Silent call
Endless fall
Cold and forlorn
I’m just a broken doll

It’s just one pill
And a bright way to the light
Every dream turns real
Bringing you back to life

One, two, three
Just leave me be
Four, five, six
It was just one kiss
Seven, eight
Lead me to the gate
Nine, ten
It’s just farewell

Welcome home
I’ve been waiting for so long
Lost and torn
Tell me once more that I’m wrong

Bleeding, pleading
Asking for more
Breaking, believing
I still need a bit of love

It’s just one pill
That will make you dream
Take it in and feel
Drunken bliss rises within

One, two, three
Let me be
Four, five, six
Leave me one kiss
Seven, eight
It’s not late yet
Nine, ten
One step closer to heaven

Take my hand and lead me home
Once again bring me back my hope
I’ve never been asking for more
Just stay with behind this door

Back to back
We stand against the whole world
Until the end
There are just us both

From childish years
Through all unfair tears
We walked this road together

Through the tough days
Across this bloody field of fears
We walked this road together

Side by side
We go now
Hiding in front the crowd
Loving every scar in the night
We walk now
Across the ashburn field
To touch that flaming dream

I forget who I am with you
Just a lonely traveller, a hopeful child
Still innocent, still pure

You are my caring wolf
Forever walking by my side
Even when everything is ruined

Side by side
We go now
Hiding in front of the crowd
Loving every scar in the night
We dwell together now
Among ever lost paths
We seek that trust
We’ve found in each other’s heart

I wish I could forget
I wish I could regret
But I wanna fall into you

Tell me I’m wrong
Tell me it cannot be real now
Though I won’t leave hope
I just wanna drown
In this endless flow

Don’t make me forget
Don’t push me away
I still will be there
Walking this long way
Just to be near

I won’t regret my choice
Dwelling with your voice
I melt together with your play
Chasing all the fears away

I would give my everything
The hope, the love, the whole world
But nothing of this you need
I wish I could ever let it go
Though this is what I feel

I won’t regret
I won’t forget
Falling deeper in you

Tomorrow dawn tastes like
Sweet honey dew and bitter black coffee
Seasons go with time and tide
Just another way to feel and dream

You see the way, but it’s too far
None can step, none can reach
Like wandering among the shadows in the dark
Searching for silver light of the bridge

You hide your tears
Not because of fear
But of that paralyzing weakness
The one can see in your eyes

The way takes you far
Right through the dark
Where you dwelt for long
Bold, drunk and high
Telling yourself lies
Every fucked up dawn

Not a saint, unholy, yet true
The one who knew the dark side
I wish I could paint you
Through the beat of heart

Those memories live within
Tearing and weaving another path
And pain is slowly ceasing
Leaving a long pale mark
Unseen and deep print
Upon black heart

None dies without scars
Upon our soul or our skin
Yet we all have our marks
Unforgotten, unforgiven

Look through the mirror and see
The endless way across dead field
Of untold tales, of all the human pain
All those fallen in vain

Leaving this world in time
Is but a greatest pleasure
Just to vanish with tide
Without any pressure
To drown silently in quivering waves
Of ever fading dreams of our last days

We seek another world
To be heard and forgiven
The words dwell now untold
But so deep and pleading

Silent words like drops of heaven
Fall down on the ground
Like old chords forsaken
Breaking without any sound

I was alone in the darkness
Longing for a glimpse of hope
I walked like lifeless
Without meaning in this world

One moment turned my life upside down
I’ve heard long forgotten sound
That were you playing in the crowd
So focused like there was none around

That moment I was lost and mesmerized
Like drunk or paralyzed
I couldn’t get my eyes off you
And believe that it’s true

You came into my life
And broke the ice shell
I’ve lived in without light
Torn in that closed well

In my darkest hour
You were there to give me your hand
Until all the pain was devoured
And I finally could find strength to stand

You brought me back to life
Showed me paradise
Oh, I was so damn blind
Before I looked in your eyes

I dared to face the truth
And look deep in me
It’s all because of you
I can let myself dream

