Linlin's Poetry

Kind Lost Heart

Innocent sight, thrilling breath
Pure eyes, smile bright like angelwing
Soul as black as devil’s veil
Wishing fame and lust, her name dwells in sin

Longing for moonlight path
I talk to kind lost heart
Alone in dark cover of night
Dancing in silver light, praying for tide
Hoping forever to save that kind heart that made me feel
The one who made me believe the world I wished to be

None could tell me what should I do
I’m not lost, I’m free
From cruel world, from dark dust, from all of you
Get down, bitch, kneel before me
Kneel before your Queen
Whose heart is stronger than yours
Such a mess, such a curse
Kneel before me, bitch, and kiss the dust
You’re not the first, you’re not the last

Silently the dawn showed its pale rays
Bloodred paths cover innocent white snow
In the end of this way, across all past days
I unlocked the cage saving poor soul
To release him from all past sins

One-night Butterfly

Stay where you’re lying, don’t lead me astray
I know where is the door
With night dark and cold I’ll go away
Needing forever more
I would find another home

Don’t be afraid, all the whores are near
They’ll ease your pain, chase all your fears
Holding you with lust so dear

Whore, witch, beast, one-night butterfly
Cold ghost of pale past
Hell slowly turned to paradise
Her lust is but burnt dust
Covering your lips cold and dry
Loving you till death’s silent breath
They will bring you the last day

Silent whisper in the night you hear
Voice calling your name in a dream every night
Drowning in crimson sea only deeper
Shadow watching your sweet sleep is mine

She will bring you a poison like a precious gift
Saying its taste is sweeter than Heaven
She will cut with the sharpest knife but you want see any shift
Pain, blood, suffering
She will blind you with seductive lies
Drying you heart, drinking your soul
Whore, witch, beast, one-night butterfly
Don’t follow her, don’t go, no!

Whore, witch, beast, one-night butterfly

Tower High, Chest With Treasures, Night Of Dream

Once in the end of day
In rays of sunset
There was a hoping heart
Watching the starlit sky

Once in the shadow of withering night
In the cold heart of the dark
Hope living in heart of a child
Walks silently in my mind

Letter written in agony of love
In symphony of longing and faith
Silent moment of hope will never drown
In river deep and tameless
With waves it will flow
Hoping heart with a smile will float

For a dram I’ll walk the dreamroad
Unseen, unreal
For a hope I’ll forget my pride
Hiding secrets within
To be felt, to be loved
To be the only dream I’d give my everything

One day flying away
Dreaming for a beautiful day
Setting wishes free, hope walks within
Tower high, chest with treasures, night of dream
I need only a run through the field hand in hand with the dearest one

Letter written in agony of love
In symphony of longing and faith
Silent moment of hope will never drown
In river deep and tameless
With waves it will flow
Hoping heart with a smile will float

Breath Of Dream

Darkness surrounding me slowly
Breathing with cold silently
Taking me through white memory
Across a midnight fantasy
Oath of secret symphony

Night’s pale face smiles at me
Leading me to mirror of dream
I’m vanishing beneath fantasy’s wing

I walk silently the dark in-between Heaven and Hell
Searching the heart, the pure and kind one
Away from cruel mankind, cold never gone
Trying to reach world that I couldn’t forget

Dream night surrounding me
Breathing with cold silently
Making me wait still and believe
In world of memories as I wish it to be

The wish of lifetime, the heart of mine
One night of love pure, one night of love blind
Dream hour never gone, never a waisted one
Moment of hope, pale road leading me home
Ocean soul, sailor’s song to make my heart never alone

Darkness surrounding me slowly
Breathing with cold silently
Taking me through white memory
Across a midnight fantasy
Oath of secret symphony

Breath the dream, forget limits unseen
Bear the will to reach the highest dream
Feel the touch of flower still in bloom but slowly withering
Walk with first lights of dawn

Tears disappeared with dark blanket of night
Kiss of dream took each fear, each sin
Bringing to my heart calm rest under angelwing

Darkness surrounding me slowly
Breathing with cold silently
Taking me through white memory
Across a midnight fantasy
Oath of secret symphony
Calm rest under angelwing

