Author Archives: Linlin

I wanna break freeFrom my dark mind playToo tired for just beingToo tired to feel afraid Let me goI just wanna go home Days of fading, we are the new beginning Stay or fuck offJoin my delirious trip of daydreamingFeel hatred or loveI am but playing and pretending So just go Selfish and naiveI alwaysContinue reading “Break Free”

I’m so scared and coldIt’s like the end of the worldI’m but a coward to end it allA little farewell and go Too scared to go this wayToo selfish to fade awayEven if it’s damn hardThere is a lesson of karma Though still I have these thoughts They don’t leave me aloneI’m afraid and tiredContinue reading “Fears”

Like the deepest wound I bleed in soul And it seems there is no way out It hurts like endless hellWithout any hope to let me restHelp, please, I need help I know this feelI know it well, believeDon’t tell me you understand Don’t say that it’ll endI know, but I’m losing myself nowCircling roundContinue reading “Trapped”

Another night falls silentlyLike a heartbreaking melodyOf those words lying deep still Untold, never writtenLike purity of tears ever hidden Moonlight spills with silver beamsLike a mirror of dreamsSilent waters of frozen stream We talk, eat and liveSpinning our world around something dearFor love and purity within We walk, seek and believe One day changesContinue reading “Moonlit Lines”

Just tell me what I amA paranoid, problem or dead endI need salvation Be my redemption Heal my soul as I have no place to goNo place here to call home Blind eyes, silent throats They don’t tell me what I live forAnother day gives a hundred roadsAnd precious dream to live for We seekContinue reading “Paranoid”

I know what I feelI know, I know, I knowWhat lies deepIf not desire for love Pure and realI know, I know, I know Dreams turn into nightmaresWhen I try to escape from myselfHope turns to agonyWhen I face all my fears Feeling endlessly lonely And I knowThere is none to save me I shouldContinue reading “I know…”

I know the way we live, the way we dieEveryone takes their own pathThe way we play it all from the heartEven if nobody listens We lose ourselves every nightJust to face another sunriseLosing us for every part they call lifeEven if nothing remains I open myself the way I’ve never done yetTo see theseContinue reading “Naive Dream”

Where is the beauty of this world?Where has every pure feel gone?Is there a smile at the end of this roadOr these forsaken wishes lie now undone? My memory drowns deepIn eternity’s sleepWhere none can restUpon a virgin’s breast I see everything quivering withinLost hope and burning desireWhere we let our hearts dreamWith every tuneContinue reading “Neverending”

I cry every nightBecause it hurtsWhen they lieNot in reverse I cry within to see the truthBut the only truth is it’s because of you Dawn cuddles into hazeAnd I feel like I can’t see through Like walking in a mazeLost in between fake and true Even if it hurts so bad I don’t wannaContinue reading “Maze”

Dear diaryMy heart bleedsIn pure agonyMy soul is tornBeyond the worldWhere we all burn I cannot feel anymoreWalking aloneThose dreams were a lieWe don’t see them before we dieEveryone lies but the one tells the truthEven if it deeply hurts you Fighting my demonsI feel powerlessAll sensitive and lostI walk regardlessThrough this hell to seeTheContinue reading “Routine”