Linlin's Poetry

Mirror Of Night

Hi Kaija, where is your heart?
Is it still beating in the dark
Or it stopped it’s transitory life?
You won’t get through this night
You won’t survive

Little doll, kind marionette
White cold pale hand
Painting with dust that lost sunset
Playing and hoping for a dying belief
Searching to reach
To retrieve that belonged to me

Sweet lies licking my wounds
Touching dreamsky of my never existing world
Mercy won’t give me it’s sweet embrace
Black sinful heart doesn’t deserve that pure grace

Path you’re following for so long
How far could it go?
To what your heart belong?

Soothing rain to cleanse blood on your lips
To erase the pain from poisoned kiss
Sweet taste of luring wine on innocent hips

Dead silence swallowed that breaking sigh
You’re sinking in the bloodred moon night
Slowly agony is fading away, flowing with time
Seductive whispering to your trembling heart “You’re forever mine…”

Follow the path, reach the deepest pleasure of night
Taking you high to the dark blue sky
Of hopes and love oaths…

Enter the dark lustful world
Of neverfading dreams
Neverspoken, nevertold
Lead me to the mirror of sins

White pale hand wrote dark window of her heart
Dreambound dance of her shadow in the mirror of night…

Midnight Melancholia

Dwelling melancholy through the fading memory
Joyful sorrows to join that midnight agony

In the dark of the night
In the sparkling daylight
Deepest fear surrounding me
Through the dying touch of dream

Shadows are chasing my heart
Whispering lies so dark
Voices are palying a cruel game
In my mind bringing me pain

Midnight hour, dark time for a story
Passion of nightmares, late agony
Dreamy monsters above my head
Screams and whispers, dark cold shades
Trembling hands are writing a letter
Hoping that fear will die forever

Bloodred river, ghost waters calm
Dreambound dance of starlit night
Silent agony through the midnight path
Slowly I’m sinking in the darkness of light

Wistful dream for a broken soul
Hoping still it could live till dawn
Fighting dark shadows neverseen, never real
Poor heart tried to survive this anguish of feel

Dwelling melancholy through the fading memory
Joyful sorrows to join that midnight agony…

Dreamer’s Fairytale

Deep in secret memory
Fake end of the old teary story
Past longings for the angelwing pure-white
I’m sinking in the lustful embrace of the night

Pure hopes never die
True loves stay forever alive

Shadows cover me with cristal grace
Dreaming of the fairytales and hopes unbound
Searching for hidden truth beyond the lies
Mirrors of stars dancing on the reflection of my window
Unsigned letter lying on mysterious porch
Painted my life with pale hope

Last rays of this dying day
So far from home
Dear dream, don’t fade away
Don’t slip away
I don’t wanna go

Lines whispering through the song
For a love, for a hope, for a lost loning heart
Through the night, across the dream to that I belong
Black piano called me to never leave apart

Pure hopes never die
True loves stay forever alive

Enter
Take my hand and feel slight touch of thrill
Dreamer and the tale
Innocent story full of dark sins

Sink in the ocean of seductive lies
Telling us truth everyday
Drink from trembling lips, feel the sweet taste of wine
See the light leading you astray

Hidden Heart

Through the darkness of lust
Tying hands tight
Lost memory calling for mercy
Pale dreams shining in eyes

Last moment to whisper so dear name
Sighing and weeping again and again
Another night of sweet agony
Endless suffering for dear memory

Entwined souls, two shadows combined in one
Beneath the dark of the night
Begging and calling, feeling and longing
Make me love you even more
Till the last cold pale dawn

Red tracks on the bright cover of snowhite blanket
Dream painted with blood
Night whispers and sighs begging to stay
Praying to say
Words to which I wished to belong

Lock me deep, tie me tight
Don’t let me fade away with dark night
Take me so I’ll never leave you
Make me breath for you
Let me feel forever more
It’s the less I could endure

Through the dark veil of lust
Tying hands tight
With the rope of my faith and trust
Sinking in this neverending night
Hope and wish of my hidden heart

My Song, My Dream

Eternal dream, my ever sin
Deep wish of lost winter heart
My ever dream, my only king
Dark sky of the night

Mystery of a kiss
Memory of the deepest wish
Voice of your heart
Tearing me forever apart

My ever heart, my dear soul
Sweet lines, deep verse of lost forgotten song
Pale touch of dawn
Nightmares of the cold world

Midnight light of white moon
Stars sparkling on the sky dar blue
Heart whispers “You…”

Birds singing for a lifetime path
Soul hopes dreaming of that great heart
Let me whisper your name
Let me beg you for pain
Take me, don’t fade away
Just make me feel you forevermore

Do You Know How Does It Feel?

