Every time I wake up I feel the same
Dark fear and emptiness again
Voices and whispers echoing deep within
Filling my heart with agony every dream

One step to sweet freedom
Slow flight down
To the pale embrace of dawn
Melody of windsong
One step to the gates of a kingdom
Where I’ll feel immortal, just a shadow
A tiny reflection of your soul

I walk into the waves of deep blue ocean
To feel a calm touch of only true emotion
Kiss of wind on my forehead
And a bird resting in my arms
Under my feet shining of stars

One step to sweet freedom
Slow flight down
To the pale embrace of dawn
Melody of windsong
One step to the gates of a kingdom
Where I’ll feel immortal, just a shadow
A tiny reflection of your soul

One step to freedom
One step to the gates of kingdom
Where we’re forever immortal
Shadows reflecting in mirrors of souls

One step to sweet freedom
Slow flight down
To the pale embrace of dawn
Melody of windsong
One step to the gates of a kingdom
Where I’ll feel immortal, just a shadow
A tiny reflection of your soul

Sweetest sunsets, dreamy sunrise
Eternal love, stairway to paradise
Two swans carry their life in thousand of lakes

Desire on dawn, hearts neverburnt flying so high
To notice bloodred razor of scythe

Out of lies, out of pain
Take me to the end of the last day
Out of dreams, out of sight
Leave me in eternal night
Out of love, out of hope
Let me die alone

Promises so well
Eternity embraces dark hell
That day I didn’t tell
My last farewell

Lines in fire cry their last words
At last they don’t feel so hurt
For their dark lust they dwell in grey dust

Out of lies, out of pain
Take me to the end of the last day
Out of dreams, out of sight
Leave me in eternal night
Out of love, out of hope
Let me die alone

For another pale dawn you won’t see
One silver tear I now turned to be
You won’t feel touch of thrill
No shade of dark cruel sin
Everything is vanishing like a black cold dream

For a glance I hoped, for one single word
Why for all white dreams I should lost the world
Neverseen, neverfaded where only silence remained

Out of lies, out of feel
I will sleep bearing my thrill
Out of dreams, out of light
Leave me cry in the dark cold night
Out of love, but neverlost hope
Let me die but neveralone

Words of love remain in secret
So much left to regret
Abyss of hollow emptiness
The answer for my lines is silence

Did you ever care?
Did you ever think it’s true?
Is any tiny chance there
To feel for you again?
Tell me or leave me alone in the dark
Perhaps one day I will survive
In the storm of anguish and pain
Through the waves of deep ocean
I’ll come to you

Echoes and deep silent voices
Calling to me every night
Choir of forlorn choices
In my mind, deep in heart
Dwelling silently in moonlight

Fear of ages is not enough to feel again
No agony and pain, suffering still the same
Rules of this dark passion play
Took me all, no way to come back
No path to return, no way to be reborn

In the pale day of light
In the heat of sunshine
She is dreaming of cold calm night
And eyes through all the lifetime
She danced in moonlight

Heart of dawn
Kiss of morn
Calm dead void
Touch of cold
Last sigh of the world
Dying in the end of day
Slowly fading away
In the heart of storm

Her innocence white
Made dreams go blind
Her touch so cold
Turned liars to stone
She wished just love

Heart of dawn
Kiss of morn
Calm dead void
Touch of cold
Last sigh of the world
Dying in the end of day
Slowly fading away
In the heart of storm

In reflection of deep blue sea
She saw the sky
Through the wildest memory
She saw birds flying high
And slowly tears are falling
For a dream too bright

Heart of dawn
Kiss of morn
Calm dead void
Touch of cold
Last sigh of the world
Dying in the end of day
Slowly fading away
In the heart of storm

Mysterious, suspicious
The touch of kiss is so delicious
Drunken sight of eyes of wild species
Dreamless smile of a mystery undead
Secret unable to forget

Kind creature in the moment of silence
Furious in the time of broken grace
Neverseen tears on a face
Of a mysterious shadow’s embrace
Behind the ancient times
In Sphinx’s smile

Song of sirens made the curious all dead
Riddles of sphinx play with them the same game
Dance of waves in the sea
Ashes of Egyptian mystery

Legends about Kings of the sands
Forgotten stories of neverfading lands
Neverseen, nevergone, neverbelieved
They took the sorrows, deepest grief
From the heart, they took the soul
They wrote the pale crimson dawn

A mercy or instant death
Will take all curiousity away
Live or take your destiny’s sword
Go or face the cold dead world

Beneath pale touch of sunset
Behind the kiss of dawn
Eyes unable to forget
Smile drinking your soul
Dream of a lifetime
Shade of rest in Sphinx’s smile

Dead rest, no calm sleep in his wise eyes
Ancient mystery of lifetime loneliness
Pain of every curved deep sign
Shade of peace in Sphinx’s smile

Dawn seems not so bright
When you look at it from the sunset
In the shadows of the night
Dwell the wish to forget the pain neverdead

