Heartkeeper

Memory’s sweet kiss
You’re just a wild guess
Blind shot in the dark
Gentle touch for a bleeding heart

Barely had ‘happily ever after’
Just an endless disaster
My ten years of bad luck are about to end
So I can feel and believe and trust again

What did you say?
I can have all this comfort
For which I still pray
For it and this final resort

Let me dream, let me sing
Forgive me all my wishes and past sins
I wish I could tell you more than this

Let me speak, let me drink
From your lips before we think
Let me be who I am, don’t be too strict
Make me crave for more as I’m an addict

Walking in the shadows
I long for all those hopes
I still keep within
Like this precious dream

Don’t judge me for all that lives in me
Dwelling deep in this sea
I write and live in
Let me just be who I used to be
A dreamer, a sinner
A longing heartkeeper

We Both Know

Look at me, please
Be my sweet tease
Letting me down on my knees

Let my soul burn
Be my lesson to learn
Now is my turn

To be wanted and loved
To fly higher than sky
Be the sea in which I drown
A silent scream, sweet lullaby

Spoil me, treat me like a queen
Awake me now from this dream
And make all the wishes real

I’ll make this world ours
Turning the circle for hours
Dancing on tender flowers

We both know
Where it all goes
As heart longs
For the same song
Oh, you know, I know
Whenever it flows

Whisper my name as I sing for you
Painting sky from grey into blue
My words were forever true

Let me burn in this
Give me just a little kiss
As we drown in our dreams

Undying Love

I know that I want more
But there is no score
It’s not a dream, it’s just the world
Just a very long and lonely road

You know where my heart longs for
The stars and golden spires of the north
White nights and cascading waterfalls
Coffee times, sweet dreams and long walks

We both long for dwelling strings
Riffs that mean much more than words
Silent whisper and fulfilling dreams
Of our precious inner worlds

This daydream is my reality
Look deeper now, can’t you see?
My longing is so bad, I cannot sleep
In all those lost fantasies lying in the deep

My memory takes me back to that door
Where sleeps still undying love
For all those streets, channels and long riverwalks
Where I could never be alone

Whole Again

Lost and confused
I’m falling down,
Scarred and abused
I’m crying out,
But without sound

Can you see my torn up soul?
Can you feel that I’m not whole?

Lonely and broken,
I gave up my heart
Like a little token
So none could break it apart

Do you hear me crying in the night?
Will you show me the light in the end?
Should I break free to see the world so bright
Or it will be too late?

Can you see my torn up soul?
Can you feel that I’m not whole?

Make me feel
Make me see
Bring me no more pain
Make me hear
Make me dream
Make me whole again

Choking With Love

Choking with love
We used to feel blessed
Dreamless and cold
Uncovered, obsessed
We used to seek hope

In green leaves and bright stars
In broken up bottles and pale scars
We used to see beauty in everything
As the heart always feels more than an eye can see

Pale dawn, bitter taste of coffee and cigarettes
I feel the whole world full of hopes and regrets
Oh please, tell me we both see
This truth deep in every dream

The world turns on
As we write our hope
Painting it bright like a movie scene
With feelings and desires serene

Oh, feel me now burning in feverish dreams
Share with me this madness
As we both are choking with wishes untold
Share with me this moment of love

Before the world is broken and torn
Seek me in every scene,
In every whisper of the wind
We are ever lost and forlorn
But ever found deep inside
Each other’s heart

Heart Goes Cold

Dancing in the snow
I feel my heart’s going cold
Fading deep in pale dawn
While spring is going home

Petals fall upon my chest
I should run without regret
There is no time to rest
Moving on and on, running ahead

We found our sun under the golden wing
And velvet scent of autumn wind
Moving on with the rhythm of fever heartbeat

Look me in the eyes
Look deep into my soul
See our lost paradise
Covered with ash-like snow

Oh, look deep into my soul
Find the key to those pieces
I used to call heart with hope
Full of dreams and wishes

Searching For Love

We both have a lonely soul
Seeking a chance to hope
We long for a chance to make it whole
Trying to save more

We are the parts of one puzzle
Playing with fate like we’re fuzzled
You know we are alone with all this stuff
We know what should be taken off

You know all these rules
This part was always yours
We should start this game
For everything I still feel ashamed

Ever feeling lonely
I found the path to be happy
Writing every rhyme
Every single frame
Anywhere, anytime
We both know it’s not a game

Circling around we sing the same song
As old as time
Flaming deep inside
We bring our heart onto this altar with tiny hope
To be wanted, oh
To be heard

Without the past we are entwined now
Look me in the eyes searching for love
Dwell with me in this sea of many fantasies
Look me in the eyes and see
Lonely, half-broken we were meant to be

Lost Without You

Once being alone my heart fell for you
I thought we were both, but it’s not true
It always was just me and just you

Do you regret me
With all midnight fantasies?
Should we never meet
Letting all the memories flow?

I let myself dive into a daydream
To hear again all your soul singing
Will we ever meet
Letting each other just go?

Are you suffocating without me
As I’m suffocating without you?
Are you drowning in me
As I’m drowning in you

Oh, I’m so fucking lost without you
No lies, it’s  so damn true
My days turn blue

Oh, I’m lost without you
So fucking lost
Catch me as I fall
Don’t close your door
I’m lost without you

The Only Dream

You were just a petal on butterfly wing
You were stardust in the wind
You were my dearest dream

Autumn leaves blazed with red and gold
Upon the edge of the world
When you came to my life
To put down my inner strife

Then I thought I was dreaming
Couldn’t get all my believing
Though I was just daydreaming

You were a beat of my heart
You were the best piece of art
With a kiss of menthol flavor
You were my baddest fever

All dear with a perfect soul
Beautifully cracked but still whole
Slightly scarred skin with lines of tattoos
My deepest wish dwells still in you

You were the one
Dear rhyme for love
You were the light
Tiny sparkle of life
Red thread of destiny
My heart’s sweet melody

You were the one for me
The one who could see
Imperfect heart and darkness within
Though you were my only dream

Tell Me, Darling

Tell me, darling
Where should I go
Tell me, darling
What should I do
Never to feel alone

I want to cry I’m lost without you
I want to shout it out loud
I’m drowning in this eternal blue
And cannot break out

I cry within
But it’s just words untold
Every sound, every weep
It feels like I’m alone
All alone in this

Tell me, darling
What should I do
Of I cannot move on
Tell me, darling
Tell me, darling
Tell me, tell me
What should I do
If I cannot give up on you

I cannot move on
Cannot escape from myself
I stride along alone
Even in my dreams I cannot forget

Tell me, darling
What should I do
If I’m so madly lost in you

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