Do you know how does it feel
Lying under the tree
Do you know how does it feel
Flowing with a cold blow of wind
Do you know how does it feel
Dancing with a moonlit dream…

Do you know
Where is the awe
Why the song flows
Do you know
What I’m longing for
Why I write a long sad song
Do you know?

Lying on the grass, feeling cold dew
Dreaming of an endless sleep in the blue
Flowing dreams of innocent truth
Shining light’s still leading me through

Make me forget
Old cruel pain
Never regret
Of warm ever fading rain
Make me feel forevermore
Paint with red my pale dawn

Do you know how does it feel
Lying under the tree
Do you know how does it feel
Flowing with a cold blow of wind
Do you know how does it feel
Dancing with a moonlit dream…

Curiousity
Lost white purity
Poisoned memory
Blackened virginity
Lovenight dwells in silence
Sparkling stars longing for lost innocence…

Do you know how does it feel
Lying under the tree
Do you know how does it feel
Flowing with a cold blow of wind
Do you know how does it feel
Dancing with a moonlit dream…

Veil Of The Night

Wild memories flowing through the night
Fleeting melody calling for light
Silence made innocence lost
In the deepest bound of heart

Pale dream of winter morn
Forgotten tale of frozen soul
Wish longs for a sin
Recalling last memory I wished to be

Sunrise wrote the end of day
Painting steps on the water grave
Lost words were nevergone
Sparkling in the rays of dawn

You made my dreams of lost sunshine
Collected memories in the heart of mine
Wrote reality’s hopes in me
Forever yours I wished to be
Within a dream, in deep blue sea
Painted veil through dark night of sin

Just a story

… By her own she was sitting by the window looking at the starlit sky.

“What if I could fly… would I reach the stars? Would I walk the sky so easy? What if I could touch the light of moon dreaming of someone.. like me. Why am not I sleeping right now? Why I can’t even think of sleep? Aren’t such thoughts weird?.. Of course it’s weird. Because I’m weird.”
Her thoughts were tearing her heart more and more, because she wasn’t so curious about that fact is it weird or not. Her mind tried to escape from that thing that made her cry, made her beg to be just a dream.
“Does he think of me? Only once…”

‘Fool… blind fool in love… Why does he need you? Why does anyone need you?’ – whispered she weeping. – ‘How could someone like you? You’re strange. And dreamy… Who needs someone living a dream? Yes, that’s right.. None. So why are you crying? If you know this truth.’ – wept she looking at her wall. She closed her eyes and tears fell down. In dead silence of the night her crying was like a very sad song, howling of loneliness, lost dream of a child chasing by nightmares.

Suddenly her phone blinked and she saw one new message.
‘It’s impossible.. why? Much better to feel this emptiness.. this terrible feeling of need… you know one pure truth – you dependon him. Yes…. he is like a drug to you. Sweet poison on your trembling lips that makes you suffer and wish only more. You know that you can’t live without this.. It’s like the air, bright sunshine, seductive dream of night… Just a fantasy calling for you everytime. You know that you’re going crazy. You’re sleeping…’

She was sleeping on the floor near the window still writing his name in the air…
That was the strangest night in her life. Like most of her nights… Weird and long.

Violin Song

Weep of a violin broke the cold silence
Moon shining bright made no difference
For the heart locked inside my chest
Hidden deep in the breast

Through the whisper of wind
Across the voice of a dream
I’m living a fantasy
I’m lost in this sad melody
Sinking again in the ocean of pain
Cold chains tied me never letting go
Deep passion never fading away

Sparkling glass in young eyes
Falling down breaking the ice
Dance of moonlight and stars
Wrote that story of a lonely heart

For another sunrise
I’ll give up my everything
Just to feel this paradise
To join the purity of feel
Bathing in innocence of sin
To touch the stars above your head
Lead me to your Neverland

Forgotten tale, forlorn story
Of lost fame, broken glory
Diary written for a long lost love
Dreams shared with deep sky above

Piano weeping through the night
Led violin to the bed of love
Wrote a dream longing for light
No symphony I need
No golden heart to bleed
No memories so bright
One look was quite enough

The Night

No sound remains,
No dreams, no tales
No whisper of voices
Just silent song of the trees
Frozen dance of the leaves

Silence, cold queen of dark ball, luring masquerade
Pale mirror of the night, mysterious dream parade

Moonpath paints horizon blue
With stars shining bright through
The sky so dark and clear
Writing silent melody through the air
Dreamy voices of wind flowing through my hair

Dark night’s dancing above the wood
Pale mysteries under pale moon
Silent night surrounded my heart with a dream
Writing deep verses to sing

Silent life will dwell till the touch of dawn
Hiding cold memories behind ice wall
Beneath the dreamveil to sleep another day
Till next sunset they passed away