Another nightmare, endless days
Dumb people around eating away at your nerves
You are tired and just wait when it ends
With every moment that comes and goes
Inner war, wish to get peace
Like a sip of sweet bliss
Silver dew on dry lips
If the one could know how it feels
Endless motive breaks your soul like bones
Touches inner strings and never lets it go
You feel it deep in
Letting it spread and kiss your scars
All the memories hurting within
Bring unshed tears to your eyes
Strong
We are yet never gone
Broken
But never torn
We get stronger even more
Through the pain we feel
Letting it deep in
I draw every verse with my own blood
Upon every hidden smile
Everything I’ve ever got
Through endlessness of time
I wish I could see
Everything I wished to be
Through the storm within
Tell me if there is another way
I should go or stay
There is always a blink of hope
Upon every secret door
Awake from the nightmare and see
Everything is real
It was but another bad dream
Take my hand and feel
You. Me. Myself
I think I’m losing control
Dwelling in chaos they used to call world
I’ve lost myself in the dark
Forgetting what I am deep in heart
Years passed by my feelings went numb
I thought I was done
With every new turn
There was less and less to burn
Before I took another step
I felt myself again
Rising from ashes once more
Because of your warmth
You make me be myself
I thought I never could
You make me feel that way
I thought I never would
You let me be who I am
In the most beautiful way on earth
No matter what anyone says
They never get what we have
No matter what anyone does
We’ve lit the fire in our hearts
Just take my hand and follow me
Into this feel I’ve found myself in
To become the one and see
How everything is healed within
Hopes
See the light inside
Deep in that dying star
None ever cares
Through all these years
Writing with my own blood
Every word upon the pages of my diary
I forget to seek the road
Away from this dangerous fantasy
I’m burning in still
Song for you
Song for all the fears
I’ve met through
All these long, long years
Of ever written youth
In verses and chords
Lives the only truth
Among all sacred worlds
Lies my path back into the blue
Deeper into the see
I dive to seek that memory
My heart longs but never had
That one desire I cannot still forget
Belonging to the heart
I’ve never touched, but longed for
That lonesome part
Of me still hopes something better in this world
Before this day ends
I wish I could kiss you deep
No fear, no regret
Just a moment before a sleep
That I won’t ever forget
Longing for a better world
I won’t go away
Caressing a tiny hope
I know I will stay
I Know You Hear
I know you hear
The voices of the forgotten realm
Lost tales and horror stories
Like the mirror of nightmares
Dreams and wishes
We deeply caress
Through childhood and youth
Beyond the quivering sea of truth
I know you hear
The call of sirens and wind in the sail
Truth is always near
Waiting for a moment to prevail
Send me a dream to see
Through the midnight storytelling
Sing me to sleep
While I’m silently resting
Within midnight fantasy
I know, I hear
You see it near
I feel it real
Every song, every dream
Within child’s eyes
Like a mirror of paradise
I feel, I hear
The dream and fear
You play, you sing
Within a moonlight fantasy
We pray for another sunrise
Where a hoping heart lies
Intuition
We are lost in crowded cities
Seeking a dear face among others
Like a sip of ever gone memories
Who is the poet who is the muse among us
Use your intuition
Deep sense of right and wrong
Forget about superstition
This night will hit to the core
I know where this path goes
Lost between the roads and those
Who’ve never believed in fate
I know this feeling, this state
Every word is written, every song is sung
All the prayers I’ve sent with the wind
Forgetting myself in the moment undone
I lose the path back to the real
Don’t give me heart, don’t give me hope
We are going around the world
Seeking ourselves in cascading starfall
Don’t give me dreams, I long for the one forevermore
We seek truth and trust
Finding the way through the darkness
I don’t like empty promises
They always turn to dust
Even so far among burnt stardust
Dwells one of us
Walking among ashes and bombs
Never feeling truly lost
Far Away
So far, far away
Where the rainbow hides
I see my way
Through many a year
Far beyond the skyline
So far yet dwelling so near
With a thrill I chase the wind
Like playing with a dream
I feel like a hopeful child
Still innocent and kind
The moonlight and stars fall with silver drops
Upon emerald fields and dales
Cascading upon the sleeping world
