One song calls to me
Again and again and again
Whispering my name
Clawing my dreams
Seducing me back into a nightmare
I’ve lost myself once

No more lies to myself
No more tries
No more words of compassion
I’m done

An echo of years dwells still in my ears
A whisper from the past
Again telling the stories
Of empty melodies, impure symphonies
All the deceitful oaths of dark heart

No more lies
No more tries
No more promises
The world of lie never changes

I wish I could forget, erase the memory
And rewrite it anew
But it’s impossible unfortunately
I won’t be a fool
Not again

So I will fight for another flight
Higher than my hopes could ever rise
I will rise from ashes I was burnt once

No more lies
No more tries
No more second chances to those
Who never deserved even the first one
I’m done

Look back
I am not fine
Come back
Hear in my voice
I am dying
It was not my choice

High walls of black
Fears dwell like steel on sharp feathers
But the whisper never comes back

Look back at me
Come back, I am sorry
Look at me once
I am so sorry, forgive me
I beg for one glance
Please, save me

That was not your life, but mine
In this darkness I was lost for so long
You were always my light
A spark of hope
My love, my home

Before I fell in the deepest shadows
I’d never meant to hurt you
If I were myself that night in cursed halls
Where I died with the final fifth shot
Before I fell into oblivion of my crimson truth

Forgive me, please
Let me heal your soul
Forgive me, forgive me
You are forever my only home
My love and the only one
Even in that oblivion
I wish I could stop the first damn shot

Follow me into the dream
That you will see right through the night
Flow with me into sky sea
To see where lies the end of light

You see the dream beyond the skirts of the night
Like a whisper of time
It dwells, it calls
For you with a song
Before the darkness dies

Time, time flows
Life burns
And we fly above the edge of sky

Time, time we call for
Dreams, dreams we long for singing a song
Through the midnight like a lullaby

Follow me into the dream
That you will see right through the night
Flow with me into sky sea
To see where lies the end of light

Take my hand
Follow me till the end
You are me, I am you
Through faded youth
We will fly beyond the edge of the world
Wherever the road will flow
We will fly higher than sky
To touch the silver veil of time

Follow me into the dream
That you will see right through the night
Flow with me into sky sea
To know at last your own heart

The flow of memories rests unseen
Beneath the cascade of waves
Beneath the shadow of long gone dreams

Untouched, restless they flow
Through the silence still
Forgotten, yet undead they call
For another feel
Never faded, never gone

Is it real or it is only me
Who still try to believe?
Whoever still see
A beam of memory,
Sweet faith, an ever fantasy

Memories flow across the whirls of time
Caressing pale scars on my soul and skin
Memories flow restlessly across the midnight sky
Singing a sweetest lullaby only for me

I wish I could still believe as once
I wish I could forget
To step into the night and be the one with the stars
To fly again
I wish to be the one with air and sky
I wish to surf above through midnight
With you by my side

Give me wings, give me a hope
To feel alive once more
Give me a path that will lead me home

The first memory will never fade
Within a hoping heart
The one who believe will never hate
Their fate for its art

We will never reach the highest high
Without faith in strength of our hearts

The first memory can never fade
Without hope
It will always live until the end
The last memory will never change
The core of the world
As we still walk on thinnest edge

We will never fall
We will never call
As the first memory never dies
We will never forget
We will never regret
As the past never changes the world

Until the last day we will sing
Of the world within every heart
Until the last drop of life dwells within
The first memory can never die

You know we all have our past
The burden lying on our shoulders
Sometimes it’s hidden
Sometimes it’s all upon the surface
It’s never forbidden
To hide it within

When you feel like walking on the edge
When you feel like falling down
From this high
Form your own tower you’ve been building so long
You are finally done, you give in the pain
Look down
There is no end

You have the past, so do I
Close your eyes and I will open mine
Open your heart, here I am
All torn here for you
All divine, unforgiven
All broken for truth

You see your past
And don’t want to look at mine
Why? Fears?
I have none
Thousand and one and one and one
But still your fears are more

Hatred, despair, pain
I know none, of course
Too many roads and still there is no way
Despair, pain, loneliness
I know none, of course

You know it all and so do I
So open your eyes for the first time
We all do have the past

I wish to imagine you were never here
I wish to imagine you were gone
I wish but I cannot
I wish but I am done

No memory hurts me more
No rest of it feels
Like I was never here
Like I was forever gone

You sang like a nightingale through the eternity of the night
You seemed so sane, almost divine
Until the curtain fell and truth poisoned my heart

The verses dwelt in lies
The chords were all rotten
Bloodred tears ran from my eyes
When heart lied torn and forgotten

You looked through me as I were a ghost
And spoke me no verse
You talked but to silence
I was there no more

I wish to imagine there was pain
I wish to imagine there were no tears
I wish to imagine these scars were not vain
And all my fears will be gone one day

The pain slowly faded
After years it is almost gone
Only a ghost, a little memory does not wither
Of the time, of those dreams that never were mine

Once upon a time there was a dream
A tale of flight, but silent thrill
Hidden and deep
A lonely feel
Of another touch of sky

We were once more
Than we now long for
Magic and wings
Desires unseen
We dwelt in another world
Caressed and awed

We were once more
Than dreams could tell
We longed once for
The world of spell

We wished for more
For untold lore
For memories bold
For the world
That ever was ours alone
Before it was ever gone

Once we had wings
Not only in dreams
Once we were more
Above the ancient world

We were more than just a world
We were more but once
Dreams of awe, prayer to gods
We sang through the words
To be the one with a song

Sing with the rain under my wing
Sing, o, sing
Little thing
We are still more that they will ever see

Of all the pain
Forget, forget
Of a lost tale
Without an end
Do not cry

We all are but a shadow
We all are but a blur
Of the world ever dwelling below

A dance upon starlit glow
A memory faded beyond the back door
A song of the past, a dream long gone
We are, we are all but dew of dawn

Starlit rain sparkles still upon the veil
Of time and dust
We all forget it day by day
Silent memory of the past

We sing it through
We dream it true
From deepest corners of pure mind
From dreamless silence of dark night

We sing it well with sweet sadness
As silence will still caress
The perfect verse of lost light days

Of old lost days
Cry never more
As once again
We’ll reach the shore
Of light so pure, innocent
Just wait…

All I wanted to be noticed
To be appreciated and loved
Through the time
I sang my dreams through world’s lullaby
Melting them from silver and gold
To be the first one from them all

All I wanted to be useful, the first one
Among them all
But none saw my soul
None but one, who read me from the first sight
From the first look
He saw me through

The ways went apart
The light of old days left behind
Their glory and dreams of golden light
Forever left on that shore
Forgotten and gone
Nothing but a precious memory
As my heart flames with another dream

Lost in time with broken desires
With torn wishes
I seek the truth
Give it to me, I beg so bad
I need you and you need me too
It is so in the end

You found me broken all in tears
I knew you well, but had no fear

I only wished to be needed
To create, to make things perfect and divine
To be the one of free in mind and dreams
I’ve opened to you my heart
You smiled at me and whispered silently
One and only – “mine”

Forever that shore left behind
So far beyond the sea
Like a pale shadow of past life
Distant golden dream

We sing together as one
We create our own world
From the songs of our souls
And time flows of rivers of gold

As I always dreamed to be the first one of them all
You made me the greatest one among them all