Linlin's Poetry

Fantasia

Deep in the dark of this frozen night

I hear a voice still calling me

Flowing from the moonlit cold sky

Silver path playing on dark bare trees

Whispering voices awaken me

Among the stars they live

Holding every my tear

Every hidden belief

And I’m falling again

With a beaten breath

I’m going down

Deeper diving into sundown

Like a butterfly in this frozen bound

Covered by midnight and taken by a lullaby

Cured by kiss of unfading memory and the rhyme

Now I hear the sound flowing in heart

Deep within it rests, never lost apart

I hear the voice is calling me

Like in a midnight fantasy

Way Of Salvation

“Now as I’m gone…
Imagine I never lived. Never existed.”

Dream lives high, rests in the cold lifeless sky
Hope is but a senseless desolation of the night
Everything turned into a fading memory
One-night grace of fleeting fantasy

You wish you never knew me
Never had that feel
That neverending lust for this dream

Your life would be the same as it was
Forever before
Till that sudden ‘once’, a bound dreamy awe
Among the stars and pale-faced moons
Cascading through your fantasies

The same old song repeating again and again and again
With bittersweet withering pain
Fake illusions unseen
Within every venomous dream

Life without this curse
Life without eternal remorse
Dawning hope in the dying horizon
Life without faith
Life without pain
Dark road that still goes on
Still dwells echoing

I have only few minutes to tell
My last farewell
Final line to the world
Bare hope to hold

“All these years I had enough to bear and hide.
Enough of pain and suffering trying to find the way through the dark.
It was all in vain and now it’s slowly fading away like burnt ashes of dead petals.
Don’t blame yourself. You aren’t responsible for every gone life.
Forgive me for my everything. Save your soul…

Heal me!”

Imagine an empty white shore
Wounds are bleeding no more
Without a descending blade
Healing deep scars with the same old tale

Heart still longs for the song
But tears will fall no more

We’ve had the same oceans within
We’ve shared all nightmares and dreams
Try to save them all, cry no more
Close your eyes and feel my love…

Ice Walls Around My Heart

Lights go down and night embraces me
I’m lost in the dark
I’m faded away, withered apart
Silently gone with spring wind

Walking this world of wishes and dreams
I belong to the heart
I long for the darkest midnight
Read the tale that makes you real
Touch the dream that I hold dear

A breath I took still poisons my thoughts
Every single heartbeat breaks these ice walls
Unseen around me
So cold within

I knew this way is full of danger
But I took this step
I felt your dark side, I’m not an angel
Never saw myself
Never knew my true name

You showed me this world
And the path leading here
You gave me faith and hope
And shared with me this dream
I’m forever your shadow in this pale light,
In real light of starlit sky
Your silent whisper in frozen wind
Lost veil in the field, fading smile
Coiling around my heart

You are my darkest side
Calling me dear through the night
You are wild passion burning inside
A wolf howling deep in my heart
Dream making me real
Memory making me feel

You are my cure healing me
Making me feel immortal and alive
My ever thrill, my everything
One and only forever, my love

Come Here Again

Wind caught a tear and took it away

Across the fields and seas

Into the bleeding horizon of a dying day

And I come here again

To face another end

I come here to cry

For another buried star

And I come too far

This time too far

Words are drifting away

They are lost now, totally faded

Rhymes are dead, pale

Life was my only fairytale

This day, will it ever come?

And what will it bring to me?

But still I’m waiting…

And I come here again

Just to hear the call of the ocean

To feel the taste of hope and pain

To walk this shore of my lost Heaven

I come here again

To see another dream

I come here again

To cry out all my pain

I come here again

To heal old scars, to feel

And this time it’s gone too far

I’m the one with this lost northern star

Cold touch of pain I feel in my mouth

Bittersweet taste on my lips I had enough

Enough of pain

Enough of tears

Enough…

Still I come here again

To see the dawn and sundown

I come here again

To feel you so close, my dream unbound

Disappearing in Time

Leaves grow, fall and slowly die
Days fly disappearing in time
And I close my eyes to take this life…

Snow covered my porch
Dark path still runs away from my home
Through the storm of time
Among the beaten winds above the grey sky
Nothing to lose, I have nothing to lose
Keep on following a path I once chose

Silence flows within like silver veil of smoke
Ghostly halo above the years long gone
Child’s hand waving across the river of memories

Hideaway from the future and past
Secret place behind lifelust
Like bleeding wound of hoping heart
Once lost in the storm, now yours forever

Stay forever while the moment ungone
Dreams are alive and stars endure this night
Dark river of years is flowing with dearest hope

