So crazy, so naive, too insane
All the time I thought that it’s just a game
So dark, so drunk, just a poison in my mouth
Blank page of my ninth diary, but true
All I gained I devote it to you

It’s another day
And the sun shines high
Drawing the lake with sparkles
Till the darkest night fell down
It’s another dream
When I wrote one more lie
Angels still singing
That the love won’t die
It’s another day

Every fall I rise again
Through the rain and wind, through the tears and pain
Just to feel the touch of sunlight
Just to see another dream of you at night
I’m tired of all cold lies

It’s another day
When I’ll feel
When I’ll see
Another touch of dream
It’s another night
When you’ll hold me tight
When I’ll see the light
Of the wishes high
It’s another day

And the tears will dry
And the heart won’t cry
All old pains will die
With another lie
Forgive if the heart’s gone right

It’s another day
And the sun shines high
Drawing the lake with sparkles
Till the darkest night fell down
It’s another dream
When I wrote one more lie
Angels still singing
That the love won’t die
It’s another day

Every night before I fall asleep
I feel this longing
The call so silent, so deep
Poisoned with rapture of hoping

I feel lost in this dark captivity
Locked in chains
Lost in cruel shadow games
Without guiding light of memory
Of dear eyes writing my love
Blue oceans sparkling in those mirrors of life

Crimson sunrise, turquoise waterfalls of light
Magic song flowing through the night
Seductive sight, falling veil of dawn
Another awakening alone

I feel lost in this dark captivity
Locked in chains
Lost in cruel shadow games
Without guiding light of memory
Of dear eyes writing my love
Blue oceans sparkling in those mirrors of life

Hands holding mine
Only mine, holding tight
Wish of nightfantasy, but so real
Desire to make heart feel

Just a dream, one night fantasy
Poison dart of reality
Show me sweet face of eternity
Kiss of awakened memory

I feel lost in this dark captivity
Locked in chains
Lost in cruel shadow games
Without guiding light of memory
Of dear eyes writing my love
Blue oceans sparkling in those mirrors of life

Above the clouds lies the rest
Calm and peaceful embrace
Cold rain falling down
Covering pale town

Cruel thorns under my bare feet
Made the innocent flower bleed
Dying in flame of heart
Burning to dust all I ever need

Praying alone in the cold snow
Lying frozen and alone
Like a dead rose turning so pale
If you go what I’d gain?

Night seduces with its luring song
In the dark shadows seem so dear
Calling me to chase them all
Whispering to me so near

Praying alone in the cold snow
Lying frozen and alone
Like a dead rose turning so pale
If you go what I’d gain?
What I’d gain
But the sweetest pain
Crowling behind
To take forever my heart

Dreamless bound, crimson masquerade
Deepest wish, my greatest cost to pay
Poison kiss, sweetest bliss
Eternity is lost in one moment and what left?

Praying alone in the cold snow
Lying frozen and alone
Like a dead rose turning so pale
If you go what I’d gain?
What I’d gain
But the sweetest pain
Abandoned hope
If you go…

She called him an angel
He whispered “My dream..”
Pretending he is a stranger
Being still the only her need

One look of skyblue
Eyes from holy garden
Dream wrote the truth
The night, the stars, their Eden

I need to feel, to dream, to believe
In tomorrow’s light, in true love, in your eyes so dear
I need to thrill, to dwell in your memory
To walk hand in hand with you, to be so near
I need to feel, to dream, to believe
In years not lonely, never empty
I need..

Let me live for your smile
To disappear in one single sight
Teach me how to forget and forgive
Make me feel and dream and believe

I need to feel, to dream, to believe
In tomorrow’s light, in true love, in your eyes so dear
I need to thrill, to dwell in your memory
To walk hand in hand with you, to be so near
I need to feel, to dream, to believe
In years not lonely, never empty
I need..

I need to feel, to dream, to believe
In silence, in purity of sin
I need to thrill, to weep, to forgive
For a touch of your dream
Fight for a feel, for a dream, for a heart of me
Make me feel and dream and believe

I need to sink in deep blue sea
I need to feel for your dream
I need to believe… in soul so dear

I need to feel, to dream, to believe
In tomorrow’s light, in true love, in your eyes so dear
I need to thrill, to dwell in your memory
To walk hand in hand with you, to be so near
I need to feel, to dream, to believe
In years not lonely, never empty
I need..

