Behind Closed Doors

Come and hold me close
Behind the closed doors
There is no one to take us apart no more

Sink your claws deeper under my skin
Face no defence and go deeper inside
Break me, tear me apart
Like a porcelain doll, a trinket without a feel

Rape the soul that left within
Rejoice with the agony you see
On a pale face for years

Come and hold me close
Behind the closed doors
So no one could ever see us

It hurts so deep and so good
Going deeper as it’s going through
It feels never better when it hurts because of you

Close the door behind the past
It was never real
Forget the time beyond now and here
There was no one like us
So mad and hopeful
So deep and drunk with awe

So never leave me alone
By the closed doors
Hold me closer to your warmth

Feel Guilt No More

Feel guilt no more
There is nothing for
What you should apologize
Look in my eyes
Do you see me smiling?
Yes, I’m lying
Only for your calm

You feel sorry?
Don’t be

Perfect smile upon streams of tears
Beautiful calm sea
Beneath the harsh storm of soul
That tears me beyond

Feel guilt no more
There is nothing for
You should apologize
Still I’m mesmerized
By your true sympathy
For my untold agony

Feel no guilt
There is nothing to heal
Nothing to fix, unless
You can break and sing it all again
Without pain and tears

I’m in fear
You can see it
As well as my howling loneliness
Quivering deep in my eyes
Forgive me for this
I shall let it rest behind another smile

Feel no guilt
No pain, no sorrow
I love you forevermore

Eerie real

The songs faded and old but still full of sound
Are flowing so near, all around
I used to know these verses all by heart

You seem so close
Even in your awe
You seem eerie real
So close to me
Tell if it’s a dream
If I’m still sleeping

The chords fall down like golden leaves in the end of November
I sing them into the silver shiver running down my spine
The one I can hardly remember
Beyond the edge of time

You seem so close
So real in your awe
Beautiful and far
Beyond my reach
Forever in my heart
You are too real

Whisper my name in the night
Call me so I know I’m the one
To be by your side in your time of fear and time
Of eternal unfaded love

My heart aches and thoughts are blurry
When you are not here with me
Am I alone in this, tell me, dear?

You seem so close
In your thoughtful awe
So damn real
Right beside me
My only one

Across The Night

It’s dark in this night
Eternity seemed clear once
But not today
As it is veiled

We lived our days merrily then
Beyond the edge of time
When peace fell apart broken

Across the night
We march together
To find the light
We have once brought
Through memories of life
Too far from real
We search for heaven
Beyond hell’s gate

Across the night
We march together
To find the life
We lived once there
Beyond the call of midnight mirror
We sing our song to bring the light

You see the ruins
Where once were gardens in sweetest bloom
You walk the ashes
Among the darkness beyond the forest of bloodred doom

Is it all we sang this world?
Is it true for what we fought?

Across the night
We march together
To bring the light
Again to forgotten home
Across the night
We fly forever
To light the stars
For every hope

We light the candles in the sky
For every mirror in child’s soul
Caressing moment of endless lifetime
We sing again a world’s lullaby

Across the night
We fly forever
To light the stars
For every hope

Song of the World

In time I hoped to arise again
In all the might, in all the great
Just once to walk in this world
Created by the song
Of perfect chaos

You sang then with me
Our voices entwined into a symphony
In the still of eternal night
Beyond the gates of time
We sang then and we sing it now

You see the stars and pray
I can hear you still
Like through a dream
We run across the sky again

We fly among the stars in the dark
Still singing our greatest theme
Before the end takes us apart
But don’t tear you heart
It’ll pass like a broken dream

Sing with me, sing
Of the world we both want for us
Sing with me, sing
Like midnight among the stars
Dwelling ever in awe
We are the ones who create this world

Broken

We rose and fall
For nothing and all at ones
We fought in wars of old

Time wheel never stops
Ever watching ages turning into ash
River of life runs among the rocks
Of eternity great mountains that never perish

We run and run
From the ever night
Ever run from the darkness of the void
Into the lightless world
We run and run
Falling again upon our knees
But we’ll never give up
As we’ve seen this world in sins

Dark and rotten to the core
It is still veiled with dusty curtain
That shall soon fall
The truth must be revealed again

We run through the dark
Until our bare foot bled
But even then we never gave up

In hurt, broken and torn
We rise again prevailing the pain
Never forget no matter what

We will rise after another fall
Without shame and remorse
We will fight until our last breath
We will fight until the end
To make them all choke with their own blood
As they made as the broken ones

Fight until the end
While you still breathe
Fight for your fate
Until it’s not too late
While we are not but an echo
Of withering song
While we still can run ahead
Into another day from the dawn to sunset
Fight until the end of this night
For our love while the stars shine bright

Run, run
It’s not the end
Fly, fly
The real fight is just ahead
Run, run
For our love
Fight, fight
For it forevermore
Until we’re closer than close
No matter the flow of time
As we’re already the broken ones 

Field Of Dreams

I confess
You’ve always been my king
Even as we sang in the field
Running across
Floating with feather-like petals

To the dwelling stream
We ran to chase
Each other into each other’s dream
You sing still to me every night

In another world we live
But still you are my king
My ever healing lullaby
Reviving dream of waning moon’s night

Together we slew
Together we healed
I dwelt in blood with you

Hand in hand, back to back we fought
Until our deepest fall, though
I have no sorrow and no remorse

In another world I will follow you
Across the field of dreams
In space and time
As my longing never grew so deep
I will follow you
Until the day I die

I will follow you from heaven down into hell
To be forever by your side
Beside you ever to dwell

October Leaves

October leaves forget midsummer awe
In another autumn wind blow
They dwell in frozen dew
Still singing of youth

They dwell upon the sea
They sing in the skies
Ever caressing the dream
That lives still in sweet lullabies

Under pale moonlight
Promises fade
Under last summer midnight
Warm truth bids farewell

Looking back at carefree youth
We see hidden rocks under the waves
Lost memories of truth
And ever gone days
We kiss them dear and let them go
With last warm breeze, with summer flow

The promise unfulfilled hurts nomore
Like first snow never brings cold
To the already frozen shore

We are free in this world
To keep and go
Choosing our paths in this life ever to follow

October leaves whisper to the wind
Promises unfulfilled
As heart lets them fade in the dark
Of autumn cold midnight

Stronger

Forever I should be strong
As everyone needs me to be so
As everyone needs to be in safe
What shall I do
When I lie broken?
What shall I do
To be stronger?
So everyone will be glad
That they are in safe
Days in frost dwell too well
Like a song beyond the veil
Nights of waiting are too sweet
Like first summer dew on dear lips
The rhyme dances away
With last warm day
Sinking into ever dwelling awe of dreams
There is no one’s fault
And no one should care about it so far
As it’s all of my own
Falling deep below
I ask you once –
Keep forever hot and beating your heart

From the Start To the End

World still turns
Circling in eternal whirl
While I’ve been searching for
Another life
In better dream
To find the truth
That ever longed for you

We lived apart
We flew so high
And claimed this world as ours
But fell from this far

The flower bloom on my palm
You smile as you look at pure awe upon my face
And we watch golden days of autumn pass
Still dwelling with bittersweet sense in all its grace

Your hand drew the world so wide
I walk through it still
Your voice sang upon the night with echoing lullaby
Still living in me so deep

From the cradle, ever start of life
To coffin, its bitter end I love you
In a dream still hearing the lullaby
You sang to me under the stars in their silver bloom

For each day by your side
For all long sleepless nights
For a lullaby you’ve sung to me
When I lost myself in fears
And none could hear…
For every moment life
You are here for me
I’m thankful so
Thank you for all

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