You were the one who felt a silent thrill
The one whoever heard a song dwelling within
You pull the oceans quivering still in me

Long years of hope passed like one day
Wind of time took them all so far away

Sharing the dreams
Revealing the feels
Like the first petal of May
Made me bloom in cold winter day

Everything I used to live for
All the years belong now to “Once long ago…”
Heart keeps playing a young heart’s song
Through moonlit waters
Far beyond

Mysteries of life you wrote on virgin snow
Verses lost in time, rhymes forlorn
Nightingale’s carol through pale Christmas dawn

We were like two ships in a white deep sea
Midnight and dawn, dream and hope
Ocean and sky, silence and song
Sailing moonlit waters you and me
Dreamed and lived under the same stars
Bearing a dream deep in heart still

I know I mean nothing to you
Painting the dreams for a frozen heart
Telling the tales till morn I caressed a hope
It still flows deep in time
Long lost love of mine

“You will be the one…
The one who dared to reveal my true heart.
Thank you for being in this world of frozen tides.”

First wish for the night
Sweet dream for a life
I sent my heart through cold northern sky

December calls for all midwinter hopes
Lost beyond snow-white worlds
Far shores dreaming of a restless sea
A heart of me, a world within

Wistful sea caresses a dream
Of a child still lost in me
All the shores in a lonesome scene

Song holds my breath
Heart beats in faith
A wish to obtain
Stargazer’s dreams to gain
Everything drowns in a lullaby of a nightingale

Lost restless sea caresses a dream
A wish within, poor heart of me
For a hope I’d give my everything

“I wish to call your name, but never dare again.
Nothing but a memory… it’s all that remains.
A heart of a dream, lone midnight wish above the sky
Caressing still all fallen stars…

A dream, a sign, a memory still
All I ever wished for you to be.”

Tomorrow dies with the sunrise
You drew once upon my eyes

Let the venom flow through my veins
With a black crow let it fly away
Drink the red from my face and make me feel forever
The void, the pain, the suffering

Count all the days I prayed for you
And close my eyes forever

Rip off the heart
As it’s beating still
Trying to live it dies
The ever belief
Once beyond the sundown

It’s not enough for a lustful beast like you
A darkest side wants only more
My life, my soul for a carnivoure

Mock up the verses I wrote for you
Fuck up the dreams I always longed for
Take my life to play this game again —
Tame-and-kill
You love to make the innocent suffer
(Unleash the soul and close my eyes forever)

Let me lie on that shore
Alone to bleed
You were the one to cure
So in the end I’ll never feel

You were the one to heal me
You were the one to kill me
Without love
Without home
I’m but a poet without a soul
So in the end this pain I adore

Emptiness around the heart
Still and hollow
Silence within my soul
Quivers like an ocean so deep

A verse still cares where a hope never dares
To call time back for a moment untold
Dance in moonlight
All the dreams beneath the starlit sky
One only time to be the one
A thrill to believe in a moment of love

I wish to be the one with the sea
An ocean so deep
Lonely memories hide the heart of me
Far beyond the ocean dream

A heart of a dream, waves of deep blue sea
Heart longs still lost in belief
For a dream of you
A nightingale from the tale unreal
But the soul so dear to me

I wish to be the one with the sea
An ocean so deep
Lonely memories hide the heart of me
Far beyond the ocean dream

Midnight bound around my eyes
Heart longs still for a song of sunrise
Hoping to find a path back in time
To turn back that was mine

Silent lullaby flowing still
Through a memory deep
All the dreams lost far beyond the sea

Close the window
So wind couldn’t blow
All your dreams away
Last snowflake will draw a path to follow
Don’t close your heart to see what is true

Sleep, dear boy
Close your eyes to chase cold tears
Sleep sweet and search for a joy

Fall into sweet embrace of winter night
Lay your head down on the pillow
Close the door so the fear won’t come
Dare to feel, my dearest boy

Light a candle while room sinks in the dark
Bear your faith where none believes
Dream through the void to see a pure heart
Innocence within saves lives

Sleep, dear boy
Close your eyes to chase cold tears
Sleep sweet and search for a joy

Magic dwells in the air
It flows still
Wandering through the dale
Far across the dreams of old tales

Winter awe longing still for a nightheart
Snow white memory awakens deep inside
Dreaming of the journey, a midnight flight
Over the meadows of time
Restless oceans of life

Waves paint the paths deep in eyes
Memories living deep came alive at once
All the dreams in a child’s heart

