Through the darkness I see
The light pouring down on me
Like a tiny spark of life
Innocent and bright

Through this moment until the end
There is no other way
But to let it go and forget
All the past faded away

It’s time to say the last farewell
To everything that is ever gone
Let it burn on the last circle of hell
This lesson is finally learnt

Day by day I walk slowly
Back to the light guiding me
Through the storm within

Even feeling down
I don’t give up
Making fears be gone
As it was enough

Enough of dark memories
Enough of suffering
Dwelling in misery
I’ve learnt how to feel

I ask myself what’s wrong
What’s the pain that is tearing me apart
Where should I go
To let the hope burn in my heart

Deep inside
I look into my mind
And see the child
Little and scared
Ungone yet

A tiny heart full of light
Blue eyes looking with hope
Little girl longing for her dreams so bright
She still doesn’t know what she’s looking for

Yet there is a dark side
Eyes of a virgin, glance of a whore
Take me now, I love it hard
Ever moaning and asking for more

You know both sides of me
But the world knows only one
Even me don’t know what lies within
But heart longs for pure love

Tell me what’s wrong with me
Why the heart weeps
Why I see these dreams
What lives in me so deep in
What am I supposed to be?

Lost little child or a cold whore
I’ve lost my path
Left broken to the world

Wandering around in my mind
I see again and again the way
The one I’ve lost and have to find
At the edge of each day

What should I say
To be heard and understood?
What did I get
Seeking the beauty of truth?
At the edge of day
I hope to find that drop of youth
I could never forget

One and only dream to find a dear soul
Wherever I go
Will my search go on
Or it’ll end here and now?

The little child within takes my hand
Looks deep in my eyes
All the tears are gone there and then
This moment she smiles

After long years
The only thing I know
Is that everything fades
Into endless time flow

Even if we could stop time
We wouldn’t cross the line
Only if we had to survive

While you can breathe there is a chance
To live another day
While you can see the light in human hearts
There is still a way
To catch a hope within blue eyes

In midnight prayer
I silently ask for love
For the one and forever
My tears were enough

Even if there wasn’t any hope
I would ask for this love
Rewriting my dreams for this one

I’m so tired of being alone
Through these endless years
Not when the past is finally gone
You chased away all my fears

Another story of a new day
The sky is blue again
The storm is gone with the tears

Heart is longing for all the stories told
For every beautiful corner of this world
Every dream flight above the horizon

Every day is a fight
For better tomorrow, better life
We all are different yet still the same
Running from who we are again and again

Heart still longs for true feeling
No more fleeing
Lost in another swirl of tender winds of spring

Tomorrow is blind, yesterday is gone
The past left forever behind
I cannot escape from my own heart

I am who I am
Hysterical, depressed, lost
But with beautiful soul
I am who I am
Dreamy child with a dear hope
And eyes full of light and love
I am who I am
The dreamer, the escapist
Lost between reality and deep wishes

Join me and let’s paint this world with vivid dreams
Asking every bypasser “Why so serious?”

Time runs so fast like an endless line
Through the whole road of life
Across green fields of youth
Back into an innocent moment of childhood

You see again those pure days
Of happiness and joy
All your dearest ones are here again
The river, the woods and a favourite toy
Before these days are gone, but never faded

Old songs take you back into those times
When we were kids, naive and innocent
The world was still beautiful and kind
And every dream was but a perfect moment

The years have passed
We aren’t children anymore
But it’s still great to lie on the grass
Stargazing and singing the same old song

There are always these perfect days
We could never forget
Or leave behind all our taken ways
So we could never regret

You see again those pure days
Of happiness and joy
All your dearest ones are here again
The river, the woods and a favourite toy
Before these days are gone, but never faded

No matter how far are these moments now
They are still dwelling deep inside
Forever alive and vivid in your heart

The warmth of granny’s embrace
Dear grandfather’s smile
All that long gone grace
Of the past shimmering in child’s eyes
Dwelling far behind
This time will never really fade

