Darkness In Me

The silence dwelling around
The darkness of purest sound
Floating in frozen silver bound

Deep crimson sea surrounding me
Falling in sweet poisoned embrace
Darkness drowned within
In every snowflake of venomous grace

I’m the silence dwelling around
I’m the darkness of purest sound
Floating in frozen silver bound
I’m a kiss of black rose
I’m a veil of pale dawn
Falling upon your eyes watching the dream

Eyes of the night
Smile in moonlight
Lifetime of pale dawn’s tide

Seeking for life in a dead leaf
Walking awake through a dream
Eternal duet of daylight and starlit night
Forever bound in your eyes

I’m the silence dwelling in you
I’m the darkness of your room
A tiny snowflake on your lips
Sparkling tears enclosing one kiss
Within deep dark purity of sins

Your eyes are the deepest sin
A holy memory
Child’s soul within every dream
You are but all the darkness in me
Deep dark wish of me

Strife (Lifelust)

A silent silhouette
Dark shadow
Pale ghosts walking in spring frost

Only an illusion, cruel game of my imagination
My own devil or divine creation
Dreamer’s lie deep in storyteller’s mind
Holding tight me in the bound of a darkest tide

Follow me into the darkness
If we live forever
Searching for deep lifelust
If we end up apart
Promise me you won’t forget
All sleepless nights we had

Deep sight written the life
In this meaningless world
A soul turned pale reality into a strife
Breathless dream lies now torn

This life is a strife
Eternity falls beneath a darkest grace
Midnight bows before the dawn’s face

Thirteenth strike of towerclock dwells behind
Crying in frozen moonlight
Dreamquest for the last night

Dreamer without a heart
Lies lifeless, breathless, torn apart
Melody of the night will dwell forever
In dead silence of snowlands
Still flows a call of healing prayer

I Wish You Were Here

I called, called, called
Through the night so cold
And it seemed like the heart’d die
But there is still no reply

My darkest ghosts awakened my imagination
Drawing your face through my memory
Writing your name within a sign of burning passion
Making me cry lost and lonely

I screamed, screamed into darkness
Alone face to face with my fears
I wish you were here

I go back into memories
Drowning deeper
In the sea of your eyes
Like the rain cleansing every bitter tear
Bliss so divine leading me back to paradise

Long long way
Into this dying day
Facing the night
I hope to fall again
Into dream’s embrace
Just to see this smile
On a dearest face

Never ever ending way
To know you are okay
Crying secretly every night
To know you are alright

I still fall, fall, fall into silence
Alone face to face with demons
I wish you were here

Heart’s drawing the path back to that day
When I felt you’re still there
Revealing a hope deep within still hidden
I whisper again “I wish you were here..”

A dream I wish to be real
Our names should be sealed
Forever signed together
With bleeding wounds to be healed
You’re the only one I ever need
Forever bound together
I wish you were here

Feelingless

Pale grey day or shining bright
Sunny smile
Starlit night kissed by silver moonlight
I cannot care less

Fallen apart, poisoned by venomous art
I follow dark track of wolves through the night
While I’m out of feel, my everything

Once broken I became stronger
Sinking in bloodred sea
Lost dying memory
Dancing in pale moonlight
I’m feelingless

Sailing crimson tides
Thousand dreams in a million seas
I turned off the feel
Becoming feelingless

Once broken I became stronger
Sinking in bloodred sea
Lost dying memory
Dancing in pale moonlight
I’m feelingless
’cause this all is so meaningless
Heart turned to stone
Cold and fearless
Feelingless

Eyes full of lust, sight sharper than thorns
Poisoned kiss healed me from dreams
My everything turned into nothing in the end

Love me while I’m fearless
Call me while I’m careless
Break my heart while it feelingless
Pray for me while I’m the dark one

Close My Eyes

Close my eyes
Take me embraced with silence
Alone in the abyss of sleepless nights

A lonely sight
All the dreamful lies
Just close my eyes
So I could see the light
Above my head
Million stars shining bright
A moonlit path to the final tide

