No matter what
I want you real
As far as I’m caught
With all this feeling

You see, my intentions are clear
I’m just tired to fear
Let me come closer to you

Silent lines come like a hurricane
Yet I cannot deny
I wanna you to stay
I’m losing my mind

No matter what
Let me feel you real
It’s all I ask you for
Please, stay near
Don’t let it go
Let me know you real
And touch your soul

You see, my intentions are clear
I’m just tired to fear
Let me come closer to you

Trying to find the way
I wander in the dark
Thoughts lead me astray
Away from the promises of my heart

I longed for memories once
But now I’m tired and done
That I’m almost gone

Listen to my lines
My tale is about to end
Read it in my eyes
Before you understand
It’s not a fairytale
But silent farewell

I’ve lost my hope beyond
There is nothing to tell
I bid this farewell

I have no place to go
No path to lead me home
So I just stay beyond
Resting still alone
Down this lonely road
Still lost and cold

Nothing can set me free
I’ve lost my last dream to feel
That I could be something real

With you I am more
Than a name on the page
I don’t feel alone
I’m like on the stage
Bathing in bright lights
Captivated and mesmerized

You light my fire
And make me complete
You fuel my desire
I barely could breathe

You make me believe
Everything is real
It’s all such a relief
Just to feel

With you I still hope
I’m not just alone
In this all
And I want you to know
With you I am home.

Through the night I miss your shadow
But still the silence remains
I don’t know wherever I should go
To forget all my feelings
Every single moment we’ve shared
I still don’t pretend

Leave me be or take me
Please, I cannot handle this
Just let me feel that it’s still real

Day by day
Those memories fade
But I keep on writing
Every teardrop, every dream
Collecting them dear
So I could then disappear

And none would know
Wherever I could go
But you’ll know

There is still cold and dark
Every spark fades inside
Locking those memories in my heart
So I could clear up my mind
Before I realize
That all promises die

I wish I could foresee
It wasn’t meant to be
But still it remains just a dream

I was dreaming of that precious love
My neverending story
Of a lonely road and the same old song
That still sounds like agony

I wish I could find the way
To see the purity within
I wish I could just stay
Forgetting every dream
Everything I care about so
Just let it pass, let it go

I wish it were easy
But it’s damn not
I wish there were some remedy
So I could be loved

The world is nothing without pure love
Sometimes feverish hot
Sometimes calm and still
Just like a sweet kiss of a dream

I wish I could see through the heart
What lives deep in
I wish I could know so far
Where this road leads me
But I don’t know
Where I should go

I wish you were here
Right by my side
I wish you were near
Still heart to heart

Every day takes me there
Where I thought were we
Even now I still secretly dare
Just to believe

Hope you’re happy
Deeply, sincerely
Hope I’m still a little memory
Somewhere in the corner of your mind
Where that time we shared is still alive

My heart hurts though I promise myself
Everything will be alright
But now all I can do is observe and have faith
That everything’ll be fine

Hope you’re happy, dear
I’ve fallen into you more
Than I supposed to, I fear
Nothing new though

Hope you’re happy
One day I’ll be done with you
I promise I will
Though everything I’ve felt was true
I still feel so madly for you
Though hope you’re happy without me

Covered with black and neon lights
I look at the pale grey world
Lying beyond dusty frozen glass

Crooked fingers of reality
Hold me tight
In this mad captivity
I cannot fight
Not anymore
Should I just go?

Tell me, tell me, love
What should I fall for?

Like a star shining bright
I long for one more night
To live a dream like a child

My home left behind in those memories
I keep dear so deep
That none could ever tear them out of me

Crooked fingers of reality
Hold me tight
In this mad captivity
I cannot fight
Not anymore
Should I just go?

Tell me, tell me, love
What should I fall for?

Where is home, where is hope?
Tell me, tell me, love
What should I live for?

Summer nights are usually bright
Dreamy wind and starlit sky
Silent words flow in whisper
While kisses go deeper

Tenderly I wish to become the one
Together with you
Like a neverending circle of time
Every drop of youth
I wanna spend it all in love pure and divine

Like a sweet kiss of innocence
Making my heart dwell
Longing for this tenderness
Before we bid farewell

Tenderly I wish to become the one
Together with you
Wherever you are
I need you, it’s true
To the depth of my heart

Let me feel myself alive
Let me be once full of hope
I just wish I could hear no lies
Or at least I would never know

I want to be free
To be real
To be the one
Who just gets that pure love
I just want to be me
Just to feel
Everything

Never dreamt of a perfect life
It’s just fiction, anyone could say
Though it’s written through lifetime
Just sense it and play

It’s all but our own way
Through an illusion of choices that we make
To go or to stay

I just want to be me
Feeling love once again
But without great pain
I just want to be real
No more games
Please, let me in

I know, I know, I know
This story has no end
For love I’d give my hope
Just once to understand
What it feels like
To be the one

If there is a hope to chase a dream
I would give my everything

I know, I know, I know
There is still hope beyond that smile
So tired yet not ready to go
I leave my tears behind
To become someone
Needed and loved

If there is a chance to seek pure feel
I would still give up my everything
Just to understand every drop within

Every drop, every word
Everything that I couldn’t hide
Every sip, every chord
I’ve lost so long ago deep inside
Every single touch of letters
To understand that nothing else matters

I know, I know, I know
There is still some love
So deep inside
Ever hidden in heart
I know, I know, I know…