Leaves grow, fall and slowly die
Days fly disappearing in time
And I close my eyes to take this life
To run away higher than hopes lie
Hiding far above pale blue February sky
Longing for the wonder-and-awe night

Time won’t heal the wounds of the past
Time will make them bleed through the years
’cause after the storm you are always the last

Immortal Dream

Dawning grace beyond the horizon
Tears are slowly fading
While heart sleeps lonely dream’s going on
Beneath the roofs and chimneys
Where lies still alive in frozen night
An innocent heart taken by tide

Your silent beauty took my sorrow
Cascading dream beneath the moonlit arrow
One sip of life, one kiss to borrow
Flowing in night, lost among the starlit bound so narrow

Ever scent, ever dream hidden in me
Castaway eyes of dark lost symphony
Ever felt away with a child’s heart
Dearest memories were never apart

Dream me through the night
Dive into deep waters of this fantasy
Enter Never-Land’s light
And take my hand now to see
That cold world was a lie
Forget everything, this dream is reality

My ever dream lies in you
Deep within that morning dew
Mown grass and dawning blue
Eyes of lonely howling wolf
Heart of my dear dream
Lives and breathes with this immortal feel
Forever longing for
The heart I love forevermore

Scent of Spring

Over the mountains of remorse

Flowing away following across

I’m living this over and over again

Ever dream away within

Ever felt through eternal fantasy

Once to find you again

All I ever need

Frozen leaves in the shadow of the moon

Painted your face in my memories faded

Stars in the sky of dying sky are dear eyes of you

Petals of time remained pale and withered

Ever scent of spring I feel

One kiss of memory

Ever dream away with thee

Entwined with a fantasy

To find you is all I ever need

I drowned in the ocean of your grace

Got lost in midnight’s cold embrace

Your eyes became my paradise

Without you I cannot see new sunrise

The verse ever written, the word ever spoken

Forever will guide you ahead

While love lives within, while heart isn’t broken

Remember the dream still holding your hand

Ever scent of spring I feel

One kiss of memory

Ever dream away with thee

Entwined with a fantasy

To find you is all I ever need

“All I ever wanted, all I ever gained

I found one night within your name

Every feel I ever had, every dream forever shared

I long for telling you the same old tale

Again and again and again…”

Halo of Dream Above Your Roof

It was like hundreds years ago
So far and so close
I hear your heart’s beating
But you’re thousands miles away
Dark shadow before my eyes
Dreams are so close to dive in
But too far to reach their kiss

Silence is all what remained
The only road to another end
Immortal fantasy to follow
An ocean in which I used to float

Pale face of the moon
Cold frozen path across the wood
Kingdom lost in my dark room

It feels like it was yesterday
I see your kind smile, it’s still in mind
Every time when I close my eyes
Escaping from the world to my hideaway
I see your dreamy sight of a child
And my heart melts again
As if it was made of ice and snow

If only I had wings
If I could fly
I would walk in the air
High above the dear roof
Watching peaceful sleep of you
Holding every dream, every your move

Within every thought, every memory
I’m hiding behind
Always near I’m never too far

Silence is all what remained
The only road to another end
Immortal fantasy to follow
An ocean in which I used to float

Pale face of the moon
Cold frozen path across the wood
Kingdom lost in my dark room

Within your mind
Within your heart
I’m always watching you
Forever behind
Within your mind
Within your heart

Closer

All the years, over fears
I long for you
Through all the tears
All the words
I devoted to you

Across the river of time
You always were mine
As I was always here for you
Awaiting in this blue

In a dream I still feel
Your hand holding mine
Every night only mine
What can you feel?

A veil of silver halo
Over the face of fullmoon
A silent howling echo
Through the dream wood

You hear this song, my silent call
It follows you through the daylight
And in the dreams every night

Deep within you hold it dear, still bear
But would you ever dare
To cross the ocean deep and stay closer?

I am always here, still closer than they all
In this cold I’m lying still in the depth of this world
I am always here for you, my dear
Cross the line and you can see
Where I always wished to be

Shadow Veil Of Life

I take your hand and dream you back

In time

Through the distance so far

Guiding you through the night

Into the dark

This night will be a chessgame

Immortal play

Eternity is a fleeting moment

Before the eyes of gods

Save your king, run away

Through the black and white fields

I’m walking hand in hand with a queen

Across the mirrors so dark

Still I’m closer than you think

Standing right beside you

But you cannot see, you don’t see me…

Enter the night

See pale moonlight

Dream of these times

When we were lost in midnight eyes

Forget the limits of time

Dream away, deep within

Forget every rule of grey life

Take my hand and escape with me

Black King and White Queen

Swan of light, nightingale of night

Surreal irony, love agony symphony

Dream theater of shadow veil of life

My ever sweetest fantasy