Hating my ever being
For silent hope
In every moment of living
For a hope in heart
Always blamed myself
For a silent love for you
But how could I ever blame you?

All my dreams, longing drift of the sea
Home on the far shore
Lost beyond a hope of North

Restless core never withers within
Drawing bloodred dreams for me
Poor heart beats still only to dream

For a hope in heart
Always blamed myself
But how could I ever blame you?

Never blamed you
For lonely nights engraved on dark stone
Howling moments of love embraced by empty cold
A wish of deathbed before the last dawn
I never blamed you for my torn soul
Never blamed you
Because I love you

For silent hope
In every moment of living
For a hope in heart
Always blamed myself
For a silent love for you
But how could I ever blame you?

A silent road across pale waters
Petals unfold a sight of a snowfield
Beauty of my dream unseen
Calling waves of white oceans
Dream me away, back to the stars
To find a long-dreamed rest upon lost wish

A wish on my lips
Whispers still
Upon a dream of lonely hearts
Unveiling me within an ocean bound

A strange boat in a frozen sea
Drifts me to the shore
Of all the memories I wished to be
Mysteries of life long to the core
Beyond the ever-love dreams
Where my heart still is

A wish on my lips whispers still
Upon a dream of lonely hearts
Old tales read me through that white realm
On the island adoring lost call of the sea
Unveiling me within an ocean bound

A wish on my lips
Whispers still
Upon a dream of lonely hearts
Unveiling me within an ocean bound

Painted days beyond the back yard
Childhood memories through a heart
Leafbird flies free above a charmed eye

Undarkened youth, a purest soul
Severed heart in the darkness
Belongs still to the one nevercome dawn

Eyes written my life
Eyes of my love
Mirror of light, heart ever more
Tales untold will never let me go

Memory of her
Last petal of life
Child’s cry across dead silence
Dark dressed in cold
Revealed his hope
Cascaded down with her gone sigh

Eternal light of her sealike eyes graved deep in him
Engraved his sorrow within his heart veiled with darkness unseen

Years won’t take last thought of me
Lost childhood game in dreams
Always the one drawn within pure petal of lily
Last dying memory

Tomorrow fell down
With no word or a sign
Night crossed white tide

Nor a verse
Never word
Just silence
Nor a call
Never sound
But empty cold
Lost in dreamworld
For all wishes untold
I am but a tale you wrote

I break the core, all restless shore
All darkest bound to sail back home

Another day erased away
All silent dreams I caressed within
Long pale day drew away
With petals white I learned with care
Across the heart, one of a feel

You will not know
The path of snow
You will not see
All tears within
You should not feel
My pain of dream

For all words untold
I am but a hope you broke

Upon a petal unfallen
Last call of dawn

Cold dreams cascade on my bare grace
Lying deep in silence
Still untouched, lost and frozen

Lonely dream in a pale eye
White innocent rhyme
Falling upon me one last time

Mirror dwelling within
Embraced me dear
Reflection so sweet
A shadow of dream I live in

Lonely dream in a pale eye
White innocent rhyme
Falling upon me one last time
A wish of heart rests still on my arm
Caressing so dear every weep through the night

I see how the dawn’s born and dies
Midnight darkness turns slowly into glaring sunrise
I found once a drop of dream belonging to one winterheart
A wandering child in a cradle of time
Writing still on white painting of shores lost in the tide

Lonely dream in a pale eye
White innocent rhyme
Falling upon me with one last tide
A wandering child in a cradle of time
Across pale islands of light
Writing dreams that caress all sleepless nights
I bear through the pages of life

Lonely dream in a pale eye
White innocent rhyme
Falling upon me one last time

A dream painting me real
Through the darkness
Cascading on me still

Laughter ceased in fading silence
Withering in an hour of suffering
Awaiting of dreaming

Hope turned to hallows, the relics long dreamed
A veil of awe cascading on me
I still try to see your face in the crowd
Searching for a way back to the heart, child’s world

The laughter ceased with a leaf
Last October dream
Of a snowflake world, white home
Reflection in blue ocean of dear soul

Drunk mind blinded by thousands of reasons
Hoping to find the way in this ignorance
But one truth remains still
Deep within a heart of innocence
I still long for you, my daydream realm

Before the midnight let me fall deeper down
I wish I could see your eyes until my years are gone
Deep within this world of oceans and shores I will caress forevermore

Wandering the world
Every night dreaming
Through the childhood caresses

Wandering the world
I belong to the wind and rivers
Still flowing
I carve my dreams on dark stone
I, none’s

A tiny snowflake, white innocent bird
I am but falling for this flight
To see the beauty of awe before melting die

Wandering the world
I belong to the wind
Singing in yet golden leaves
With snowfall bound I dream down
Resting never I long for the sea
I, none’s

Wandering the world
I dream with the moon
Cascading upon sky drowning down
For a nightingale lullaby
I, none’s

Wandering the world
I belong to the wind
I, none’s

“…Like a butterfly
In midwinter night
Flying high across silver frozen sky..”

“…Like a snowflake
Of midsummer fairytale
Flowing still with the wind through the dream…”

I saw you painting all my caresses through
The very last verse for a youth long-gone
White petal of cold winter bloom
Unveiled my heart to the dark
Lust still blind hidden in my closet
Deepest corners of insane mind

Untouched heart to caress at last moment of time
Unwritten blessings sent through withering tide

Like a moonlit path
Like a fallen star
You cascaded on my eyes
With sandlike rain of time

Like an autumn gold
Like pale winter snow
You read the tales untold
Through the heart holding still on the rest of the world

Through my years your  grace will wide
Falling on me with rain of memories white

Like a butterfly
In midwinter night
Flying high across silver frozen sky
Cascading on me faded beauty of time

Like a snowflake
Of midsummer fairytale
Flowing still with the wind through the dream
Embracing me with dear midnight fantasy

A soul will dream of storytime and river ghost
Awakening of silent white petal of rose
My heart will tell the path leading me home

A soul writing still the moment of magic and awe
All the words untold, pure songs unborn
Caressing a heart that longs still for all that painted shore

Uncover me, drag me into the light
Rip off my heart
To show how it used to beat

Show it, show it, show it
To the world
They all must see
Tear me, tear me, tear down
Draw what just left of me

Blind me with empty words
Old scars never hurt
Heal me to gift deep other wounds

Cut out the veins
They won’t see the difference
Close my eyes as I never could see
Truth misting before me

Hope for an empty-hearted
A dawn without a dreamworld instead
Unbeating heart for a dead

No emotion left for me
Devotion of a fool
No heart felt to beat
Oceans of time pulled me through
Eyes of a lovelorn sea
The only dream I shared with thee

Fourth October wrote down a name
A withered memory
Reveal this world of magic and awe to me
The only I still believe in
Never fade away

This very day my world you became
A part of soul, my poor heart to believe
In a memory neverfading in snowfalls of time

“Every smiling face, double-faced friends abandoned the heart of a child
Walking away leaving me to die lying still on snow-covered cold ground.
I saw you slowly showed up in the silver mist of the night…
Healing me you covered me from this world, this very day letting me dream of cloud-castles and warm-dew-meadows… It was you who saved me from the ignorance of this crowdworld.
In every time of need I’m always here for you to be your shelter till the end of time. Always.”

Dawn covered me with last petal of cold