So here we are
Wandering around and trying to gather the words to make it right

I told my truth of what I am
And all the pain burning me deep with hellish flame

Long talks, laugh and tears
Mind issues and pills
Midnight whispers and songs
That tell about us more than words

Just like petals of forget-me-nots
Tender and blue
No matter how it hurts
I know better days are true

Thank you for your support
With a tiny forget-me-not
On your porch by the door

You help me to go through
When I’m down in my blue
Sharing your wings to cover from the cold
To save my bleeding soul

You saw me when I was high
And when I was down
You can read now my heart
Like a guitar strings sound

I’m grateful for
Every day, every moment of light
We share together

You know me like none ever even tried
That’s much more I wish to hide
I know for sure you make me whole

Let’s make our way to the top
Writing this story that hits the core
Every verse, every rhyme I’m grateful for

You told me that cruel truth
I told the story of fucked up youth
When days felt like years
And broken bones turned into tears

I remember that fall and bitter taste
Of every sweet mistake
When every day was like a daydream
Do you need such a sin like me?

Ghosts of the past still remind within
Like a bittersweet symphony of a sin
I still remember the taste of blood on my lips
Like a black one’s kiss

I remember those days unclear
Like a fall into the void
Losing control turned into the deepest fear
Blessed youth so spoiled

Lifeless memories kiss me in a sleep
I try to shatter them, but their claws go deep
Awakening brings no relief, as the claws remain
Like an endless misery of old pain

I remember the fall and that dark place
With a bitter rotten taste
When every day was but an endless spin
Do you need such a sin like me?

Broken glass and shattered pieces
All I remember are those fading voices
Withering in warm spring breeze
They brought me blessed release
Echoing still with a shadow of a dream
I want you to see it deep in me

One night stands, broken glass and bones
Every scar and all the torn hopes
I want to leave it in the past
Making them dwell at last

Will you see it in my eyes?
Dark and harsh ocean and peaceful shore
No more bullshit and lies
Let me bring you home

Tell me, tell me, tell me
What the world used to be
Tell me, tell me, tell me
Darling, what was wrong in my deed

Shall I stay or shall I go?
Am I torn or am I whole?
Weeping child in me still holds on to the hope

In this empty hollow
Left no right path to follow
Only lots of pain to borrow
Just pull the trigger and let it flow

Tell me, tell me, tell me
Darling, if there is any fantasy
To move on without a heart within
Tell me, tell me, tell me
Sweetheart, this illusion is now my reality
Unveil my soul and see
What I used forever to be

Days turn into years
Rain drops are as bitter as tears
Bloodred stains of broken dreams

Tell me, tell me, tell me
Dear, what is it to love
Let me be, please, let me
I don’t want to be a lost one
Tell me, tell me, tell me
How is it to feel real
How is it to be alive

Farewell, it’s the end of show
The parade is over and the masks now fall
Is there any place I may roam
To find my home

Tell me I can feel loved
That every dream can come true
Please, take me home

We can wander over the mountains and seas
Flowing with the wind
To join that dream of eternity
Silent moment of peace

Faded to black we turn back
To the beginning of our way
So the circle can start again

In this endless parade
I try to find my place not to fade
Totally and forever
Tell me if I’m losing this fight
If there is anything inside
To live for
Oh, take me home

To be loved and needed
I wished so much and pleaded
Now I’m tired and turn loose this dream
To save a hoping heart within

Will this all end with a hope?
Will I find my way back home?
Please, save my soul

Don’t be afraid, I won’t take any steps.
Don’t want to believe in a dream.
My imagination drew different sceneries…
I don’t wanna live a fantasy.

Be my guide, be my friend,
Be whoever you want to be,
Just don’t make me cry in the end.
I’m so vulnerable and naive.

Won’t ask, won’t beg anymore,
There is no score…
I just wanna go home.

My dreams live in every verse,
In all those words
I used to write elsewhere.
My heart beats still for pure love,
I wish to meet one day.
Tell me there is still a hope.