Through the years long gone
It’s still not too late
To draw the fears away

Find me in the night
For a dream, through a feel
Break the mirror of sin
Find me in your deep belief
Through the eyes I see
Find me to make our dream real

From nightmares so cold
You save me every night
Dreampath was fortold

For a touch of your warmth
For the sea in those eyes
I’ll betray that pale dawn
For a blissful sunrise

Find me in the night
For a dream, through a feel
Break the mirror of sin
Find me in your deep belief
Through the eyes I see
Find me to make our dream real

I have a right to feel for the heart
That is flying apart
For a touch, for a dream
For a silent deep thrill
For a night, for a feel
For your dear beleif

Tiny light to write a life
Sparkling glow through silent night
Dreams of love behind dark bound
I reach the skyblue eyes

Trembling light to shine through life
Drawing feels to dream behind
Falling star to make me feel
Resting calm so deep within

Lost moments of nights
Little kisses, lovetime for your eyes
Silent dreams for skyblue eyes

Sparkling light to shine through life
Letting me to feel alive
Falling for a sleepless bound
Of your embrace to dream in love

Slowly falling into a dream
Feeling your heart so deep in me
Drawing within those skyblue eyes

Trembling light to write my life
Drawing feels to shine so bright
Sparkling high with all those stars
Resting calm in dear warm arms
Sinking within your skyblue eyes

A wish, silent dream
Deep sigh, hidden mystery
Untouched veil to feel
Slow coming of tomorrow

Trembling hands catching the air
Your eyes burnt the flame of my faith
Hot lips searching the truth in a kiss
Seducing me, still holding my breath

Feel me through the dream
Touch the heart beating within
Hold me tight to end this suffering
And take me right through the blue symphony

Paint this night with the moonlight so bright
Let feel silent breeze of your love
Sink in me, take me to this fantasy
Dreamful look of hidden mystery in your eyes

Enter
Feel this seductive scent
Pale dream so innocent
White memories flowing through
Hidden heart of you

Come with me under waves
Seduce this night with a hot embrace
Hear the call of a crimson sunrise
Look through closed eyes

Feel me through the dream
Touch the heart beating within
Hold me tight to end this suffering
And take me right through the blue symphony

In the end of day
Dreampath through the sunset
Let the fears fade away

Take my hand and make me feel
Dear warmth of your skin, sweet heartbeat
Walking another dream

Drawing sunset, dwelling with red rays
Lying in dear embrace
Feeling your breath on my skin
And sleep so calm took me back to the dream

Grace of kind smile
Another night to live and morn to die
Face of an angel with eyes as deep as blue sky

World seems so pale when you’re near
Just stay with me in this dream, my dear

Lost star beyond the burning horizon
Lonely light above the hopes so high
Dark path of night goes on
While you holding me tight

Take my hand and make me feel
Dear warmth of your skin, sweet heartbeat
Walking another dream

Her letter in the end of the diary made him cry. But it was too late. He knew that she wouldn’t come back, even if she wanted to.
Riita loved him, but she couldn’t betray everything she believed in all her life. She couldn’t betray her heart.
Still it was a betrayal anyway and both knew that.

Her diary showed him all her heart, all her life and soul. And he knew that she loved him deeply… And if he could change anything, if he didn’t let her go that day she could still be with him.
The years passed by and he felt how wrong they were once. She was always so close, but still so far.
And that kiss, the last kiss was her last goodbye.
She was sleeping at home feeling another beating heart so dear near. So calm, so peaceful morn..

“I will always love you… ” – whispered he looking in her diary. – “Every memory so dear, every dream undone flying near I’ll keep in within.. forever.”
He looked in the window. It was an early morning and pale red sun was rising above the lake. 

Wish of sunset unread
Dream of eyes untold
Purity of sleep so innocent
And rest so calm on dawn

First rays of sun to hold this life
Passion of love to turn back time
Dream of eyes resting in me
Forever within
Calling me to come back home
To lie near, to dream again
Dream of a smile resting in me
Forever within

Hope wrote pale morn
Memories calling me to sleep
Lust of a moment ungone
Two hearts fighting for an ever feel

Dream of eyes resting in me
Forever within
Calling me to come back home
To lie near, to dream again
Dream of a smile resting in me
Forever within

Innocent blue, high hopes of the sky
Dreamless nights melting in cold snow
Covering my lips turning into ice
But healing warmth don’t let my soul go

Forever the one, forever within
One single touch of a sparling dream
Holding me dear
Calling me every night

Dream of eyes resting in me
Forever within
Calling me to come back home
To lie near, to dream again
Dream of a smile resting in me
Forever within