It’s only a fantasy…
My own fantasy
A midnight scream
Awakening from the sweetest dream
To face pale reality again
Day after day
I pretend everything’s okay
None can see
None can care less
None will ever feel
Any pain, any sense
I hide behind a mask of cold
Hiding precious and dear from the world
You became my fantasy
Sweetest pleasure and agony
Within my heart just a fantasy
Parallel reality
My faith, hope and love
Beating still with your heart
Day after day
I pretend everything’s okay
Hiding every dear emotion behind a senseless façade
Only few can see the truth
Looking at thousand of faces
You know this feel, don’t you?
You are my fantasy
Sweet and bitter
My only reality
I long for never deeper
Linlin's Poetry 