Lie

A dream was, but a fairytale,
Lost beautiful tale
Beneath the dark masquerade,
Where I used to fade…

A frozen petal blooming still
Veiling a tear for one broken dream.

Sea of midnight,
Paths wither in deep dark sky
Longing for one last time,
When heart dreamed of a rhyme,
Where every word was a lie…

You taught me to feel a dream.
You made me believe that all is real.
You let me live to take my breath.

For a dream, one word of love.
All wishes turned into dust high above,
Veiling the sky
With an amaranth light.

Innocent for lust,
Untouched kiss of the past
A heart of ocean soul, the one my trust…
In faith, but lost
Still soul is the cost.

Now dive with me
Under waves of crimson sea.
Horizon weeps, but feels no more,
Last petal falls to rest on nameless shore.

Drown with me
Beyond the dream you wrote me to be.
Sundown rests in scarlet waves of dawn —
One final breath, I let it go…

The world you drew for me —
The dream, the wish, the feel,
All the memories of innocence white
Turned into dark endless night.
Everything was but a lie…

Last Life Oath

“One oath to be written inside
Before dreams rest high
Awaiting in blue for another ride.”

Beyond the sky we run,
But higher…
In for a hope
We burn in fire,
Still all alone…
To touch desire
We fall for love, but torn in betrayal’s cove.

I want to cry,
But who will hear it?
I want to fly,
But who’ll believe me?
If heart lies to mind
To let it die all behind…

Tales we wrote once now rot broken,
Words of love still bleed unspoken,
So why we live if no purpose left at all?

I want to cry,
But who will feel it?
I want to fly,
But who’ll believe me?

What left inside if not a heart?
What howls deep for the one I loved?
What left by now to live for and why?

Beyond the sea we walk in silence
Drowned, but higher…
Embraced by hope within black darkness
Believed in desire…
What is it if not deep love
That burns like fire
Veiling with ashes my lonely soul…

Letter’s burnt, untouched, unread.
Forever blind those words remained.
Of love we feared to be said,
Now resting deep, cold and dead.

We live, but never see the world
That reads us real in for a dream
We used to feel in a hidden word,
For a heart, for a soul, for a feel.

One oath for all that sleeps in a darkest bound,
Snowflake flight beyond pale graveyard ground.
Before the dawn paints paths with snow
Life leaves us alone —
With all dreams untold
And heart beating in hope
Of last ride back home.

My Charm

One pure drop enclosed
In silver tight embrace,
Like crystal tear of an angel fallen
Far from white grace —
Innocence seeking for Eden.

Water-blue wave of sky
Resting deep in stone eye.
Oh, save me, my charm
From evil, from harm…

From pain and suffering deep,
Save me, my soul talisman,
From ashes of lies,
From tears and bitter weep,
From grief painting black rose on eyes
Of neverdying sunrise…

Fire plays in its soul guiding me
Across pale dawn still,
With my deepest relief
I follow the light, it glows within
I hide my tears cherishing a dream
Trusting a feel to one friend of mine —
A ring, my talisman
Sheltering me from the darkest evil.

Remember a hand
Writing a verse,
Not a name beneath the last chord.
Caress a thought reminding of me at first —
One to write a memory word
Across a heart to be the only one…

Firewind eyes, sparks of starfallen night,
Embracing me still upon dreamless bound —
A dream that was real for a while.

Save me from evil and harm,
From cold in heart…
Save my soul, my charm.

From pain and suffering deep,
Save me, my soul talisman.
From ashes of lies,
From tears and bitter weep,
From grief painting black rose on eyes
Of neverdying sunrise…

Save me, my talisman…

All Dream Divine…

Across the sea of midnight field
I walk in silence of dreamless thrill
To reach a heart, the dreamless kite
So dear to me, but hard to find…

Awake it flows into a sleep,
World of moonlit paths
And starlight deep,
Of heart in bloom,
Of life in dreams.
I see it all, but deep within…

Forget the grace
I couldn’t draw.
Forget the voice,
Singing of soul.
All silent dreams I dreamed of you —
Forget it all
While it rests in gloom.

Through a heart reading a vision of life
You wrote, but never really saw
A grace of purity, innocent divine
Longing for you with restless core…

Whisper a name for a love of heart
Dwelling on lips with poisoned dart,
Story ends before its start.
Falls for a path, an instant of last poet’s part
Wandering all over the world
But sleeping so deep below…

Piano wrote silence for soul
Tearing down it all
I used to live for
Playing well the last chord
Through a heart away from me
For a dream I drew it to be…

All the life I wished to be
To lead you back into the light.
Eternity, the world to be,
Guarding still by your side…

“Take my hand to lead me into this night,
I’m afraid to follow the path by my own…
Lead me across the darkest night, so I will know I’m not alone…”

St. Petersburg

I close my eyes to redeem
Into a neverfading dream,
To walk those gardens again —
Same paths and parks, the same
Castles and ponds, silent woods dear to heart
Where I dreamed, where I loved…

Secret thought through the mind —
Hidden dream caressing a heart.
Silent hopes of a dreamy child —
Believing within in every fated part.

