You don’t remember me
But I still do
In every fleeting dream
Making me so confused
You show me the right way
That hidden path to the new day

Two strangers, you and me
How could I miss someone
I’ve never known
The one who holds me in a dream
Saving from the very mistake
Helping me every step to take

Only a stranger
So far, but so close
A midnight prayer
You’re not like those
Who use the souls and throw them away
Tying so tight, making a dark bound, never leading astray
Breaking their hearts, erasing all the beauty of their next days

Only a stranger
So far, but so near
My ever prayer
Untouched, so dear
My guardian angel

White cover of snow
Making rivers stop their flow
Frozen touch of ice
Cold breath of wind closes my eyes

Land of thousand lakes
Dreams whispering to me every night
Following all my steps
I saw your sadow in the dark
Hot breath, eyes full of hope
Trembling lips were so close
Writing every wish from the depth of my heart

Story has the same ending
Sweet rebirth became my saving
Dreamy lines of beginning

Begging for mercy
Swearing to curse it
Dreaming of sweet memories come real
Fallen tears for a pure killing feel

Lake’s cristal cover
Pure clear mirror
Innocent white snow beneath his feet
Tomb of my ever need

Land of thousand lakes
Dreams whispering to me every night
Following all my steps
I saw your sadow in the dark
Hot breath, eyes full of hope
Trembling lips were so close
Writing every wish from the depth of my heart

Everynight’s agony to join
Wrote my everyday joy
Everytime’s pain of heart
Dwelling in each my part
Everyday’s dream
Locked me deep

Pure angel’s face, so innocent grace
Dark bound of sad song sound
Forgotten memory of neverwritten story
Hope for one tomorrow’s coming

So there are some photos from today walking after lectures..

 And I really hate drawings!! 😛

 😉

 Walking in the park after the university..

 Spring came.. ♥

For the feel of heart
For the story’s part
For every single dawn
For the love nevergone
For the words I told
For the verse I wrote
For the eyes I saw
For the smile I’m longing for

If only you knew
My suffering cold and dumb
One moment I saw you –
Poisoned kiss of ever love

For the flame in heart
For the lines in mind
For the pain of soul
For the secret deep song
For the tears nevergone
For every “You’re the one”
For all days alone
For your heart I feel forevermore

I’m sorry for every memory
I’m sorry for every single thought
I’m sorry for neverdying hope
I’m sorry for my love neverfading

For my verses ever written
For loving heart still beating
For every dear memory
For neverending story
My pure angel, I’m sorry…

We endure this night to feel
Bright sparkle of passion.
You and I – two ships flowing deep waters
Of the dark turquoise ocean.

You’re the dust in the sky,
Burning touch of daylight
Your tale told another true lie
That was me whoever brought the night.

Eyes to eyes behind the dream sea,
Seductive smile dear memories so bright.
Blue paradise of pain and rapture
Over the cleansing waves of that night.

You’re the dust in the sky,
Burning touch of daylight
Your tale told another true lie
That was me whoever brought the night.

Enter
Dream of a paradise kiss
Watch the pale dawn without a hope
Sink in black waters with me
And see rotten beauty of a dying faith

Flow with cold memory
Once a century
Two hearts beating as one
Melting ice of dreamy-sky eyes

You’re the dust in the sky,
Burning touch of daylight
Your tale told another true lie
That was me whoever brought the night

Days flow like rivers
Through the dreams, across the night lands
Songs of lonely angels
Follow my heart into the dying horizon

Soft touch, kind smile
Dreamy eyes to tell the lines of a lullaby
Deep look like a midnight sky
The lake story will haunt me forever

On that shore of endless sunset
I’ll be waiting still hoping
On that shore of dreamland
I’ll be waiting forever
Across the dreams, with hidden tears
I’ll take all past sorrows
Try to believe me once
And take a step to another tomorrow

Memories of all I once loved
Now they’re killing my heart
Tears turn to cristal blood
Forgive me if you ever can
Just believe me again
(Take me back for a story of the lake)

Enter those turquoise waves
Sink in the harsh waters
Of the endless ocean in those deep lakes
Entire world sparkles in those eyes

Days flow like rivers
Through the dreams, across the night lands
Songs of lonely angels
Follow my heart into the dying horizon

I will give my everything to make you believe me.

