Linlin's Poetry

White Shore

I still see the same dream
It’s still before my eyes
Deep within I feel it’ll kill
That cold poisoned ice

Paths always entwine
Slowly coiling around
My hoping heart

When did it become so cold?
Frozen and dead without a hope
Soul will keep on living
Deep in every memory

Once again lonely road
Will bring you back home
Through all this cold world

Forget the fear, follow the dream
Search for beauty hidden within
Sharing the same old song
We walked into pale dawn

Search for innocence within
Cover your heart with me
Enter this darkness behind the door
I’m always around loving you forevermore

Follow your dream, seek for love
Feel it deep within your heart
I’m always waiting on that white shore

Let Yourself Feel

Share this dream with me
Denying reality
Enter my conscious, comfort me in

Forget everything and share this dream
Let me in
Forget every rule, let go every fear
As I’m flowing so near

Don’t let me fall
Don’t let me go too far
While eyes full of hope
We can catch the star

Kissing dark sky
Adoring the night
Having faith we can fly

Never let me go
Show me a way back home
Give me a hope
To walk that white shore
Forgetting the pain on dawn
Old scars are healed, long gone
I love you forevermore

The same old song
Pure beauty unfading
Bare grace of pale dawn
While bright dream is withering
Slowly turning black becoming a memory
Darkest symphony, unwritten melody

Kiss me deep
Guard my sleep
Dream me away into the dying day
Hold me dear with all heart’s care
Read this dream real
Let yourself feel

Back To The Valley

Snow and ice of winter neverending
Tomorrow will fade away
Rivers again will flow, warm wind will blow
Sun will shine through the clouds
Spring will embrace frozen ground again

With winter cold end
With first spring day
You’ll come back again
To the same valley

Deep in a dream
I see your face
New adventure, dangerous game
First day of spring
I wake up and run to that place
To meet you again

Teary November wrote our days
Three months of sleep so long
Slowly flowing river of time, of yesterday grace
Sparkled away with a dream foretold

Sitting again on the old bridge across the river
Last autumn leaves slowly fade away
Dawning scent of the flowers unseen I feel so near
As the coming of you this spring first day

Nightingale sang last night
A beautiful lullaby
Whisper of wind told me that
You’re coming back

Back to the valley
First spring day
You are coming back home
Back to the valley
Snow fades away
You are coming back home

Northern land is awaiting
Hoping and praying
I’m standing at my window
To see you’re coming home

Dive Into The Dream

A story lost in time
Words are drawn in silence
Moment of innocence,
Pure beauty adored
Forgotten pain, I loved
And will long for forevermore

Bittersweet taste on my lips
I belong to this wish of a kiss

I run with the wind
To meet sunrise
Beneath frozen trees
My dawn comes
And tomorrow will rise
With kind sight of dear eyes

All that I’ve become
All what I am
All because of you
Never being really alone
Through this pain
Of nameless love
All I’ve done — for you

Ghosts of memories so pale
Princess from the lake
Midnight scaretale
Storytime keeps me awake

Every breath I take
Kills me or makes me feel alive
Another moment awake
Deeper down into the dream I dive

All that I’ve become
All what I am now
Because of you
For you and only for you
The only one dark angel of love

Deeper down I dive
Into the dream of mine
Falling in embrace
Adored dark grace
Innocence left behind
Lost call of the night

Pale memory
Fate, destiny
I dive into the dream…

Whisper Of Lullaby

Memories still echo within
A pain within still poisons my heart
Eyes of a wolf are watching me
Through the shadow of the dark

I feel it’s real, but still in my pale fantasy
Dark imaginarium of my secret dreams
I feel it’s near, but would I dare…?

I should let you go
Loving you forevermore
I won’t ever let it flow
The dream, the faith, the hope
Still most beautiful one
I won’t let you go
Never leave you alone

Whispers of night sing me a lullaby
Wind took my tears of fading sorrow
Ungrown leaves dream me through the sky
Where stars are painting my tomorrow

I won’t let you go
Never leave you alone
You’re the one I’m living for
I’ll give my everything to love you more
My dream, my faith, my hope
Just to feel you forevermore
I won’t let you go

Fantasia

Deep in the dark of this frozen night

I hear a voice still calling me

Flowing from the moonlit cold sky

Silver path playing on dark bare trees

Whispering voices awaken me

Among the stars they live

Holding every my tear

Every hidden belief

And I’m falling again

With a beaten breath

I’m going down

Deeper diving into sundown

Like a butterfly in this frozen bound

Covered by midnight and taken by a lullaby

Cured by kiss of unfading memory and the rhyme

Now I hear the sound flowing in heart

Deep within it rests, never lost apart

I hear the voice is calling me

Like in a midnight fantasy

Way Of Salvation

“Now as I’m gone…
Imagine I never lived. Never existed.”