Bearing a feel, burning within,
Yet but hidden still…
I never dared to reveal
The most beautiful thrill —
My ever torture and fleeting relief…

White nights, starlit hopes,
Endeavours to touch lone dream’s shores
So far from the real I used to live…
I dreamed through the daylike nights to see
A spark of long-lived eternity —
Spirit of dear innocent memory…

Ancient streets will carry my dreams
Embracing every thought,
Every hope of heart, sweet beliefs
In words I wrote and forgot.
All the heart it will keep still,
Dear memory of the town so old
I wished to call home…

Three Cupids

Once upon a time was a story
Hiding the truth beneath the heart.
Beautiful, sad touch of mystery
Upon Cupid’s poisoned dart…
Was it a chance or foreseen destiny,
Together they were, though ever apart…
Nothing left, but engraved memory
In golden-eyed sard.

Pure love dwells still in centuries —
One for all, but a dream forever untouched.
He loved her, but never forgot any of memories
The one of her eyes, a fantasy that he clutched.

A gift to awaken memories deep
Through the life she would care of it still,
Bearing the secrets untold into ever sleep
Away from the ones who ever believed…

A story was real
About a poet and Empress.
Child’s love, golden ring —
Hidden-love-gift
From the heart, with kindness
To keep a memory still.

Burnt letters recall, lone pages still know
All the memories, old sleepless dream.
When heart turns to hollow
I revive the story of sard-eyed golden ring.

For a heart that feels,
For the tears fallen real
Three carved Cupids
On the sard-hearted ring
To see in a dream,
To feel deep within
A memory awakening long-gone old beliefs… 

Still (I’m tired of all…)

I’m tired of all —
The silence tolling below,
The dawn turning dark in sundown,
High hopes falling to cold
And lies told into my eyes…

Write all your dreams,
Unleash all caresses see your destiny.
High fears dive deep into the memory’s sleep…

Undone all hopes,
Destroy all the worlds
You cherished with your heart.
Unveil your core,
Unleash darkened shore —
And see all the paths are now falling apart.

Through the doomed dream unseen,
Chosen heart of a destiny,
Play, dear poet, well
My verses through hell
Of my soul so it could now dwell
Into the silence still.

Silently meet me at dawn,
Again the soul forlorn,
Dream of me, love, for an instant ungone…

Beauty of scene recalled dear dream
Falling for life, still beating to a rhyme
Ever felt silence within, still dreaming for me…

Before Last Call

A moment of dream,
Morn fantasy scene
Lone purest one…
For a story read real now

Dear heart for a hope
Embraced by fire, though torn
Seeking for home,
Still lost to the world…

One sight through the past
To redeem into the silence
Remained in the darkness…
One dream turned real, another — fell into dust
Sheltering still upon pale moonlit bars
It leads me back to the heart lost upon all fallen stars…

A path through the time,
A path to the dawn.
In silence it dwells for life
And lies all still before
Last call of the first tide
Will dreamlessly fall.

I Wander In Seeking For Paths…

Again I hear this sound

Of melody dreaming within,
In silence it was born, so it will die, still
In the same silent bound.
Before the dawn unveils its core
I turn loose my heavens to enter the door
To see the vision divine of a purest kind.
Forgotten I fall from grace…
Alone, abandoned by my sleeplessness
Above the boundaries, where flow now all my caresses.
And hide me while piano plays
I drown within for all the lost years
Weeping my cold fears from eyes
I chose once to follow to reach paradise…
Above the boundaries of sky
I wander in seeking for paths leading into still high…
Beyond the dream blue
I might have then seen
A beauty of doom… 
In fever I burn, 
In cold then I rest
Belonging to dreamless 
Of deep wishes obsessed…
Above the boundaries of sky
I wonder in awe of innocent white,
Still dreaming in a scene —
That spark of serene
In your eyes fated, told deep within
Yet doomed destiny…
Hide me while piano plays
Weeping in shadows of lost pale days
As I write the dreams through your eyes again.
“Beneath the door of ocean deep,
Where my cure lies in hoping so still.
Your memory I always wished to be.”

Forgotten Lives (A Heart Belongs To Lost Seeker…)

I see the light,
Shining bright within your eyes.
A path of dark, a path of heart —
Lost in for a dream still gazing
Through my blind sight.

A dream,
But frozen.
The real,
Still fallen
Into a mind of a purest child.
My innocence but broken by time,
Forlorn instant gazing though my eyes still blind.

A heart will see
Last vision of soul,
Remaining in hollow
Of dreamless eyes,
But living a hope
Through a heart of me…

But lives yet forgotten
Will rise from ocean’s dark bottom
To recall blank memory’s sight
From still unwithered bossom,
Belonging with all heart to lost seeker
In a pale-dark veil of night…

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