Kind smile, warm embrace
Silent words sound like pure bliss
So calm and sweet, just endless grace
Last night’s dream made me feel peace
Your velvet voice, like silent prayer
Words sweet and kind removed despair
And dark shiny eyes looked deep in soul
Making all my fears forever gone
Your hold so tight and silent words
That made my heart believe it all
You told me silently with a smile
That everything is gonna be fine
It was a dream though so deep and true
I wish I could embrace you real and say “I love you”
Perfect Fault
Tell me why
I’m always wrong in everything
Tell me why
It’s always about me
Like you’ve never done anything wrong
Like it’s always just my fault
In the end I’m always alone
Silently crying in the dark
Hoping to put together my broken heart
I’m done, I’m so fucking done
Be right, if you wish it so bad
But remember one thing
Your triumph one day will end
Then you realize bitterly
It never was worth it all
Because there left no warmth
It will be too late to turn back
If you really want this to end
Making me cry over and over
Without any shelter or poor cover
One day when you need me
There will be none waiting for you
Remember it like a fading dream
Everytime in your deepest blue
Nothing can be like it was before
Pain so deep could never be healed
Loving you was too hard for me to keep
But you ruined it perfectly some time ago
Another word turned ice cold
Making a perfect fault
Like a dream I wish I could never see
Be My Friend
Be my friend
I don’t dare ask for more
Be my support
My guide
And I will be yours till the end
Your support, your friend
The one who will listen to you
Who will be near even being so far
Who will dry the years you shed
In your bright hours and in deepest blue
I will be there for you
No matter how far we are
Be my friend
I will yours
To laugh together when it hurts
Be my friend
When we need to talk the most
Be my friend
I don’t ask for more
Dry now the tears I shed
And I will paint the whole world
For you, my dear friend
Emptiness and Loneliness
Cold and emptiness
Deep loneliness
Living within me so deep inside
Paralyzing only more with time
In moonlight I feel lonely and forlorn
Like years and years ago
Silently singing through the night
All the hopes I keep in my heart
Starlit choirs echo in this silence
Moonlight flows through an open window
Making me wonder if all the hopes
I bear within for so long
Would ever become true
Would I ever see you
Days pass by like sands of time
I hope still deep inside
That my dream will turn real
No more loneliness within
Nine Years
Nine years of empty promises
Turned at once into nine years of broken memories
Ashes of words and songs
Covered the altar of lonesomeness
Broken promises and dusty web of lies
Empty oaths and shattered nights of desperate cries
I will heal and rise again
Gather all the broken pieces in one
I will rise and fly again
To see the world and meet my love
So pure, so naive thoughts
But the only thing I have is this hope
You see the shadow of me
I see the light beneath
You broke a memory
I used to believe in
You torn apart my heart and soul
Like one did so long ago
But believe me it won’t happen once more
Something More
I wish to leave a mark in someone’s story
If not in the whole history
To become a dear memory
A wish upon the star
A dream in someone’s heart
A verse written on faded paper
A word that will never wither
I wish to become something more
A beautiful scenery in someone’s mind
I wish to be a calm white shore
For a lost traveller through time
Through my words, through the lines
I wish to become something more than just pages and ink
Through my verses and rhymes
I wish to be the only love and dear memory
Dreams
Dreams cannot hurt, cannot betray
They don’t disappear just suddenly
Dreams can heal from the deepest pain
Much better than the sweetest memory
Words hide unshed tears
Verses erase the scars
Left by the hand so dear
Again and again on hoping heart
Betrayal can be healed by someone’s caring words
Kind and deep, full of faith and warmth
I try to believe and keep one only dream deep within
Letting it guide me ahead
I believe our wishes can come real
And I will hope till the end
Your Dream
I want to be the only one for you
In golden hours, in deepest blue
I want to be your guiding star
That shines bright in the sky
To be your dearest dream
Forever living deep in heart
The memory you keep in dear
The world, the hope, the whole me
I wish to be your oath of love
Your sweetest moment of life
The dream, the wish, the promise of heart
Your spark in dark eyes
A glimpse of light, dreamy sunrise
To be yours forever
I wish you a happy birthday, my dear
To be your guiding light
The starlit sky in midsummer night
To be your dream before the dawn
Your sense, your soul
Just to be forever yours
To Feel Again
Tell me where the lie becomes truth
Show me the world’s blooming and light
The colours of beauty and youth
When we are drowning in the dark
Paint the world with bright lights
And show me the purest rapture
Through the darkest nights
Turning slowly into torture
We sink going deeper down
And everyone stays alone
Open your eyes and see
The truth is not as bright as we were told
Sweet oaths and dearest words sound just in dreams
Sparkling above the end of the world
See the reality as it is
With imperfect people and lie in their hearts
Feel a serpent’s kiss
The promise of eternal one and only love
When all the believes turn into ashes
Save me from myself, from this darkness inside
I want to feel, to believe, to love
Save the only dream in thrice broken heart
I know there left no other way, but to move on
Side by side or alone
I will follow my heart until the end
Every dream, every wish I’m fighting for
To see the light, to feel warmth again
The Truth
I thought it was real
I thought I was needed
Illusion was so deep
I’ve almost got lost in it
You told me I was your world
You wrote me sweet love rhymes
But my heart got cold now
All covered with glasslike ice
All promises were just but lies
Empty words through the wind
Teardrops rum from eyes
Once full of hopes and dreams
But at once
It all disappeared
Not for the first time, but the most unexpected one
Thank you for telling the truth
My heart will be reborn once more to feel true love
Once more thank you
Now I know true value of oaths
They all are just empty words
Linlin's Poetry 