Memory passing away, it slowly dies
In pale morn, with grey sunrise
It flows with river deep and wild
In late dark hour it enters night

Within dream eye, in cold cruel lie
It falls down, but once will rise
In midnight hour or on dawn pale red
It turns to dust, it’s now dead

But memory is a phoenix bright
Dying in flames, reborn from ashes
Myth but in our mind
Memories are but the deepest wishes

Call me insane, call me blind
Virgin that lost her mind
I left this cold dead world behind
Being tired of lies and fools
Searching for pure truth
But truth is hard to find

I don’t know where to go and what to do
Save me again one more time

Cold and lost like a drop in the sea
Dark trail beneath your bare feet
Fading path in the frozen forest
Lost tear in cold lake waters
Floating in calm sea again
All rhymes were in vain

I’m lost and alone
Why is all the laughter gone?
It’s not in mind, but in my blood
In my heart
I’m lost and lonely
Alive or dead in your memory
Seductive lie or pure truth
I don’t know where to go and what to do
Save me again one more time

Long road through the rain of tears
Dark path across nightmares and fears
I run away just to find the way
To escape, to save myself

I’m lost and alone
Why is all the laughter gone?
It’s not in mind, but in my blood
In my heart
I’m lost and lonely
Alive or dead in your memory
Seductive lie or pure truth
I don’t know where to go and what to do
Save me again one more time

Dead or alive in your memories, in sweet dreamlife
I hope to touch once more that deep blue sky
Seen once in your eyes…

I’m lost and alone
Why is all the laughter gone?
It’s not in mind, but in my blood
In my heart
I’m lost and lonely
Alive or dead in your memory
Seductive lie or pure truth
I don’t know where to go and what to do
Save me again one more time

Forget the words
They are all dead
Forgive the thoughts
Which were never said

Heart will give a truth
Which lies deep in you

I wanted to fly
But just with one
I had to cry
After he was gone

Heart will show the same
With symbols of his name

Soul was forlorn
By everyone
After rebirth
He would be home…

I can’t give up this fight
I’m lost in her bound
Dark shadows cast on light

A pure angel, blessed child
She came to my door
Tiny sparkle of light
She lay on cold floor
Praying for me every night
Why is she gone?

Here I am lost and alone
Without her care I am but a shadow forlorn
Locked up in those eyes, my cage of gold

A pure angel, blessed child
She came to my door
Tiny sparkle of light
She lay on cold floor
Praying for me every night
Why is she gone?

Why is she gone?
Where did she flow?
Whose house would she come to?

An angel came to me again, smiled with her precious smile
Her lips whispered a spell in one kiss
A kiss from the lost in paradise
A kiss from the lost behind Heaven’s door
Broken dust on cold snow floor
Is she a dream on dawn?

A pure angel, blessed child
She came to my door
Tiny sparkle of light
She lay on cold floor
Praying for me every night
Lost soul behind Heaven’s door

Lost soul behind Heaven’s door
Oh, dear love…
I’m lost behind Heaven’s door

I’m lost in a bound of ghostly shadow of love
End of dream, my secret devotion
Silent whisper of the one that I adore
Sigh of my silent suffocation

Break this spell of midwinter memory
Lost in the eyes of misery
I’m falling in the arms of destiny

I won’t give up the dream so pure
I’m possessed by you
Pale dawn won’t burn
While dream don’t become true

Break this spell of midwinter memory
Lost in the eyes of misery
I’m falling in the arms of destiny

Shadow behind my door
Calling whisper of love
Silent steps on cold floor
Slow whisper of hope

Break this spell of midwinter memory
Lost in the eyes of misery
I’m falling in the arms of destiny
Midwinter memory

Eyes like the ocean
Eyes like deep sea
Full of devotion
Shy touch of dream

Voice of a fantasy
Grace of night silence
Barefoot memory
Walking cold snow to the stars

Break the ice in my heart
Lost in dark embrace of cold
Silence of fleeting world
Follow my shadow in starfall
Memory of childhood falls down
Covering me with white snow

Heal me, save from the cold
Dream me away from this world
I gave up the fight for my soul
I wish I could walk home
To the place where you were born
Give me another hope to live for…

Safe my soul from the cold
Of cruel world where we were born
Don’t break a heart of devotion and trust
Walk by my side this path to the stars