Like in an ever gone fairytale
So far, far away
Where the rainbow hides
I see my way
Through many a year
Far beyond the skyline
So far yet dwelling so near
There are whispering waves
Quivering still beyond the stars
Like a mirror of ever withered days
A shimmering dream for one of us
I lose myself in this blossom of spring
Painting the veil of tomorrow
Like in a sleep, in daydream
Moments of life come and go
Let me see
The fading real
Let me sip
A scent of dream
Let me feel
The awe of ever realm
I’ve never been to
Ever lost in this swirl of youth
So far, far away
Where the rainbow hides
I see my way
Through many a year
Far beyond the skyline
So far yet dwelling so near
So far, far away
Where dear heart lives
At the edge of day
I fly across the mountains and seas
To hide so far, far away
Where dear dream sleeps
In a blink of an eye
I come to you through the veil of time
Everything I Love
Every time I look at my life
I see every single lie
All the things I’ve tried to hide
To paint darkness with light
Every time we talk after silence
A few days apart in madness
I know I’m alone in this
Eternal cascade of dreams
I hate myself for this hope
Every thought about you
For this anguish longing for you
You feel heavy because of this love
Every dream I write for you
Every verse I paint with you
I hate myself for this world within
Living in me with a blossom feeling
For every unspoken word and song unsung
I cry in the night until I’m done
I hate myself for this hope
Every thought about you
For this anguish longing for you
You feel heavy because of this love
Every dream I write for you
Every verse I share with you
When I stop dreaming of your voice
I don’t really know
This is my swansong heart choice
To keep in a flow
Belong to this smoke in fading echoes
I hate myself for this hope
Every thought about you
For this anguish longing for you
You feel heavy because of this love
Every dream I write for you
Every verse I share with you
I stop only if my heart has no rhythm
And the world fades with all my believing
Is there any chance not to be just a dream?
Everything I love lives in you
Every scar, every song, every tale
All the memories we share
I love everything I find in you
Every sin, every wound, every pain
Every movie time and coffee day
I love everything with you
Wild Heart
Deep waters seem still and calm
None could ever deny
It’s true what they see
But a wild heart is what it used to be
Still beating
Keeps on dreaming
A wild heart is what it is
They used to call me a geek
Shy and cute, I wish it were true
Come closer and you could see
What was seen by a few
Wicked smile, spark in blue eyes
Sweet whispers and silent lullabies
Words that never were a lie
An angel
For someone
Cold danger
For another
A dream or a beast
You can choose what you’ll get
A lover or a disaster
A wild heart longs for long journeys through life
Playing hide and seek with time
With burning eyes and the brightest smile
Catch me up, don’t let fall
Before the moment is gone
Burn me up with one call
Let’s entwine in a pure song
Heart of wild and innocent soul
Heart’s Light
In the darkness of your eyes
I see the light
Tell me I am a fool in love
But I still feel no lies
Even if it’s only in my mind
I know still my heart
That you make beat with one sight
I’ve lost my path in the dark
So long ago
Saying it not for a lark
I wish I could go
One day to wake up
And never be alone
You dwell in your real
I drown in my dream
Forgetting all the pain
At the end of each day
These lines will flow back to your heart
Right from mine
Reaching it once in time
I walk alone along this path
In morning dew and pale sunrise
To know for sure you are alright
I’ve lost my path
But you show me the way now
Sharing the light from the heart
Every time I fall down
You always help me to rise up
And I’m still grateful for
All you do for me though this time
Two Sides
Like two sides of a coin
Like two parts of a puzzle
As deep as the void
The story that life is based on
Tell me if my heart is broken
If yes, then have it like a token
And follow your dreams
It will help you live
Like darkness and light
Like dream and reality
We’re walking side by side
Through life as it used to be
Tell me if there is no hope
I will come with this and go
Leaving it all behind
Like a sad song in my mind
Tell me if I’m wrong
And there was no reason to hope
Tell me if my heart mistook
When I’ve got my eyes on you
Like two parts of one soul
Like two verses of lovesong
We come together along
This long, long road
Tell me if my heart is whole
And there is a path to follow
I will be guiding light of your own
Shining so bright for your soul