Bitter truth

26 May 2010

The rabble thought
I had no feeling
Telling rude words
Where left no healing 

Calling me a bitchy whore
Falling down, they told
I am a spoiled bore
But you still give me powers to hold
To hold on!

Never fading away 
The hope deep in my mind
Reminds me of that day
When I got I was once blind

Calling me a bitchy whore
Falling down, they told
I am a spoiled bore
But you still give me powers to hold, 
Just to hold on…

Forever a fool, never an angel
I, blind bitch living in her own world,
Devilish beast sitting in dark cage
Heart of stone could never hurt

Calling me a bitchy whore
Falling down they told
I am a spoiled bore
But you still give me powers to hold,
To live, to stand this all!

Forever I thought –
Farewell would hurt
But not now, not in this world
I am a bitchy whore
Like they once told
I am a spoiled bore
Give me more powers to hold,
To leave this all…
Give me more..
(I need forever more)

One kiss

8 June 2010

Hey sweetie, I’m waiting
Waiting for you
And you know what’s the feeling
So just do…

Oh, you know, darling
That I wanna be with you
I long not for dark lying
But for sweet kiss of you

[Chorus:]

My dream lies on you now
No way to go, oh
Just no way to run
My dream lies on you
Dark thoughts I knew
Now my dream lies on you

Take me now (I’m ready now)
Come closer (step by step)
Take me now (I still wanna you)
Love is now sweeter than that I’ve kept
Kiss me, I long for you

[Chorus:]

My dream lies on you now
No way to go, oh
Just no way to run
My dream lies on you
Dark thoughts I knew
Now my dream lies on you

Dark night, that time
I told that I love you
Oh, I wish that was a lie
But no, that’s holy true

[Chorus:]

My dream lies on you now
No way to go, oh
Just no way to run
My dream lies on you
Dark thoughts I knew
Now my dream lies on you

Take me now, I’m all yours
My heart still a bit hurts
Your love now burns

[Chorus:] x2

My dream lies on you now
No way to go, oh
Just no way to run
My dream lies on you
Dark thoughts I knew
Now my dream lies on you

Wonderland

11 June 2010

Silent wood, mysterious place
Whispering stars, call of those days
Take me to this land
Give me your hand

I want to come back!
Place, take me back…

Is this a dream or it’s real?
If it’s a fantasy why then
I have this deep wound to heal?
You are near till end

I want to come back!
Please, take me back

Awake me with a kiss, dream me here
Show me this unreal world
Of magic, memory of this realm is so dear
Let pass that was murdered

Take me there again
Bring me home, my dream

I want to turn back
Just dream me back

Fly to me and take to your land
Show me the magic kingdom once more
I want to turn back, give me a hand
Deep memory would never be gone
Of white snow, of blue lake, of hot sand
Make me turn back once more!

I want to turn back
Just give me a hand

The real of fairy-tales
Our mysterious place
Where all wishes come true
All dreams of me and you

Let’s fly to the land of freedom
To the place where day is night
It’s time to turn back to our kingdom
Where cold is hot and darkness is light
Dream me to the days of deepest wisdom
Spread wings and let your soul take the flight

I want to go back
To the Wonderland
Give me your hand

The realm of fairy-tales
Our mysterious place
Where all wishes come true
All dreams of me and you

Please stay

24 June 2010

Sound of guitar strings
Reminds me of old memory
Heart still believes
But it seems to be just a fantasy
Just heart still believes, still believes

River still flows taking the pain
Maybe that wasn’t so wrong
I’m a prisoner of desert praying for rain
Just a lonely bird singing this song
Still praying for rain, oh again

My nightmare faded away
But anguish had stayed
I hoped for one more day
I wished you’d stayed, just stayed
Give me one more, one day

Love it’s or not
But soul had hoped
That heart loved
Oh, I still love and want
I want to be loved

My nightmare faded away
But anguish had stayed
I hoped for one more day
I wished you’d stayed, just stayed
Give one more day, one day

Please, move this pain
Just take it away
I want just to say
“Dear, please, stay”

My nightmare faded away
But anguish had stayed
I hoped for one more day
I wished you’d stayed, just stayed
Give me one more day, just one day

Just stay with me, please, stay….

World’s end

30 June 2010 (the original version)

Sometimes I pray to be killed
By you…
Too many blood was spilled
Of me and you…

Take my hand and dream me away
To the land of neverending faith
Just take me away…

Dear, I want to die nor from
But in your arms
Don’t go, save my soul
Lie with me under the stars

Take me hand and I’ll dream you
So far through the sky of blue,
Through last night of truth
I’ll never leave you

Forever you know my tears
They are for you
Still hurted soul swears:
“I long for you”

Give me your hand and let’s fly away
Let’s be gone with the last sunray
To the world’s end we will sail

Tomorrow & Yesterday

22 June 2011

Forget it now ’cause it’s long gone
Don’t think of it again
Pale memory fading away with dawn
But why it brings me pain?
That blessed day for which I still recall

Forget to recall
Change to lose it all
Dream with me now one more time

Tomorrow and yesterday are equally far away
Far from the stars, so far from us
The dawn will write a new path for a new day
Through the pale a song of nightingale
Will flow, will play to change my yesterday
Just to follow this far tomorrow

Angels are singing a lullaby
But I can’t sleep
Tears are falling but why
It hurts so deep
Still losing again I’ll try

I will try just one more time
To play the melody of thine
To join the game of old lie