She came to me that night to show the truth
She showed what lies beneath
What rests in the calm blue

The only feel that left in me
Is cold dark fear
For a dream they’ve never seen
Stairway to Eden
Where left no suffering
Only calm blue sea
In two mirrors of dream

A voice of Night Queen awakened me
She sang for me in a white night dream
She led me to the light of time
Dear angel of life

The only feel that left in me
Is cold dark fear
For a dream they’ve never seen
Stairway to Eden
Where left no suffering
Only calm blue sea
In two mirrors of dream

While she sang to me I saw in the mirror
Reflection of me and my shadow
Moment when voices combine in one
This moment nevergone

The only feel that left in me
Is cold dark fear
For a dream they’ve never seen
Stairway to Eden
Where left no suffering
Only calm blue sea
In two mirrors of dream

Path as long as lifetime
Stairway to dawning Eden
Angels calling with moonlight
Crying and singing
They took my soul and heart

Two worlds of magic and dreams
Both lands of reality and fantasies

Heaven on hands you hold
Sweet embrace, silent whisper
Dear grace but so cold
In your arms lies this paradise forever
For me there is only this world

A witch, betrayer, liar
A whore, fallen virgin
Her kiss is a hurt touch of betrayal
Her love is a lie rotting within

An angel, dreamer, pure swan
An innocent child, kiss of dawn
Her kiss is a cure for heart
Her touch is a sparkle of light

Both night and day
Combined in her
For them two
For those worlds in you

Dream and fantasy, a touch of destiny
Still living in me for you, you’ll see
Both darkness and light, day and night
Turned into deep turquoise sea, in soul and heart of thee

It’s too high beneath the dreams
Too silent in-between the feels
Above the melody of clouds
Behind the sounds of echoes

Echoes of past and future
They forever combine in one
This moment called eternity or now
Touch the sky and walk the clouds
Through the memory, into silent melody
Above the crying moonlit night

Last lines on the pale face of paper
Hand doesn’t tremble, not anymore
Last will the only one forever
Years gone so long ago
Making me weep and swear
They left forever behind, long gone

I’m not afraid of pain and suffering
The only fear is loneliness
Deep emptiness
That are waiting for us in the end

Follow me through the cold darkness
I’m afraid
Take my hand, lead me to the end
Walk with me through this emptiness
I’m afraid
Guide me through these days so black
I don’t want to be alone

I’m tired of every dawn
I see your eyes in a dream
Every previous day seems like every next

Dark and cold in my soul
Echoes dwelling within
And I feel like I’m dying alive, not free yet

Follow me through the cold darkness
I’m afraid
Take my hand, lead me to the end
Walk with me through this emptiness
I’m afraid
Guide me through these days so black
I don’t want to die alone

In the last will of mine
On the deathbed I’ll write
The only name
I don’t want to prove
I don’t want to go through
The pain, the cold, the dark cruel world

I only want you

Follow me through the cold darkness
I’m afraid
Take my hand, lead me to the end…

For the last will
I will forgive
But not for the last will
I will live

For the silent sunset
For the slow night’s kiss
For the loneliness’ death
For this eternal bliss
I’ll flow through
The glance of blue

Follow me through the cold darkness
Lead me astray
Take my hand, make me survive in this madness
In the end of day
Write my sleep so calm, kill deep loneliness

Deep in a luring melody
Wide through the fantasy
I touched pale hand of memory

Within
So deep inside
One feel
Spreading through my mind
For a dream, for a sin
I’m falling down, sinking beneath

Running wild a dream
Turns into a feel
Seducing, luring, curing
Hoping, howling, calling

No words could tell
The heart’s feelings then
No cure left, but I need help

Give me your hand, look deep in my eyes
What do you see in the mirror of madness?
Owl’s wiseness, swan’s purity, dove’s innocence
Or betrayal’s smile, whore’s dark lies?

With the last petal of midnight flower I’ll fall
With last rays of dawn I’m gone
With your sweet kiss I’ll recall
Wildest memories within my soul

No words could tell
What lives in my heart
No lines could describe
That ice of my inner hell

Midnight tune will call you through the dark
For wish of heart, for wish of mine
Tears falling like raindrops – echo of the Ark
Verse for eyes of skylight blue and angel’s smile

My midnight dance, my secret pale fantasy
My midwinter tale of secret white dream….

Bittersweet agony
Dream midnight fantasy
Kiss of a memory
Echo from deep blue sea

Touch of greed
In a midwinter night
Kiss so deep
Through the moonlight
Through the calm sleep
Night’s embrace so tight

Lips so sweet to taste the kiss
Lines written by eternal bliss
Let me see
Let me believe
In a memory
For dream fantasy

One path to lead me through
Deep ocean, calm turquoise sea
One word for you
Journey for a deep pure dream

Kiss of a dream
Touch of a feel
Bliss of your eyes
Shining paradise

Through the time
For a smile
In a sleep, in a dream
In a memory, in a fantasy
For your eyes, for sweet paradise