Walking empty halls of a broken house
Holy temple it was, Eden so close
Thoughts turned to ghosts, memories into whisper
Truth hides deeper than the shelter

Dark ruins of place where I used to play
Path leading to the Far Gates
Memories slowly fade away

Pale world
Cage of gold
Empty and cold
Forgotten playground
Hours all by my own
Childhood memories are silently gone
Floating, drifting away
Fading in the end of day

Broken mirrors, windows forever dark
In these walls lives eternal night
Candles once sharing their warmth
Now their flame is forever gone

Playground where I walked in sun and rain
Touch of rainbow is deadly pale
Childhood memories have almost faded away

Pale world
Cage of gold
Empty and cold
Forgotten playground
Hours all by my own
Childhood memories are silently gone
Floating, drifting away
Fading in the end of day

Walls turned to ruins, but my feelings are stronger than time
Love is a sacrifice, life is a chance
Running with the wind, falling with rain for another dreamnight
No rain, no pain, no fire will chase
Deep world of memories, my inner light

Years ago I wrote your name with white
On the grey playground
It’s never faded there and in my heart, too
Belonging forever to you

Pale world
Cage of gold
Empty and cold
Forgotten playground
Hours all by my own
Childhood memories are silently gone
Floating, drifting away
Fading in the end of day

Towns change one by one
Time slowly passing by
The only line untouched, ungone
In this ugly play of mine

No way to turn back the time
No chance to wash away every lie
Maybe once I could walk with my shadow
Hand in hand to eternal dawn
Nothing can dry tears on my shoulder
Just don’t say that it’s all over

I wish I could find another reflection
In this dark sparkling mirror

Times are not like they used to be
Years ago, long ago
Story of long lost memory would never plead
The river of time too cold

No way to turn back the time
No chance to wash away every lie
Maybe once I could walk with my shadow
Hand in hand to eternal dawn
Nothing can dry tears on my shoulder
Just don’t say that it’s all over

I wish I could find another reflection
In this dark sparkling mirror

In middle of the night
Someone came to my room
Entered my dreamsight
In the shadows of moon

Following me, haunting me, chasing me
Save me from my own memory
Heal me, cure me, save me
From the shadows in dark sparkling mirror
Give me back my reflection

Catching the breath, running the sky
Like I used to do before
To be the one lost in time
Now lying behind the closed door

Nothing is gonna change
I’m on my road back home
I’m sick of this golden cage
Lost in its fake cold
I drown in the sea of rage

Sail away, find another shore
Whisper my name in frozen world
How can I hear you being lost forevermore?

Searching another dawn in another world
You want me to give up all you’ve started
Losing mind, lost in time, forgotten in fake cold

Dwelling in morning dew to feel the rain
Healing old wounds, curing my scars
Washing away my ever shame
Words not to tame, not for fame
But to whisper again the name
Lying cold and lost under the stars

I need this one night
To feel alright
To turn back time
To run the sky
To stay by your side
Forever to be your guide

Searching another dawn in another world
You want me to give up all you’ve started
Losing mind, lost in time, forgotten in fake cold

I need this one night
To feel alright
To turn back time
To run the sky
To stay by your side
Forever to be your guide

Sail away, find another shore
Whisper my name in frozen world
How can I hear you being lost forevermore?

I can’t believe it’s all over
The carnival ended and feast days are gone
Clouds beneath night cover
While waves of yesterday play rest with dawn

I walk along the empty street
Lights are gone, but the moonshine
I wish I could find a sweet dream

I wish I could find the way
I wish I would never be alone

Escaping reality’s cold breath
I try to run away
Beaten and forgotten forever
I feel I’m a lost stranger
Tired of cruel world of fools
I’m searching for love pure and true
Save me from this blue in my soul

I walk along the empty road
Searching for a mate of my soul
So still cold and alone

Escaping reality’s cold breath
I try to run away
Beaten and forgotten forever
I feel I’m a lost stranger
Tired of cruel world of fools
I’m searching for love pure and true
Save me from this blue in my soul

Smile of sunshine, stranger in a mirror
Blue eyes watching me through the window
Stranger or an angel…
Please, take me home

I’m tired, I’m broken in pieces
Lead me astray, take me away
To the road of dreams, valley of wishes
Stranger, take me away
Angel, lead me home
Just give me a call…