Dream lives high, rests in the cold lifeless sky
Hope is but a senseless desolation of the night
Everything turned into a fading memory
One-night grace of fleeting fantasy

You wish you never knew me
Never had that feel
That neverending lust for this dream

Your life would be the same as it was
Forever before
Till that sudden ‘once’, a bound dreamy awe
Among the stars and pale-faced moons
Cascading through your fantasies

The same old song repeating again and again and again
With bittersweet withering pain
Fake illusions unseen
Within every venomous dream

Life without this curse
Life without eternal remorse
Dawning hope in the dying horizon
Life without faith
Life without pain
Dark road that still goes on
Still dwells echoing

I have only few minutes to tell
My last farewell
Final line to the world
Bare hope to hold

“All these years I had enough to bear and hide.
Enough of pain and suffering trying to find the way through the dark.
It was all in vain and now it’s slowly fading away like burnt ashes of dead petals.
Don’t blame yourself. You aren’t responsible for every gone life.
Forgive me for my everything. Save your soul…

Heal me!”

Imagine an empty white shore
Wounds are bleeding no more
Without a descending blade
Healing deep scars with the same old tale

Heart still longs for the song
But tears will fall no more

We’ve had the same oceans within
We’ve shared all nightmares and dreams
Try to save them all, cry no more
Close your eyes and feel my love…

Ice Walls Around My Heart

Lights go down and night embraces me
I’m lost in the dark
I’m faded away, withered apart
Silently gone with spring wind

Walking this world of wishes and dreams
I belong to the heart
I long for the darkest midnight
Read the tale that makes you real
Touch the dream that I hold dear

A breath I took still poisons my thoughts
Every single heartbeat breaks these ice walls
Unseen around me
So cold within

I knew this way is full of danger
But I took this step
I felt your dark side, I’m not an angel
Never saw myself
Never knew my true name

You showed me this world
And the path leading here
You gave me faith and hope
And shared with me this dream
I’m forever your shadow in this pale light,
In real light of starlit sky
Your silent whisper in frozen wind
Lost veil in the field, fading smile
Coiling around my heart

You are my darkest side
Calling me dear through the night
You are wild passion burning inside
A wolf howling deep in my heart
Dream making me real
Memory making me feel

You are my cure healing me
Making me feel immortal and alive
My ever thrill, my everything
One and only forever, my love

Come Here Again

Wind caught a tear and took it away

Across the fields and seas

Into the bleeding horizon of a dying day

And I come here again

To face another end

I come here to cry

For another buried star

And I come too far

This time too far

Words are drifting away

They are lost now, totally faded

Rhymes are dead, pale

Life was my only fairytale

This day, will it ever come?

And what will it bring to me?

But still I’m waiting…

And I come here again

Just to hear the call of the ocean

To feel the taste of hope and pain

To walk this shore of my lost Heaven

I come here again

To see another dream

I come here again

To cry out all my pain

I come here again

To heal old scars, to feel

And this time it’s gone too far

I’m the one with this lost northern star

Cold touch of pain I feel in my mouth

Bittersweet taste on my lips I had enough

Enough of pain

Enough of tears

Enough…

Still I come here again

To see the dawn and sundown

I come here again

To feel you so close, my dream unbound

Disappearing in Time

Leaves grow, fall and slowly die
Days fly disappearing in time
And I close my eyes to take this life…

Snow covered my porch
Dark path still runs away from my home
Through the storm of time
Among the beaten winds above the grey sky
Nothing to lose, I have nothing to lose
Keep on following a path I once chose

Silence flows within like silver veil of smoke
Ghostly halo above the years long gone
Child’s hand waving across the river of memories

Hideaway from the future and past
Secret place behind lifelust
Like bleeding wound of hoping heart
Once lost in the storm, now yours forever

Stay forever while the moment ungone
Dreams are alive and stars endure this night
Dark river of years is flowing with dearest hope

Leaves grow, fall and slowly die
Days fly disappearing in time
And I close my eyes to take this life
To run away higher than hopes lie
Hiding far above pale blue February sky
Longing for the wonder-and-awe night

Time won’t heal the wounds of the past
Time will make them bleed through the years
’cause after the storm you are always the last