Years of loneliness are passing by
True love is hard to find
In this cold world
Full of masks and lies

Lost in the pale grey crowd
We seek the one also looking around
In this mad swirl of faces
To hear a forgotten song’s sound

Years echo above with a starlit lullaby
Like a kiss of moonlit midnight
All is passing by…

Past days recall the memories of the heart
Coiling deep inside
We seek the one and only for ages
That one true love
Sung in symphonies silent touch of art
We search for that one
Among faceless crowd

True love is hard to find
What if we’ve met but walked by
Losing each other in this human sea
Leaving each other apart

Days flow by with a blink of an eye
Like a fleeting moment of time
Everything is passing by…

Past days recall the memories of the heart
Resting still inside
We seek the one and only for eternity
That one true love
Like a touch of forlorn memory
We lose each other just to find once
Among the crowd eyes to eyes
We find this path to dear heart

I will come to you in dreams
Just to sing a lullaby
I will paint your fantasies
With colours bright

Do you feel my touch through lines
I write silently at night?
Do you see I’m mesmerized
With untold stories hidden inside?

Tell me them all
Show me your world
Just to seduce me more

I will sing you a lullaby
Caressing your heart
With silent motive and tender rhyme
Just to make you rest in my arms

Chord by chord, line by line
We come closer to the point
And nothing matters, even time
As it’s but a timeless void
Where we’ve lost our rage and pride
Revealing our true selves and hearts

I will come to you in a dream
To sing you a lullaby
Just to caress your hair and let you sleep
Right here in my arms

First spring thunderstorm
Raindrops on fresh green leaves
Where should I go
To hide from this rainfall?
To rest silently

Tell me where to go
To find a hideaway
Tell me which road
I shall take to run away
From the lost cold world
To find myself again

The way
To lead me astray
Or take me home

Another day greets with sunrays
Silence remains within
Painting thousands different ways
With a hidden feeling

Tell me where to go
To find a hideaway
Tell me which road
I shall take to run away
From the lost cold world
To find myself again

The dream
I caress deep in
A hoping heart

Follow me, don’t fool yourself
What if tomorrow all will end
Take my hand and let’s escape
From every ‘no’ to one and only ‘yes’
Hiding in the shades
Until the last drop of time fades away

I hear the voice from afar
It’s calling me to follow the path
Through the darkness to the light
Ever being true to a hopeful heart

The voice clear and pure
Dwells with morning dew
It’s calling me telling me to endure
This battle for the only truth

O, great tomorrow
Don’t bring any sorrow
Paint silver blossom with pure dew
To the light from the dark shadow
I seek hope to bring me the truth
To the better days to go
I seek the way to come through
Every challenge of this world

I hear the voice from afar
Through all the madness of this world
It’s telling me to follow my heart
Hidden from anyone behind silent hope

This voice asks if there is any lie
In every deed, every word that left behind
It whispers to me to dream high
As the hope is closer than I could find

O, great tomorrow
Don’t bring any sorrow
Paint silver blossom with pure dew
To the light from the dark shadow
I seek hope to bring me the truth
To the better days to go
I seek the way to come through
Every challenge of this world

Sail with me through the waves
Across the sea
Swim with me and great whales
To the shore we used to live
Beyond the edge of reality

Do you see
Eternity?
Do you feel
What we used to be?
Do you know
Where our way goes?
Let your heart just flow
With the wind in the sails

I am the time, I the way
I am the memory you used to keep
I am the dawn of a new day
I am a lullaby that sings you to sleep

You are the sea, you are the wind
You are the dream I caress inside
You are the remedy, you are the wish I keep within
You are the song playing in my mind

We are the world that we always wish to be
The highest mountain, the deepest sea
We are the dream they couldn’t keep
We are the song they couldn’t sing

Do you feel
Ever bliss?
Do you dream
Of secret kiss?
Do we ever bring
This world another scene?
No pain, no suffering, no shame
So there is none to blame