Rusty Wire

What if there is no end
Of all this inner pain
What if I’m not sad
But just have nothing to say

Nothing else left within
Not for what I’ve used to be

Tell me, darling
What keeps you stay alive?
Playing like you’re dying
What makes you survive?
Tell me, dear
What do you feel
Walking on rusty wire?

What if this all is but a dream
A scary one, bad nightmare
What if it was never real
It was, I know, but still aware

Nothing else matters deep in
But this one pure feeling

I wish I could be true
I wish I could dare
But I can only stare at you
Looking for love and care
I wish I could be
This sweetest dream
For you the one so fair