They say “Be realistic”
They say “It’s just a dream”
Though they look for specific
Trying to put in their reality
I don’t see myself the way
They want me to be
It’s their reality, not mine
I don’t understand what they say
The meaning of being real
It’s my way, my life
I will follow the way my heart tells me
I won’t forget the dream that made me believe
The wish that can turn real
Fire of love blossoms within
Its bright petals burn inside
Like stars in clear summer night
Burning me down to the core
Fire of life makes me follow the path
I chose for myself before
The brightest star lights in my heart
One and only from the scores
I will know you by voice
Even a silhouette will do
I will recognize you
Because this is the choice
That was made too long ago
Heart beats faster when I see you
Giving a hope to a dream I dearly bear within
If only you knew…
One And Only
Everyone watches your step
Awaiting for a fall
Everyone looks for
Your worst mistake
They smile deep inside
Or behind your back
Lying to you right into your eyes
The closest ones are the worst betrayers
Dear old friends
Put the salt on fresh scars still bleeding
To hear the most beautiful scream
It’s so sweet for you to know
Who was right and wrong
My worst nightmares stay hidden
As the deepest fears so deep within
None should know, none should see
How much pain splashes in me
None should hear, none should feel
This untold truth, hidden so deep
I pray to see you once, the real one
Fake mirrors fall with grey dust
Breaking into flames of forgotten past
I write my lines for you to know
Only you, none else
My worst nightmares stay hidden
As the deepest fears so deep within
None should know, none should see
How much pain splashes in me
None should hear, none should feel
This untold truth, hidden so deep
You are the one and only
To know the truth that loves deep in me
One and only
Wish
My heart will move on
As the road always leads us along
Many faces, many chances to taken
But one step and you’re mistaken
We live and breathe together
I feel you so close, though we are apart
I dream of the sweetest “forever”
As you are always my part
My heart beats in the rhythm of your name
Though the world will misunderstand and blame
This love as fake and mercenary
Never knowing the purest memories
My heart is open for you
Though we are apart and you so far I cannot reach
My feeling is true
Like every glance on you I dearly cherish
Even I cannot reach
You are my dearest wish
I cry of my love and keep it in secret
So none could see, could get
None but you
I beg for one only look
So close though too far
That I cannot reach
Take my soul, take my heart
You are my dear wish
My Wish
I wish I could hide you deep in my heart
So none could hurt you
I wish I could heal all your scars
Though I cannot
Everytime I look at you
My heart melts and shatters
Everytime I think of you
I forget myself in those daydreams
Where we know each other
Sharing glances and smiles
I wish to cover you from all the storms
To be a calm and safe harbour
As well as to feel week with you
To find shelter in you too
I write without anybhope to be heard
Just to let it out
Like crying out loud I need to be loved
I wish you read this, wish you knew
You make me feel both strong and week
Becoming a dearest dream
That dwells within so deep none can see
You are the only wish of me
Smile and live, making this world a better place
I will follow you and shine for you
Though you never knew my name among others
Still my heart will dwell for you
Days
Every day is a try to survive
Hiding your pain deep inside
You try to hold back your tears
So none could see
Day by day it becomes your normal life
To hide the pain, to say “it’s fine”
Bearing within that shattered world
Of dreams, wishes and hopes
I live these days without a hope
But wishing so hard to smile again
I live looking through the days of old
That brings less pain
I wish to hear from you
But know that it’s just a dream
Sweet like morning dew
Though I bear within
This deepest wish of you
With sad smile and eyes like glass
I live these days recalling the time
When heart was full of hopes and love
I still hope to live, to survive
To smile bright like it was before
Fire Of Love
Like petal in fire
You burn in your unleashed desire
Dancing on cinders of lost dreams
Climbing high we all may fall once
Vanishing forever from everyone’s eyes
We dream and burn like this is the end
We live and dream to disappear one day
Fire of love burn deep inside
I dance on pale cinders of my heart
Never giving up my deepest dream
Let me shine for you as your light is fading
Let me recover your soul, even if it’s so daring
I will be your shelter, your home
I want your eyes to shine bright not like glass
To melt your heart from deep layers of ice
Let me be closer to heal your soul
Let this love be untold
I don’t ask for an answer
Let burn this fire of love
I don’t ever ask for more
My shoulder is here for you
As my soul will always long for you
You climb for your dreams, as my dream is you
Whatever I do…
In every word I’m true
With an answer or no
I will follow my road
With fire in heart and dream in my soul
Never loosing hope
Let my love bloom
Seeing around tiny signs of you
Hidden and untold
This feel lives within painting a new world
With fire in heart and dream in my soul
Never loosing hope
I will follow my dream to tell you the truth
Until then I write again… I love you
P. S….
Through the distance and time
Through all the troubles of life
I will follow you
No matter rich or poor
Whatever path you go
It’s still you
So I will follow
Through the distance and time
Through the sadness and joy
I will reach the starlit sky
To see your sincere smile
Efforts I’ve made in life were never enough
Words and lines end up with a rhyme
No matter how hard I try
My heart will keep this blossom of love
I’m trying so hard
Writing down another line
Instead of a cry
To ease my aching heart
Just live, I pray hard
Please, live
For hope, for love
Live, I beg you desperately
For all the wishes and dreams
Live to make them all true
Live… I love you
Your Name
A silent whisper in leaves plays with summer wind
Sweet sound flute fades in sunset
Like the whole life was but a tale, a daydream
In the end I always whisper your name
In pain and in joy
In the worst time of me
Being on the bottom I hope
For a another sunrise
For another day for a heart
That believes with its every beat
A song hidden within every soul plays still
For a special one
No matter how naive is this dream
We live for love
In pain and in joy
In the worst time of me
Being on the bottom I hope
For a chance to survive and live
To find the only right road
In pain and in joy I think of your smile
Wishing to share with you every thought
Deep or silly, it doesn’t matter at all
As I share it with you within my heart
Through the days and miles my words flow
Like silent wind in the end of the day
I write and write with deepest hope
That you will read in the end
And hear me whispering your name
Not A Sense Of Life…
To be a sense of someone’s life is wrong
Paint your own world
Live every day for yourself
Discover something new
Laugh, dream, breathe
Not for someone, but for you
Live your life like there is no tomorrow
Hold on your dreams in your heart
Paint bright this pale world
But don’t let anyone ruin you from inside
To make someone a sense of your life is wrong
At once you can loose it all
You aren’t my sense of life
You don’t mean a world to me
But a part of my heart
My silent dream
Not a sense, but a hope and little wish
The brightest spark of light I dearly cherish
If The World Ever Knew…
What if the world knew
How much I am in love with you
To stand with you on one ground
Is blessing and curse
To see dear face, to hear voice’s sound
Without any chance to touch, to reach
I cannot feel worse
We share one life among thousand
Here and now
You don’t remember any line
That you’ve never read
Would the world ever care so
If they all knew how much I love you
You became my home, not a world
But the place where my wounded soul
Can finally rest and heal
You became my dream
In the darkest dreamless night
You became my purest love
So…
Would the world care if they knew
How much I love you?
Linlin's Poetry 