Seek better future within
Give a child’s heart a hope
You make me believe
In the best of this unholy world

I remember those years
When days of youth were bright
Everything seemed so real
Like a path in pale moonlight

In this insanity of the mad world
I see the way across
When none could say a word
Dwelling in faded echoes
I saw the beauty yet unseen
Like through a child’s memory

Beyond the edges of life
We seek pure light
Wandering blindly in the dark

Chasing the past we lose our future
Longing for all gone days
In the end we are never so pure
We forget ourselves

I long for the day when I can see
The better world I still believe in
Like I used to when I was a kid

In this insanity of the mad world
I see the way across
When none could say a word
Dwelling in faded echoes
I saw the beauty yet unseen
Like through a child’s memory

You walked through thorns and broken glass
I cried in the night longing for a dream
Yet in these mad past years we look in each other’s eyes
Seeking that we’ve lost in that endless sea

So close, yet so far
I look like in the mirror
Deep into your heart
Still we are the others

Through the darkness I see
The light pouring down on me
Like a tiny spark of life
Innocent and bright

Through this moment until the end
There is no other way
But to let it go and forget
All the past faded away

It’s time to say the last farewell
To everything that is ever gone
Let it burn on the last circle of hell
This lesson is finally learnt

Day by day I walk slowly
Back to the light guiding me
Through the storm within

Even feeling down
I don’t give up
Making fears be gone
As it was enough

Enough of dark memories
Enough of suffering
Dwelling in misery
I’ve learnt how to feel

I ask myself what’s wrong
What’s the pain that is tearing me apart
Where should I go
To let the hope burn in my heart

Deep inside
I look into my mind
And see the child
Little and scared
Ungone yet

A tiny heart full of light
Blue eyes looking with hope
Little girl longing for her dreams so bright
She still doesn’t know what she’s looking for

Yet there is a dark side
Eyes of a virgin, glance of a whore
Take me now, I love it hard
Ever moaning and asking for more

You know both sides of me
But the world knows only one
Even me don’t know what lies within
But heart longs for pure love

Tell me what’s wrong with me
Why the heart weeps
Why I see these dreams
What lives in me so deep in
What am I supposed to be?

Lost little child or a cold whore
I’ve lost my path
Left broken to the world

Wandering around in my mind
I see again and again the way
The one I’ve lost and have to find
At the edge of each day

What should I say
To be heard and understood?
What did I get
Seeking the beauty of truth?
At the edge of day
I hope to find that drop of youth
I could never forget

One and only dream to find a dear soul
Wherever I go
Will my search go on
Or it’ll end here and now?

The little child within takes my hand
Looks deep in my eyes
All the tears are gone there and then
This moment she smiles

After long years
The only thing I know
Is that everything fades
Into endless time flow

Even if we could stop time
We wouldn’t cross the line
Only if we had to survive

While you can breathe there is a chance
To live another day
While you can see the light in human hearts
There is still a way
To catch a hope within blue eyes

In midnight prayer
I silently ask for love
For the one and forever
My tears were enough

Even if there wasn’t any hope
I would ask for this love
Rewriting my dreams for this one

I’m so tired of being alone
Through these endless years
Not when the past is finally gone
You chased away all my fears

Another story of a new day
The sky is blue again
The storm is gone with the tears

Heart is longing for all the stories told
For every beautiful corner of this world
Every dream flight above the horizon

Every day is a fight
For better tomorrow, better life
We all are different yet still the same
Running from who we are again and again

Heart still longs for true feeling
No more fleeing
Lost in another swirl of tender winds of spring

Tomorrow is blind, yesterday is gone
The past left forever behind
I cannot escape from my own heart

I am who I am
Hysterical, depressed, lost
But with beautiful soul
I am who I am
Dreamy child with a dear hope
And eyes full of light and love
I am who I am
The dreamer, the escapist
Lost between reality and deep wishes

Join me and let’s paint this world with vivid dreams
Asking every bypasser “Why so serious?”