Close my eyes
So I could see different paths
Taking me back through the time

Take me away
Embraced by silence
Of forgotten tales

Just close my eyes
Oh, sweet dream of mine
Dwelling still in frozen moments of time

Real Me

Hope was in vain
Broken words won’t hurt again
People never change

The edge of darkness
Where hope brings no light
Walking in silence
Darkest dreams of a frozen night
Fallen wishes bound in time
Silent ghosts of mine

That was my biggest mistake
To feel it could change
The dream within turned into an evil seed
Deepest hatred of him

…I should leave you before
When you wished for more
Kill your last hope
Because…

Hope was in vain
Empty promises won’t give you pain
I don’t want to change
’cause this is who I am

A dreamer, innocent child
Deep-blue eyes open wide
Wondering if the world will fall
Dreaming of ghost rivers and the awe

I won’t change for the one who never cares
But for one whoever dares
To see the purity within
Whose eyes’re shining bright
In the darkness of the night

Bleeding scars will change to stars
High in the blue-blue sky
For the dreamer’s heart longing still
To wonder and feel, to see and believe
Come and find the real me

Innocent Child’s Heart

Lay your head down
On my shoulder
Lay your head down
I’ll watch your sleep

A child with deep-blue eyes
Angel of light, dream of night
I would warm you when you feel cold
I would give my life for yours

Little angel, child of light
Sleep tight walking in the dream
I’ll catch you if you fall into the night

Lay your head down
Rest on my kneels
Lay your head down
I’ll guard your dreams

Little angel, dearest part of mine
Pure child of northern lights
A fallen star upon midsummer night

Lay your head down
I’ll take your fears
Lay your head down
I’ll dry your tears

Silent lullaby flowing upon the night
A fairytale shining bright in your eyes
Longing still for innocent child’s heart

My Ghosts

Walking in the air I see the shadows
Pale memories from the past
Fast mountain river that still flows
And falls down

Let me face my own demons
I will chase the darkness
Reaching the truth of all dreamers
Flying high

It’s a dream in the heart
Shining star in the sky
Smiling memory across the night

It’s a fear, it’s a feel
Frozen moment that can heal
All my ghosts walking real

Deep inside I feel it’s beating
Dwelling within a purity so clear
Among the thorns of reality
I still can find a kiss of a fantasy

My demons are awake
In the end of dying day
My fears flow through the night
While ghosts walk alive

It’s a dream cascading near
It’s a star shining bright
Pale ghost walking real
Silent fall into the night

And a fantasy sweet
Like a kiss so deep
Pale smile of a kid
Kind touch of a dream
My ghosts are real

Black Wolf From A Dream

A wolf came to me
Silently walked through my dream
Black and proud
Fearless before the crowd
He lay beside me

He covered me from cold
As winter is too long
Lying on white virgin snow
My heart he warmed

Black wolf from a dream of mine
Dark guest of the night
My despair and my desire

I saw him in every dream
Slowly he walked by me
Followed every my step secretly
Hoping that I wouldn’t see

Would never see
Would never feel
The pair of eyes in the dark is real

The fire in eyes
I prayed to the gods in dwelling night
To save me from this ice deep inside

He walked silently by my side
Saving from fears, giving a hope
To face another day
He followed me every night
Healing my bleeding wounds
Heart bloomed like a flower of May

Black wolf
To save me
Black wolf
Dark side of me
To whisper ‘I love you’

Here Or In Heaven

You left me with no answer
In silence I cannot hear the call
Where are you, my angel?

I cannot see anything ’cause tears blinded me
No light left in the dark
No hope in this night shined for me

Endless agony will last till the end
Of this line
My silent cry
You wouldn’t hear with the dawn withered
Through the night
No frozen sparkle of time

Your eyes turned into a memory so dear
Imagining you’re still near
That everything is still real

I held your hand through the years
To fight your darkest fears
I dried your bitter tears
And faced your demons
I was there to hold you dear

No chance to explain it all
No try to feel this any more
You’ve just closed the door
Leaving me alone to die on the floor
Just tell me if you care still or no…

I hope to have faith again
To meet you one day without this pain
Here or once in Heaven… 

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