In the dark of night
In the sweet glowing of light
In the stranger’s embrace so tight
I’ll forever will look for your eyes
Following through the crowd that dream smile

Untouched paradise of dreams
Hell of reality’s nightmares
Lost in agony of time, deep fever
Dreaming of fading away with you, my dear angel

I will endure the whole world just to see you again
To run away from the shade
Haunting me through the dark cruel pain
Every night, every day, every single moment I’m alone
Making me feel forever broken

Untouched paradise of dreams
Hell of reality’s nightmares
Lost in agony of time, deep fever
Dreaming of fading away with you, my dear angel

Bound of bright imagination
Enter crimson waters of the ocean
Heart immortal love breathing with fleeting passion
Through this life fleeting became more than eternal
Pain fades away when I feel the light flowing down
Right from your eyes warming my fallen soul

Untouched paradise of dreams
Hell of reality’s nightmares
Lost in agony of time, deep fever
Dreaming of fading away with you, my dear angel

I miss you like Hell
When you’re apart
I miss you, my dear angel..

Swan song flowing through the spring air still cold
Luring my heart with its endless rhyme
Painting dreams – my only reality till the day I die
For the past lines of a story I once loved

Moonpath sorrows, drawings of frost on the glass
Midnight tear, daybreak weep will remind you of me
One breath of spring air, one look at the stars
Will lead you back to that night flying on angelwings

The first rain will sing you a lullaby
Every night will whisper to you of that time
Showing you that sight
Burning fire in eyes
Flame of young heart beating still
Living deep in your chest

Sleep tight, rest calm, my dark angel
Eyes as deep as the wound in my heart
Take away the pain, tie me tight so I can’t escape

Pale tale will show you heart twofaced
Pure and true-innocent
Dark with passionate lust
Bloodred rivers of wine
White Eden, bright holy garden
Dream as deep as circles of Hell

Music box stopped weeping its lullaby, so
Close your eyes and see those meadows of heaven
Sleep tight, rest calm, my dark angel

Mercy of half-broken temple
Lost light of that dying heart of mine
Keep on writing, my dear angel
Take all my lines
I wrote them for you
Flying once on my lovewings
Reaching unreal dreams

Forget all pains from the past
Longlived lies poisoning your poor heart
Let them go, ever flow, another sad song

One life sparkles and dies in a flash
One single moment of day nevergone
Lust of life, night of eternal wish
We share to see another beautiful dawn

We live and breathe to feel the sunrise
Travelling through the neverlands
Dreaming of ways holding our hands
Following the path  interweaving hell with paradise

Never try to find the Eden unreached
We’ll come there in our time
Walking the sinful sands with pure rains bleached
Wishes of eternal blue sky

Horizon writes a symphony of heart
Lost in the shade of believing
In a flash life sparkles and dies
Forgotten dream of true feeling

Flow of timeriver paints tomorrow for us
Dreams of night and shining stars
Flow of timeriver whispers endless story
Loves of light dwelling transitory

Never try to find the Eden unreached
We’ll come there in our time
Walking the sinful sands with pure rains bleached
Wishes of eternal blue sky

Ice touches me with its cold
Frozen embrace I’m lying in
Daybreak at the horizon of this world
Memory calling me to feel

Sweet poison is my only cure
My hell is my paradise of sin
Forever cold, forever lost in me

Pure-hearted with a wounded soul
Walk forever alone

Both Lucifer and angel so innocent
Combined in one to me
Blind doll, loving marionette
I’ll follow you into dark abyss

Break the chains holding me tight
Set me free to lock in the cage again for a lifetime
Tell me a story of thousand and one night

Pure-hearted with a wounded soul
Walk forever alone

Walk forever alone.. alone