Tomorrow and yesterday are equally far away
Far from the stars, so far from us
The dawn will write a new path for a new day
Through the pale a song of nightingale
Will flow, will play to change my yesterday
Just to follow this far tomorrow

I’ll follow the shade of sunset
To fall in the dark
I’ll flow with the rivers of regret
Just to break my heart

The one I wish to be with
Shining star in the sky of my heart
And forever there is one ‘if’
Like there is always another ‘but’

Tomorrow and yesterday are equally far away
Far from the stars, so far from us
The dawn will write a new path for a new day
Through the pale a song of nightingale
Will flow, will play to change my yesterday
Just to follow this far tomorrow

Tomorrow and yesterday are equally far away
Far from the stars, so far from us
The dawn will write a new path for a new day
Through the pale a song of nightingale
Will flow, will play to change my yesterday
Just to follow this far tomorrow

Falling For Shame

23 June 2011

Say this one more time
Let me feel it again
Say this one more time
Make me dwell in shame

Falling, losing white wings
Calling, swearing, praying
Crying I’ve erased all sins
Living, hoping, staying
For another beautiful dream
Making world unseen

Dive with me under water
One more slaughter
Call for another fate
Fading away in the dying day

And again and again
I’ll dream in the end of way
Screaming angel’s name
For another circle of Hell

Falling, losing white wings
Calling, swearing, praying 
Crying I’ve erased all sins
Living, hoping, staying
For another beautiful dream
Making world unseen

I cannot see, but still I feel
Darkness touching my skin
Seducing whisper to hear
Lovesong now to enter
Slowly drawing near… 

Falling, losing white wings
Calling, swearing, praying 
Crying I’ve erased all sins
Living, hoping, staying
For another beautiful dream
Making world unseen

Whisper to me one more time
Let me feel it again
Sing to me one more time
Make me dwell in shame

In snow, in dreams…

14 June 2011

The rain is a drop
In a cup of my dreaming
The moon is a top
Of my own deep feeling

The hope is just all
That I have by now
The dream is a call
I failed somehow…

Another day, another way, another path
I’d go away, or would I stay, what said my heart?
Another dream, another feel, just another hope
I’d fly ahead, whatever felt, cut now this tight rope
In snow so white, in dreams so bright I follow the light
In river so fast my hope and lust will dry in the fallen night

The one who dwells in rain
Brought me only pain
Writing verse with tears again
I was burning in shame

To call, to hope, to reveal the soul
To run, to hide, to recall the dawn
I fell, I drew, I left behind
For sun, for stars, for the fading night

Another day, another way, another path
I’d go away, or would I stay, what said my heart?
Another dream, another feel, just another hope
I’d fly ahead, whatever felt, cut now this tight rope
In snow so white, in dreams so bright I follow the light
In river so fast my hope and lust will dry in the fallen night

My Sin, My Hope

10 June 2011

Tears of rain falling down
Covering dry ground
I feel their touch so cold
Drawing path through the world
I’ve told my way
In the end of day

Passing the stars, reaching the sky
Nevermore grief, nevermore tears of pain

Through the circles of Hell
Tears will forever dwell
Calling my name, for your pain
Above the Heaven’s gate
Invisible hand drew my fate
Engraving your eyes deep on my heart
No suffering for thee
But just more for me

Rainbow is a bridge between
Angels and demons
Single road leading into a dream
Purity of your songs
Drawing signs of time
Deep eyes so divine

Me to suffer again
For long gone pain
Lying under the rain
Me, one to blame
Me to call your name

Through the circles of Hell
Tears will forever dwell
Calling my name, for your pain
Above the Heaven’s gate
Invisible hand drew my fate
Engraving your eyes deep on my heart
No suffering for thee
But just more for me

One line is my Heaven and Hell
A verse to write well
One word is my suffering bell
A curse to bear well
Your eyes are my Heaven and my Hell

Through the circles of Hell
Tears will forever dwell
Calling my name, for your pain
Above the Heaven’s gate
Invisible hand drew my fate
Engraving your eyes deep on my heart
No suffering for thee
But just more for me

I lie in-between
Two dreams – black and white
Tears withering
But alive, calling for day and night
Forever within
My sin, my hope, my bleeding poor heart

Who Suffered Within

10 February 2012

The silent song made me forget
The pain, the sad hour
Passionate line I tried to write
The best, the perfect one
But nothing I could then get

Ships sailed calm waters
Horizon of red sunset
Mortal souls flew forever
That dream I won’t forget
Silent seas, high mountains
Rest calm in a dream of me
Lost sins, forlorn moments
Dark bound is a dream for free

Silent steps into the dark
I followed the secret
Into the night led me that path
This light will take me there
Opening to you my broken heart

Longing for a beauty of love
Mysterious part
Lost kind glance into the night
I flew with your lonely heart

Ships sailed calm waters
Horizon of red sunset
Mortal souls flew forever
That dream I won’t forget
Silent seas, high mountains
Rest calm in a dream of me
Lost sins, forlorn moments
Dark bound is a dream for free

Passed away the shade of youth
The touch so kind, the hopes so high
Tries to find the deep only truth

Silent dreams belong to the ones
Who suffered within, hiding their tears
The ones who hoped and loved

Ships sailed calm waters
Horizon of red sunset
Mortal souls flew forever
That dream I won’t forget
Silent seas, high mountains
Rest calm in a dream of me
Lost sins, forlorn moments
Dark bound is a dream for free

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