December nights, mermaids’ songs
River still bears a dream
A wish for a poet’s heart
Dreamless tales, long lost home
Midnight talks, memories deep
Awakening me from pale reality’s sleep
A caring hand caresses dear a heart of me
With midwinter magic and awe

Silence, candlelight
Home inside dreams me back in time
To the poet’s door
Where heart was never alone

A path of heart leads me still
To the poet’s porch
A long-lived dream, dear shore
Where we used to be
Far beneath the deep blue sea

Heal me, feel a tale to read it real
Make me forgive myself for everything
While heart longs for a dream, awaiting

You know this feel when the days are the same —
Full of hope drifting in pain,
Devoted to a wish bleeding within…

Do you know this, dear, when your heart is betrayed?
When you try to live, but seems it’s too late,
Your heart broken twice couldn’t hurt more, but it does
Drawing tears across another sunrise.

A poet lies rotten beyond the waves of the sea
Calling still for a dream
Trying to find a memory,
But it’s all not real,
Dark part of delirium
Your life is but another imaginarium.

Empty promises, oaths never true.
Time flows, but bearing a hope
Far across the silence of a soul
I thought I once knew.

As I’m dead to you, a dream that never was real
Drink your wine, collect all the darkest lies that never reveal
The one only truth — we are alone from the start till the end.
But thanks for long years of hell I’ll never forget.

Ages of love pure like a dove,
Hopes through the heart
I still bear within, awe of life.

For a moment you’ve torn apart,
For a memory of tears I still have to shed,
For a dream still lost behind
I will long till the end
For a heart I once knew, my dear friend.

Your heart is a secret, desire of a soul
Your name unveiled before the world
Unwritten rhyme, my treasure untold

A memory dear, a hope so unreal
Dwelling still in me far beyond the sea
Waves of the ocean quiver deep in a dream

The wish, the desire are lost in all sleepless nights
White tides of sea quivering still in your ocean-deep eyes

Left no tear within every hope
No memory to awaken a dream
Caroling songs in every home
All starfall nights lost in a childheart’s wish

On the shore it was born
There it must die
All that moment forlorn
Beneath the wings of sunrise

The wish, the desire are lost in all sleepless nights
White tides of sea quivering still in your ocean-deep eyes

Before I die let me know
If this desire was worth a soul?
If song playing still in the cold was enough
To revive a deep dream of a child’s pure heart?

Before I go let me know
If it wasn’t in vain
If it was worth the world
A fallen piece of dark art
A dream still frozen deep in your heart

Last memory of you I send through the sky
To dream forever of your pure innocent heart
The wish, the desire are lost in all sleepless nights
White tides of sea quivering still in your ocean-deep eyes

Before I die
Just let me know
If this part was worth a try
If the heart could beat alive
If a dream could save a soul
I will always feel for

Through the distance so far
Reaching dark piano of skies
I see all the dreams caroling still

Lying on white blanket of snow
I watched the purity of stars so high
Adoring deeply the serene scene of this night

No love ever felt if the heart didn’t hurt
No dreams ever left never being burnt

I leave a lullaby for you
Unplayed, untold
Words never written
But the sea of crystal blue
Ever dreamed world
Heart of awe and magic lies hidden
Still hoping for truth
Ever lost deep in you

A song of the wind
Breath of the sea
A lullaby turns into a silent night dream

Forgive me and take the heart
Breathe me deep to feel me inside
Forever the one whoever draws the night
A memory is but a frozen moment of time
Drowning still within a sea of northern lights
Midwinter scenery of the frozen sea hidden in eyes

A song of the wind, breath of the sea
Sundown breaks before the horizon unseen
A lullaby I’ve sent to you turned into a midnight dream

Silently it chased the melody
The lullaby singing me real through the time
Piano of white plays me a memory
My once dear home

Heart will lead astray
Back to the dream hideaway
Again lost for a hope, forever longed home

Dreamer writes a wish on the ashes of yesterday
Hoping to find an answer for every tomorrow
Eleven fifty-five, silver-white moonlight
Draws me dear dream to follow
Through the life I wish to become one day

Midnight home longs for a heart living a hope
Sleepless nights I still dream of
Breathing a memory, living for love
I dream of a moment far beyond

Lost moments in the dark
Last moments for a heart
It all ends on the shores of time

On the shore I see you
Beneath the dream I adore so deep
You still hold on the dawn of skyblue
The wish, the story, the only dream of me