Not A Dream

I’ve read thousand stories about you
Them all I’ve read over and over again
To know the truth in the end

Stories, they were written so long ago
In the world we used to call home
Stories we sang through midnight awe
Dancing among the stars high above

Read the verses, whisper my name
The first one who called me that way
In midnight dance we shared with a dream
When the stars started falling

Years ago
So far from this world
Or just another age
We shared chords
We sang our own verses
Years and years ago

Now it all became a story written on idle pages
No truth left for me and you
Beyond empty and rare lines after long ages
But is it true?

I feel, but do not see you
Come, show me it is real
Tell me I’m not insane, it’s not a dream

Simple Truth

Violin weeps in the dark of the night 
Whispering the name
All over again and again
Loud chords dwell till sunrise
On bare stone I lie 
One sweet thought keeps me alive
That once this pain returns to the one 
Whoever gave it to me once
A gift to you through your veins
Sweet memory of years and years of pain
Drop by drop running through your blood
So you can see and feel deep wish, just one
A hope for salvation 

Ages have passed and I rose again

From ashes of agony and pain
I will rise again and again and again
Just to see if it all finds you through years
You know, pain must return
Universe laws always work
You know and always knew
This beautiful and simple truth

Never Know

Through the ages you swear
To be the one
Through all these years
To be the one by my side

But will it be so?
Will you go
With me hand in hand through this lifetime?
Will you be the only one?
You never know

You promise, but you do not know
What awaits us tomorrow
Still you swear you will be the one for me

Through the years I know
These promises are nothing but pain and agony
They are empty
But life goes on
No matter how bad it hurts
Will I be forever yours?

You never know
Wherever it may go
Will we take different paths tomorrow
Or two paths make into one only road
We never know, but time will show

I Want To Be With You

I dream of silent hills above the crystal clear
Of green dales and calm sea
Of silver glades and golden dew
Forever shore of ever youth
That lives still in faded memory, but so dear
Far beyond the deepest dream

I whisper your name and see you again
Your face turned to me
So I can see
Your smile
To look again in your eyes

I want to be with you
Not in a dream, but forever
Wake up together
Walk by your side
And hold your hand in mine
To know this real happiness, my love

I want to be with you
For real, not in deep slumber
Be the one with you forever
Share dreams and memories
And know this is but true happiness

This faded memory is still my sanctuary
Where I can hide from all the misery

And dream again of you and our walks among the stars
That fall one by one in the sparks of your eyes
Down, deeper down
So I drown 

I want to be with you
On that shore of unfaded youth
On sinful land
Anywhere, but hand in hand
I want to be with you, only with you

Insane

In dark dungeon silent lullaby
Sounds like a never-ending cry
Full of hopelessness and despair
A voice of insane

In the dark shadows have faces
In the dark echoes whisper with many voices
Through the night they call
With luring words till dawn

Haunting melody
Shattering echoes within
Cry with many a name
Drives me insane

Until dawn
They all call
Like an echo
Like a song
Nightmare mirror within
Splashes beyond the dark sea
Of never-fading memory

Serpents of scars
Circle my arms
Giving sweet remedy of pain
Not to go insane

Silent whisper dies at dawn
With a moaning sigh
I beg for hope
Let me feel alive
Come

Echo Song

The world dreams, dwells in its deep slumber
Tasting like sparkling forever
And we cannot see
We cannot touch it anymore

Sweetest song
Echoes deep in your heart
In your ears, within every scar

The world rests underneath
Dwelling in every memory, in all your dreams
Like a faded page of old diary with broken secrets
We all keep for years
To forget one day as they never reach one’s ears

Purest song
Flows on
Through midnight veil
With a lullaby of nightingale
It flows through waves of time
Sweet voice of the night

Midnight symphony echoes deep
In a heart of dream
An illusion of reality you live
Day by day
Year by year
Life by life
Though eternity circle we dwell
To live and love

Breath of midnight
Whispers of light
You see, you hear
But don’t remember
We all dwell in the same dream
We feel, but never reach the melody of heart

The world dreams deep
Beyond the memory core
Sweet echoes to keep
Beneath the locked door

Share A Dream With Me

Tell me
If I am wrong
Tell me
If the story went on
But the way too far
Tell me, my heart

Tell me, tell me the truth
I want to know
If my wish of youth
If my love to you
If this all is true

Whisper to me a dream
Tell me, o, tell me
If it all is but a dreamtale
If it is just the dust to fade

I call you at night silently
So you couldn’t hear
I whisper your name quietly
Not to disturb your sleep
I sing you a song, a lullaby
To caress your heart with love
I only have to share

I sing
I call
I wish
I hope
Can you feel?
Do you see?
My love for you
My heart is true
Share a dream with me

Epilogue

You don’t want to look at me
It’s fair, I see
After all that shit I’ve done to you
I understand it clearly

I’ve made you sink in this vortex of agony
I’ve made you suffer like none did before
I’ve slain and raped every dear memory
I’ve killed you there with my own soul

You saw I wasn’t me anymore
You saw I was insane
I’m sorry, but it is all but empty words
That could never ease your pain

I was not myself
But not now
I’ve healed somehow
I’m here alone, having nowhere to go
All I have in this world
Is you, but you’re not yourself
Not anymore

I would ask one million times you to give me a chance
I would beg and cry to let me but explain everything looking in your eyes
Will you forgive me once?

That game was my biggest and foolishest mistake
For I’ve lost the battle so long before
That step was more I could take
And I wish I’d never made it, but it’s done

Forgive me for it all
I love you
Though you won’t believe a word
Still it’s true

The Rain

With cold rain come tears
You don’t see
You are not here

One hundred years
Dwell on my threshold
Silent whisper, silent call

Lifetime dwells in a moment so fleeting
Within untold promise deep in core
Sharp edges of memories cut into my flesh deep
Making me feel the one with my soul

I see them wandering
I see them passing by
Like shadows in the night
They are slowly fading

Remember the dream I told you once
You still see it in eyes of ocean blue
A promise, a memory written beyond the stars
A poem of youth, a tale of you
Dwells told within broken but loving heart

You healed it twice
Don’t break this time
But forget of it now
Let this sunrise heal both of us
After that long, long flight

The rain brings tears no more
As we are again on this shore
Together forever more, like it once was

New World

Dirt all around spreads like sickness
All in its perfect bloom of abscesses
Like decease, like flames of plague
The world dwells in the vortex of agony
All doomed from the start

This world needs salvation
The world must be healed
There will be no confession
But purifying fire of the end

The new beginning follows the end of the story
A healing hand with a sword
To bring justice to every home
Fighting for better world from far innocent dreams

Global changes need tough means
Are with me?
Let’s make the world cleaner
Let it burn, it will be better
Without this dirt

In the end fire heals
Purifying everything

The world of dreams live in each heart
So deep within
It rests until our final breath, last heartbeat
But why?
Let’s bring new light
Let’s build life anew
Out of dreams into the real

Let’s make this world brighter
Are you with me?
Are you a fighter?

If the one falls
A crowd will rise
Cloud of crows
We will rise again and again
No matter how many times
And how much pain
We’ve been through, we’ll fight

Let’s make this world brighter 
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