we hide from the mankind

Stop the time
Find me by your side
Leave everything behind
Just take my hand
We’ll find the way to Dreamland
Don’t let me go
Love me till the last petal falls

Flow with the river of time
Leave your tears behind
Lost and blind they’re too weak to make the rules

Like a tear-drop in the sea
Like a star upon a fantasy
I will fall to cover the grass

Like a blow of the wind
Like a kiss of fading dream
I will call to awaken the memories

A song composed for a heart
Kindest art fell apart
Childish games wrote every pain away
Starfall cascaded through the night
Entwined in a way I try to find
Hoping for that only one day

Like a first leaf on a tree
Like a crow flying free
I will reach the sky to catch every dream

Like a snowflake on your cheek
Like a frozen tear dwelling beneath
I will sing you a lullaby before you fall asleep

Every memory resting deep
As the fire burning in me
Ashes of morning dew, dust of tomorrow night
Wishes are high without a hope within dreamy eyes
Prayer drowns in the blue blue sky

Like a silver sip, a fallen wish
Every fallen star awaiting beneath
Forget every rule, all your fear
Do you still believe
Dreams hide closer than we could see

Ever tear I dropped for you
Everything enclosed in you
All the dreams combined in one

Ever tear I wrote for you
Frozen hopes lying high
Fallen stars composed for you

Once in the dreamless night
Beneath the fallen star as we lie still
In the silent hope we pray
If dawn only may let you stay

Once in the darkest night
In embrace of ever dream
Every hidden tear will write you a tale

All dark thoughts cascaded on your grace
Cleansing all the wishes I covered so dear
Keeping on praying
And the still saying
Love is blind, but I love you to death

One, two, three
Drops are slowly falling free
Four, five
Dumb strife for life
Six, seven
Dark thorny path to Heaven

Falling into darkness
I hear your voice behind
Feeling the change of seasons
Like a frozen flow of time
Every dream writes 13 reasons
To stay and leave, to hope and pray, to fly and cry

Seventh gate hides the prey
A storyteller’s game
Dreamer’s bound, my lost hideaway

Thirteenth strike of a tower-clock
Calls to follow the song
Whispers to leave everything behind

One, two, three
All the paths lead me to thee
Four, five, six
Losing my breath for a wish

Seventh gate hides all the dreams…

All I have is you
All I need dwells in blue
Laughter of cold morning dew
Seasons within dark midnight gloom

Seventh gate to enter
My only way to live without dreamworld
Seventh gate followed
By fears of philosophy and dead cold morn

Dark rivers of wine
Bloodred streams through the veins
I’m drowning deeper down
In this bound of a darkest abyss

A whisper of leaves
Through the night
Crackling in a fireplace
Like a silent call
Hissing world left behind

First petal fallen
Became my cradle
Midnight song of a nightingale
My only lullaby

A whisper of wind
Moon’s silver kiss
Falling star turned to a wish

Among the cold frozen constellations
Beyond the breaking horizon
Where lies all human passion
Melodies and dreams of a calling dawn

Deep in the turquoise sea
In the waves of the ocean
Dark prayer of midnight dream
Little boats still float seeking for pure devotion

A whisper of wind, a call of leaves
Prayer beneath pale moon’s face
Silent crack in a fireplace
One thousand stars silently dwell
For one single dream
For only one wish

” I call for a dream to return. Silence is too loud to scream, nothing left here.
Falling I hear my mother speaks to me.
Sweet care below a fantasy.
Stroke of a wish, memories flow…
I wish I could come back home.”