Every moment of dream I caressed dearly
Through days and years
All the hopes and wishes now turned into memory
A silent farewell
Moments of dreams are gone with the tide
As I don’t see the light
Living in this eternal nightmare
How could I love, how could I dare?
I know I have to let it go
You’ll never know
If I’m still alive or not
You won’t ever know
My precious memories of last few years
Dwell deep in your eyes
I still feel alive through all these fears
Because of one dear smile
But a dream is just a dream sometimes
This hope shines like a tiny spark
A silent wish I whisper night by night
But will you ever know my heart?
I love so deeply, like in a dream
Burning still so mad within
Though pale dawn comes
Leaving me only cinders of hopes
Will you know if I am gone
Will you care for a fleeting moment
I’ll never know
For better or worse I never wished this love to end
Free
The tale of life written upon only one page
And one hundred diaries of dreams
Poems and deep wishes shining bright through the prism of love and rage
All the turmoil of feelings within
Words left numb
Every feel, every teardrop within
Stays numb
As the wave of fear rises high
They say you are free
But any heedless word could kill
Any move, any glance, any sigh
Could be the last at once
Faded to grey reality of everyday
Everything seems everlasting and just the same
One smile brightens the world for a while
Sound of dear voice gives colours to life
Their broken promises of freedom
Break you down
Their rotten mouths speak another lies
Drawing nightmares through every night
Rights mean nothing
You are never free
Crying alone, shivering from fear
Hoping to see the light again
And let all the pain slip away
One smile could revive a broken heart
Dear voice brings back the light
I wish to see this dream to come true
To meet you…
Tell Me…
There is no way to see another real
No other path to escape
We are locked in this trap
Eternal nightmare neverending
I see no way from this scaretale
Every day is another nightmare
Every night is darker than dark
It seems like dawn brings no light
Tell me there is bright tomorrow
Tell me there is a path to follow
Tell me there is future behind the door
Tell me that dreams can come true
As I cannot bear this anymore
Tell me everything is gonna be alright
Tell me there is still a spark of light
In this eternal darkness, I beg you
Tell me it’s true
I cannot see the path leading away from this madness
I see no way from this journey into nowhere
I see no way through thick black darkness
I cannot bear it any longer
Tell me I’m wrong
Tell me the shadows are gone
Tell me there is another tomorrow
Tell me there is an end of this sorrow
Tell me that dreams are real
Tell me you are here
Someone (You)
I wish someone would care
I wish someone would dare
To look at me with a smile
Full of light and life
To touch so tenderly like a fragile petal of rose
To give more love I ever could hope for
To share everything, to stay close
I wish this dream come true
I desire it so bad
I wish this someone were you
Bearing this hope till the end
To be the one caressing my heart with ice-cream like words
But more with daring deeds
To be the one forever near in every moment of rises and falls
Sharing smiles and tears
I love you to the moon and back
Wishing so feverishly to know it’s not a deadend
I love you more than words can tell
I wish one day to hear it back
Days
Every dawn brings a new hope
Every sunset takes it back
The circle goes on and on and on
Like a path without end
Every step you take brings you ahead
But is there something new?
Every page you turn tells another tale
But is there something new?
The story goes on and on without an end
Day by day you run ahead
Sleepless, restless
Another page of unwritten diary fades in dusk
Running endlessly to catch a dream before it turns to dust
Wishes turn into memories unseen
Hopes flow away with the wind
Dreams become withered lines still unwritten
Bleeding heart remains still hidden
I walk in circles day by day
In world fading in eternal grey
Hoping for sun to rise again
To take the pain away…
Dreaming
Cold winter days write another line with frost
Every breath I take but at what cost
Fear and lifelust walk side by side
Every day is like a fight for life
For another dream flight
I still feel you within my heart
Everyone has a dream
Everyone has a hope
Craving for something deep in
They paint their own world
How should it be
What it will look like
Will you ever notice me
I don’t know, but I’ll do everything to try
What is the meaning of love?
Do you know how it is to dream without hope?
Tell me what to live for
If I could rewrite my memory
I would leave you forever in my heart
No matter what life we live
No matter what paths we choose
I will forever return to you
I Love You More…
I love you more than heart could bear
I love you more than anyone ever cares
I love you more than words can tell
I love you more every day
You are the sun
You are the stars
Pure light that shines so bright
You are the moon
You are the dew
Upon silver leaves before sunrise
My love and hope
My whole world
I love you more than heart can take
I love you, dear, asking nothing back
Just shine as bright as only you can shine
Be this guiding light in the darkest time
You will be always my sun and stars
No matter what happens with us
I love you more than I can say
I love you more day by day
I love you more though you don’t see
I love you still through dream and real
One Wish
Dreams turn into memories of unpainted past
Unreleased chances and lost hopes
We all but once taken paths
To the end of white shore
Sunset draws faded leaves with glittering red
Making the world shine in golden cascade
My silent song without a tune flows through
Far lands and mountains high to be heard by you
One wish, one hope
To be heard at least by someone
One desire, one love
To touch dear heart
One sight, one smile
To be one’s dearest light
I dive into daring dreams to see
The path leading me
Through the vales and woods
Following the whisper of heart to you
One wish, one word
To tell everything that tears up my heart
One hope, one love
To share every smile and tear with the world
The only one
Living deep inside my heart
Against The Storm
I run and run against the storm
That raises within
I try to escape from the world
Standing in ruins
Tears freeze on my cheeks
Because of winter eind
Tell me a word
Before the sky falls down
Say something so
I can go along
I cannot handle it all anymore
Trying to escape from the past
Falling deeper down I still hope
This teardrop will be the last
And tomorrow will be better than now
I run and run from the real
To see another dream
To forget every fear tearing my soul into pieces
To leave every regret behind
Falling over and over again
I feel no pain
Not anymore
Living with hope
To see the better reality
I caress a dream to feel
You standing by my side
So we could stand against any storm
To Touch Love
Falling in love is falling into someone
So deep, so desperately
Longing for someone like it’s for the last time
The very last moment of life
You fall and see
Your own reflection in dear eyes
Just a glimpse
A moment so fleeting
Yet you fall deeper
Until you’re lost
Heart beats faster and faster
Dreams fly higher
Hope give you wings to reach unbelievable height
To see that you can gain everything, just try
I’m falling deeper every day
Trying to reach the dearest hope
Flying so far away
With my mind and heart
To touch the deepest love
Linlin's Poetry 