Search for beauty

Walking dark bridge between Heaven and Hell
Sacred place they call Earth
Sinful shelter for lost souls and sinners, rotting whores
Every taken breath poisons me, it’s getting only worse

Cold cave of dreams is so close
Lying next to my hideaway
Covered with innocent snow

Luring song, seductive words
Howling verse licking old wounds
Dream raping the heart
Pain tastes so sweet, so good it hurts
Kneeling before the altar
Immolating those who lost in the dark

Drowned in black ocean’s waters
Washing away old sorrows from once beating heart
Redeeming me back to sweet childhood memories’ forest
I’m walking those sands, I’m free from this burden of life

Cold cave of dreams is so close
Lying next to my hideaway
Covered with innocent snow

Say that it’s not over
That everything will be alright
Say that my heart is not bleeding so bad
That it’s not my last night
Say that you love me, I need to know the truth
Without a feel I’m dead in this cold cruel world

Say my name, send a wish through the stars
Walk moonlit path by my side
Stay with me, please, stay with me
’cause I’m afraid of the dark
Stay with me, just stay with me
I’m but a dreamer losing her heart

Cold cave of dreams is so close
Lying next to my hideaway
Just take a step to write the end of the show

Say that it’s true
Hold me forever by your side
Say that it’s true
I need to believe.. even if it’s a lie

Loving those who never cares
Sharing dreams with emptiness
Searching for the one who dares
To hope, to believe, to feel

Call me
Say that you love me
I need to know

Locked in a bound of broken hopes
Slowly dying in brightless pale world
I need to know where my heart will go

Call me
Say that you love me
I need to know

Going mad in this insane world
Without hope, without deep sweet love
I need to know what my heart is worth
To feel, to believe, to beat
In vanishing memory

The one I breathe for
The one I love forevermore
The one my heart still longs for
The one my fall will be for

Call me
Say that you love me
I need to know
If I will fall
Without my heart so cold
In this dark cruel world
I need to know…

I would become a withering sunshine
A sip of cold air at the middle of the night
One single touch on praying lips
A loving smile, a dreamful kiss
I would become anything you want me to
I would become anyone you want me to
Just tell me what to do
Tell me what should I do

I will drown in the years fading like one day
I’m sinking in deep lovelorn sea slowly fading away
I’m falling into dark abyss
Endless emptiness, cold loneliness

I would become anything you want me to
I would become anyone you want me to
If only you really need me
If only you ever think of me

I would become a butterfly
Flying high in blue sky
I would become a dawn
Never withered, never gone
I would become a dream
A feel, a thrill, a sin
Just tell me what should I do
Who am I for you?

I would become anything you want me to
I would become, just tell me what to do…

Unseen veil covered my eyes
Tight lace tying my heart, poisoning me with seductive lies
Or sweetest sip of truth
Dreamless bound of cold morning dew

Share one dance with me
Walking through the gloom
Painting ground with snow so white
Share one night with me
Drowning in deepest blue
Of midnight cover above withering stars

Silent call through the cold night
Bloodred wine taste on your seductive lips
Drunken mind poisoned with one sight
Sweet scent of fullmoon kiss

Snowflake on the glass of frozen lake behind backyard
Dreamless insomnia singing to my hoping heart
Cheating, pretending, weeping, reflecting in silver moonlight
Following a path leading to the home, silent wish of the night

Share one dance with me
Walking through the gloom
Painting ground with snow so white
Share one night with me
Drowning in deepest blue
Of midnight cover above withering stars

Redeem me in that night again
Move my tears, ease deep pain
Dry the sorrows into my eyes
Make me see withering beauty of pale sunrise

Redeem me in that night
Dream of me one more time
I pray to the angels to see you again

Redeem me in that night again
Move my tears, take the pain away
Dawn will come once more, I guess
With or without deep feel I confess

Redeem me in that night again
To touch love deep, to revive memories pale
To kiss the dawn, to seduce the night
Of dream, of love, of fading delight

Redeem me and feel that love wasn’t a sin
That dream was so real
That truth hides within
Redeem me and take my innocence away
Lead once beating heart astray
Take me again to a dreamer’s hideaway

Redeem me in that night
Dream of me one more time… 

Sleepless night holding me dear
Neverfading shame and shy look
Through the silent emptiness
Beaten breath, silver sigh I took
Still dwells in silence

Words gone with the dark
Cold cold world around my hoping heart
Entwined with longing and hope
Coiled around my chest poisoning me

Welcome my friend, I’ve been waiting so long
Secret engraved on deepest core of my longing soul
Whispers and sighs, weeping and screams
Walking along the shore of withering dreams

Take a step ahead, don’t be afraid
Don’t seek for life in the dead world
As I tried to find innocence in a black whore’s heart
Don’t waste your time in vain

No mercy have their hearts
No purity lies there
Where dreams slowly die

One great verse to end the suffering
One single sight to see your face one last time
Beaten breath, hoping faith living still in me
Dwelling still within, but slowly dying

Sleepless night holding me dear
Neverfading shame and shy look
Through the silent emptiness
Beaten breath, silver sigh I took
Still dwells in silence

The end, the path dies in the dawn
So pale and cold
Feeling so lost in this cruel world
My dark cage where I’m alone and locked

Save me from this loneliness so cold
Rescue me, let me feel
Give me faith to live
Rescue me, make me believe
That it’s not too late
It’s not over
Come to me, share a breath with me
Save me from this cruel world so cold

I don’t know where to go
I’m so lonely all the time
Endless missing, eternal longing for
The dreamer of the last rhyme

Touch my hand
Take my deepest pain away
Dream me to Neverland
Guardian angel, lead me astray

Save me from this loneliness so cold
Rescue me, let me feel
Give me faith to live
Rescue me, make me believe
That it’s not too late
It’s not over
Come to me, share a breath with me
Save me from this cruel world so cold

Don’t give me hopes undone

Day by day passes slowly by
Stars drown in madness of the dying night
Making me walk on the ice of cold edge
Heart hopes that new dawn won’t fall with tears of rage

Walking empty streets, fading in crowd
Slowly falling down
I’ve lost my heart in your eyes
Oceanborn paradise

Heartseeker, lovelorn
Shy dreamer, pale memories
Vanishing verse never born

Night by night passes slowly by
Hope flows with silent river waters
Silver snow rests with a tear in dreamer’s eye
Dreams and wishes walk with angels

Walking empty streets, fading in crowd
Slowly falling down
I’ve lost my heart in your eyes
Oceanborn paradise

My sweet peace I found in one heart
Still hoping, forever loving, still longing for
A poet’s hand and weeping piano
Keeping every rhyme within my blood
Take my hand and dream me away
To another world, to another dawn

Walking empty streets, fading in crowd
Slowly falling down
I’ve lost my heart in your eyes
Oceanborn paradise