Fleeting Thought

Like a bird flying high

I could touch the sky

For you…

Like waters of river deep

One cold silver sip

I’d take for you…

One step to the abyss endless and black

I would take this step

I would fall in the darkness

For all dreams to come true

I wrote a scenery of another story

Landscape of pale memory

Wild and tameless

For all dreams to come true

I wrote my fleeting thought

A lost blind word

Lines of rhyme and shame

Without a sinful name

Without a name of mine

Lines would dwell for a lifetime

They will be forgotten, lost deep in mind

Like tears of mine in the night

I wrote this dream for you

A bird song, a flight across the sky

Beauty of lake near the house, kiss of dawn

Pale sunrise, silent call…

Never loved, never gone. My name is nothing but a silent weep for you.

A ghost, not a memory… I cry in the night whispering your name, but you don’t hear me screaming..

I wrote this dream for you, this fleeting thought. Remember it, dear, not the hand writing the line, not eyes full of hope, not a tiny tear slowly falling down.

Remember me…

Memory

Memory passing away, it slowly dies
In pale morn, with grey sunrise
It flows with river deep and wild
In late dark hour it enters night

Within dream eye, in cold cruel lie
It falls down, but once will rise
In midnight hour or on dawn pale red
It turns to dust, it’s now dead

But memory is a phoenix bright
Dying in flames, reborn from ashes
Myth but in our mind
Memories are but the deepest wishes

Call me insane, call me blind
Virgin that lost her mind
I left this cold dead world behind
Being tired of lies and fools
Searching for pure truth
But truth is hard to find

Save Me Again One More Time

I don’t know where to go and what to do
Save me again one more time

Cold and lost like a drop in the sea
Dark trail beneath your bare feet
Fading path in the frozen forest
Lost tear in cold lake waters
Floating in calm sea again
All rhymes were in vain

I’m lost and alone
Why is all the laughter gone?
It’s not in mind, but in my blood
In my heart
I’m lost and lonely
Alive or dead in your memory
Seductive lie or pure truth
I don’t know where to go and what to do
Save me again one more time

Long road through the rain of tears
Dark path across nightmares and fears
I run away just to find the way
To escape, to save myself

Dead or alive in your memories, in sweet dreamlife
I hope to touch once more that deep blue sky
Seen once in your eyes…

22 November, 2010

Forget the words
They are all dead
Forgive the thoughts
Which were never said

Heart will give a truth
Which lies deep in you

I wanted to fly
But just with one
I had to cry
After he was gone

Heart will show the same
With symbols of his name

Soul was forlorn
By everyone
After rebirth
He would be home…

Lost Behind Heaven’s Door

I can’t give up this fight
I’m lost in her bound
Dark shadows cast on light

A pure angel, blessed child
She came to my door
Tiny sparkle of light
She lay on cold floor
Praying for me every night
Why is she gone?

Here I am lost and alone
Without her care I am but a shadow forlorn
Locked up in those eyes, my cage of gold

A pure angel, blessed child
She came to my door
Tiny sparkle of light
She lay on cold floor
Praying for me every night
Why is she gone?

Why is she gone?
Where did she flow?
Whose house would she come to?

An angel came to me again, smiled with her precious smile
Her lips whispered a spell in one kiss
A kiss from the lost in paradise
A kiss from the lost behind Heaven’s door
Broken dust on cold snow floor
Is she a dream on dawn?

A pure angel, blessed child
She came to my door
Tiny sparkle of light
She lay on cold floor
Praying for me every night
Lost soul behind Heaven’s door

Lost soul behind Heaven’s door
Oh, dear love…
I’m lost behind Heaven’s door

Arms Of Destiny

I’m lost in a bound of ghostly shadow of love
End of dream, my secret devotion
Silent whisper of the one that I adore
Sigh of my silent suffocation

Break this spell of midwinter memory
Lost in the eyes of misery
I’m falling in the arms of destiny

I won’t give up the dream so pure
I’m possessed by you
Pale dawn won’t burn
While dream don’t become true

Break this spell of midwinter memory
Lost in the eyes of misery
I’m falling in the arms of destiny

Shadow behind my door
Calling whisper of love
Silent steps on cold floor
Slow whisper of hope

Break this spell of midwinter memory
Lost in the eyes of misery
I’m falling in the arms of destiny
Midwinter memory