I won’t tell you this anymore,
Every single desire touches my soul.
Every dream still lives within
Resting so deep in me.

Next step is yours,
I don’t play anymore.
Ease the pain of old scars,
It’s just an evil curse…
There is still no score.

Tell me there is still hope
To find one true love.
Just take me home.

Another path to take
To reach the highest point.
One way to live, another to fade.
Just a withered page in the void…
Tell me I’m not alone in this madness,
Tell me I’m not so reckless.
Just tell me there is a little hope.

I won’t ask anymore.
I’m tired and my soul is too…
My goes on and on.
Next step is up to you.

I have no right to ask for more
But stay a little bit longer
I’m tired of being on my own

I have no right to ask for more
But I cannot be stronger
Than I used to be before

Hours turn into days
Weeks turn into months
I knew the whole way
Right from the start

Longing turns into disease
And I’m begging you, please
Stay closer a little bit longer

While I’m alive there is always a hope
For joy and happiness
And finding that one true love

I have no right to ask though
But stay closer tonight
I need nothing more

Days fade into the dusk
Every page rests in rust
Raindrops fall and break the ice
That covers all these lonesome nights

No need of words to say this feel
Walking like in a dream
I follow what burns within
In the bottom of my heart

I’ve never listened to what they said
I’ve never cared for what they thought
Used to walk my own way
What my soul longed for

Can you hear it in your heart
Not your head
To see what you truly are
Trust what heart says

Through the days in black
I saw light and trust in you
No matter what awaits in the end
Finally know what is true

No need of words to say this feel
Walking like in a dream
I follow what burns within
In the bottom of my heart

No matter how bad it hurts
Everything will fade in the end
I seek this trust that is yours
Fading with a smile at the end of day

Now I know what it feels like
To be heard, to be whole
So no damn matter how far
For a caring heart and soul

From the ashes to the sky
We rise
From the depth into the high
We rise again

Unspeakable pain eats away the child within
Every hope, every dream so dear
Every memory so sweet
Whispering to the bones that it’s time to wither

Out of hope
Out of love
I’m rising again
To save the only dear thing
A child’s heart
Still full of dreams

From the ashes to the sky
We rise
From the depth into the high
We rise again
To save our hearts

Leaving all sorrows behind
We follow our own way
Side by side through the time
Through the night to the new day
We rise to fool the dark
Chasing every fear away

We rise!
To reach the heart of light
We rise!
While the sky is falling
We rise!
Out of calling, still hoping
We rise!

Forgotten path will lead us through
To the better end of the tale
Flaming heart will bring light to you
With the first song of a nightingale

Sleep well, my dear
May no nightmare touch your heart
Sleep well, my dear
I won’t leave you apart

I’ll sing you a swansong lullaby
To lighten the stars in the sky
I will paint the dark midnight
With silver moonlight

Sleep well, my darling
This day is about to end
Sleep well, my darling
There left no regret

I will cover you with care
To make your sweet sleep
So nothing will ever dare
To disturb your dreams

Sleep well, my love
Let the dreams dwell above
Sleep well, my heart
I won’t leave you apart

Say I am the one, darling
Let us fly up and fall down
Say I am yours, darling
Once it’s done and gone

Oh, darling…

Early wake-ups, midnight calls
Broken glass on the floor, cuts so deep
Hysterical tears on a baby-doll’s face
You cannot miss it, darling

She is another, not like me
I’m better than most of them, don’t you see?

Close the door, darling
Make the lights go down
I’m much more, darling
Your bliss and sunshine

Oh darling…

You see it in my eyes
That flame that can melt all the ice
You see it in my soul
Wild nature that is too much for this world

Tame me while you can
Make me yours
Let me burn in your flame
It never hurts
Like the old scars do

Never blame me for that I’ve not done
My heart never lies
Every fall, every single tear is gone
No more scars or cries
I wanna fall into you

Oh darling…

Say I am yours, darling
Forever and ever like never before
Say I’m the one, darling
You know I’m much more
Oh darling, you won’t regret this score